Thursday, October 22, 2009
I am very stressed financially and all. My stress is from all areas of life. From Family, church, school and finance. At times it really overwhelms me and i couldnt take it anymore. Sometimes it is worse when people come and irritates me further or dont understand me at all. I really dunno what to do and i do get frustrated. I dont wanna to be taken for granted and what if one day when i am gone, what will happen? Sometimes people dont really treasure until the person is gone then you come and regret. I am really trying to find a job now. Sent a lot of resumes for whatever kind of job. I got no choice but to work so hard if not i really cant meet the ends meet. Theres too much for me to take in my strides and im just doing that. I really hope people can understand me at times and not accuse me. I really hate it when people accuse me for something i did not do. I do have my limits and patience. Dont think i wont get angry and always smile to you. I will show you my wrath one day if i cant take it!
♥ 10/22/2009 10:18:00 PM Saturday, October 17, 2009
Yesterday CG and today service was great. It's the message for the season. Indeed we got to be true worshippers and stand still and wait on God when things happen and not make ourselves our own God. It reminds me of the song Still. The lyrics goes Hide me down, under your wings, cover me within your mighty hands. When the oceans rise and thunders roar, I will soar with you above the storms. Father you are King over the flood, I will be still and know You're God.
Indeed got to keep on trusting in God and be still. Today pastor preach about the 7 kinds of suffering we will encounter in our life. It's really true and I really been through a lot of sufferings and until now i still have them. Really got to be strong and keep on keeping on. Got to have the faith and keep trusting in God no matter what situation it is. Got to stop questioning about why things happen and just accept life itself. We got to be the one to make life a spring. No one can help us except us ourselves. We are the one controlling our own mind and the mind is really a powerful tool. If our mindset is wrong, we will see things from a different view. Pastor also said that Power is in self encouraging. Sometimes when things happen, people might not be around us to cheer us on but we got to really keep encouraging ourselves, never to give up!
Just now i also thinking of the childrens' church song titled Never Give up! God is always there for us. Even if we do not see his hand, got to keep on trusting His heart. Everything happens for a reason and we will just need to keep waiting upon it and see whats next.
3 more weeks to my birthday! Woo! Time flies! haha! here's my wishlist!
1) I touch / Ipod
2) Cash
3) Wisdom in my studies for my new sem
4) Improve my guitar skills
5) Those still on my wishlist on the left side
♥ 10/17/2009 11:02:00 PM
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Let me in
To see you in the morning light
To get me on and all along the tears
They come
See all come
I want you to believe in life
But I get the strangest feeling that you've gone away
Will you find out who you are, too late to change?
I wish I could be
Every little thing you wanted
All the timeI wish I could be
Every little thing you wanted
All the time, sometimes
Lift me up
Just lift me up, don't make a sound
And let me hold you up before you hit the ground
See all come
You say you're all right
But I get the strangest feeling that you've gone away
You've gone away
And will you find out who you are, too late to change?
Don't give me up
Don't give me up tonight
Or soon nothing will be right at all
Salvation
Is when you find out who you are
Too late to change
♥ 10/15/2009 04:15:00 PM
Sunday, October 11, 2009
Hey my dear readers! How are you doing? Sorry for not updating for such a long time. Been busy since school started and very very tired lately. Time flies when school starts. Got 2 assignments on hand to do now. Some of my tuitions have stopped cause exams is over for my students. There's good and bad point. Good is i can rest but the bad part is i got no income. Need to find some ways to get extra income now. Going out soon for my last lesson with my student cause tmr is N level POA then going to my cousin house later.
Dunno what to update although havent been updating. Every week is just a routine, doing the same things over and over again. 1 more month to my birthday and i got no idea what i will be doing.
♥ 10/11/2009 12:41:00 PM
Thursday, October 22, 2009
I am very stressed financially and all. My stress is from all areas of life. From Family, church, school and finance. At times it really overwhelms me and i couldnt take it anymore. Sometimes it is worse when people come and irritates me further or dont understand me at all. I really dunno what to do and i do get frustrated. I dont wanna to be taken for granted and what if one day when i am gone, what will happen? Sometimes people dont really treasure until the person is gone then you come and regret. I am really trying to find a job now. Sent a lot of resumes for whatever kind of job. I got no choice but to work so hard if not i really cant meet the ends meet. Theres too much for me to take in my strides and im just doing that. I really hope people can understand me at times and not accuse me. I really hate it when people accuse me for something i did not do. I do have my limits and patience. Dont think i wont get angry and always smile to you. I will show you my wrath one day if i cant take it!
♥ 10/22/2009 10:18:00 PM
Saturday, October 17, 2009
Yesterday CG and today service was great. It's the message for the season. Indeed we got to be true worshippers and stand still and wait on God when things happen and not make ourselves our own God. It reminds me of the song Still. The lyrics goes Hide me down, under your wings, cover me within your mighty hands. When the oceans rise and thunders roar, I will soar with you above the storms. Father you are King over the flood, I will be still and know You're God.
Indeed got to keep on trusting in God and be still. Today pastor preach about the 7 kinds of suffering we will encounter in our life. It's really true and I really been through a lot of sufferings and until now i still have them. Really got to be strong and keep on keeping on. Got to have the faith and keep trusting in God no matter what situation it is. Got to stop questioning about why things happen and just accept life itself. We got to be the one to make life a spring. No one can help us except us ourselves. We are the one controlling our own mind and the mind is really a powerful tool. If our mindset is wrong, we will see things from a different view. Pastor also said that Power is in self encouraging. Sometimes when things happen, people might not be around us to cheer us on but we got to really keep encouraging ourselves, never to give up!
Just now i also thinking of the childrens' church song titled Never Give up! God is always there for us. Even if we do not see his hand, got to keep on trusting His heart. Everything happens for a reason and we will just need to keep waiting upon it and see whats next.
3 more weeks to my birthday! Woo! Time flies! haha! here's my wishlist!
1) I touch / Ipod
2) Cash
3) Wisdom in my studies for my new sem
4) Improve my guitar skills
5) Those still on my wishlist on the left side
♥ 10/17/2009 11:02:00 PM
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Let me in
To see you in the morning light
To get me on and all along the tears
They come
See all come
I want you to believe in life
But I get the strangest feeling that you've gone away
Will you find out who you are, too late to change?
I wish I could be
Every little thing you wanted
All the timeI wish I could be
Every little thing you wanted
All the time, sometimes
Lift me up
Just lift me up, don't make a sound
And let me hold you up before you hit the ground
See all come
You say you're all right
But I get the strangest feeling that you've gone away
You've gone away
And will you find out who you are, too late to change?
Don't give me up
Don't give me up tonight
Or soon nothing will be right at all
Salvation
Is when you find out who you are
Too late to change
♥ 10/15/2009 04:15:00 PM
Sunday, October 11, 2009
Hey my dear readers! How are you doing? Sorry for not updating for such a long time. Been busy since school started and very very tired lately. Time flies when school starts. Got 2 assignments on hand to do now. Some of my tuitions have stopped cause exams is over for my students. There's good and bad point. Good is i can rest but the bad part is i got no income. Need to find some ways to get extra income now. Going out soon for my last lesson with my student cause tmr is N level POA then going to my cousin house later.
Dunno what to update although havent been updating. Every week is just a routine, doing the same things over and over again. 1 more month to my birthday and i got no idea what i will be doing.
♥ 10/11/2009 12:41:00 PM
