Wanted to go shower and guess what i saw? saw a lizard. damn, then my mum sprayed something and i think the lizard went out and i faster go shower and ran out. Crap! Tmr will be my last day at work. Feel the tinge of sadness. Must keep in touch ok? i will ask u all out when im free. hehe.. tmr will be having a great time with them i think. Yeah. Just pray that my day goes on well tmr. Really tired this whole week. Dunno why also. Even when im typing this i feel like sleeping already.


Mercies that rise with the new morn
Set me apart as a new born
Each moment I live, by faith I believe
With You I'm never alone


Darkness may come, trials seem so long
You are the light I depend on
Through valleys and storms, Your word keeps me strong
My shelter, refuge and song
I trust in You


Everyday I live
I know You are my God
I lift my face and look to you my God
Even when the mountains tremble
And a thousand fall
I will stand with You
My Jesus
Take my all


Always be my Baby

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine
Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die, no

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me

Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby


I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no



You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darlin cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time cant erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darlin cause you'll always be my baby

I know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhh
I know that, you'll be right back
Ooooh! baby believe me it's only a matter of time


You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my,....my baby....

You'll always be apart of me (you will always be)
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on (we will linger on)
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
You will always be my baby




Had my 1st driving lesson today. Din get the chance to start driving cause i was slightly late as i need to rush from work today. Next week on will not have much problem cause monday my work will end at 5pm. Some of the days my lesson maybe at 10pm also.. getting all excited to learn driving. Today learnt all the controls and part and tried them. Pray hard that when i drive everything will be alrite. Really scary. Now my new goal in my life is to pass my driving.... At least now i got something to look upon in my life.

4 more days left in Maybank. Im getting sad as the days end cause i have lesser time to spend with my colleagues already. Time is just so limited... they are already planning a trip to Desaru in Sept. looking forward to it..


So fast weekends are ending soon. Time really pass very fast and hectic for me. Lotsa things on hand and lotsa 21st birthdays to attend this year. Alright, today just having tuition and then later have guitar and at night going my mum side BBQ again at pasir ris... tmr will be back to work and this is my last week of work at Maybank. Feeling rather sad cause i really dun bear to leave my colleagues... We had lotsa fun and happy times together.. Tmr will be starting my 1st practical driving lesson already. All the best to me man. Really nervous. Pray hard everything will go on smoothly... Im really very tired physically and mentally...Somehow i feel perhaps i have change recently? i really dunno. Sometimes i cant even understand myself... Life is really playing game with me..


Got this from ruiyu's blog. haha. cool....




Recently, my life has been on a roller coaster ride. there is a lot of ups and down... my life is like on the rocks...Today things happened and i was quite sad.. haiz...i did not know what to do and felt so lost... just stone and keep quiet. just not myself the whole day. did not talk much anyway... things at home also kinda irritating cause my mum always shout at me and ask me on show for her to watch these days. She just cant talk to me nicely and i already very sian yet she come and pester me...haiz...July seems to be a rather bad month with ups and downs....

Tmr supposedly is our 2 years together. Well... bygones... only memories are with me right now... should not blog about this anyway...hmm... my life is really full of challenges...i am really very sad...


Sian man! mum just came home and she went shouting about my dad. Just over phone calls. wat the heck lor!! kaoz. she come home then no peace. i really hate this life of mine lah! Haiz... i think i have changed somehow also.. i am sometimes disappointed with myself and my life. i really dunno how it can be changed. i already somehow lost interest with spiritual stuffs. what am i to do?


Work this whole week is very relax. practically nothing much to do. haha. so everyday go work is like having fun there. played all sorts of games with my colleagues. My last 10 days there. I will treasure every moment with all of you. Today so funny man. Played this scissors, paper stone game with Rachel and Nick. The loser got to be slapped by the winner. Nick so funny lah. react so fast and he slap sometimes quite hard. Laugh till stomach ache ar. haha. Rachel and Nick are really funny and nice people. lolx. really have lotsa fun with u these days. Keep on competing sudoku also. hehe... I will really miss these times. It will be kept in my memory. I have a feeling i will cry when i leave u all. I really dun bear to leave. Must remb to keep in touch!!


OMG man! my toilet got a big lizard now! Screams! i cant use the toilet le. Endure till tmr morning. pray hard tmr will be gone. sob! i really very scare of lizard. Sian... i thought the pest people come spray chemicals le then dad says wun have lizards also but it is not happening. T_T

Today at work was still quite relax too. Abnormal monday. haha. then played games through excel. Was really bored till this extend.lolx..Now im being paranoid about the lizard. keep have the feeling it is somewhere near me! argh! i think i better head to bed now and pray hard it disappears tmr!


Quiz, Taqq`d by Fiona!
List out the top 5 birthday presents that you wish for.
1. Ipod
2. Watch
3. Laptop
4. Handphone
5. Wallet

Answer the following questions:

1. The person who last tagged you is...
- Fiona

2. Your relationship with him/her is...
- Friend

3. Your 5 impressions of him/her...
- Outgoing
- Pretty
- Friendly
- Entertaining
- Cute

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you...
- Played together at her house

5. The most memorable words he/she had said to you...
- Not sure

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will...
- be shocked

7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she should improve on will be...
- Nothing

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will...
- Do nothing.

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be...
- dun think ever will

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is...
- Change her life

11. Your overall impression of him/her is...
- Pretty

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
- Cheerful,Outgoing, Smart

13. The characteristics you love about yourself are...
- Strong,Loving,Caring

14. On the contrary, the characteristics you hate about yourself are...
- My figure

15. The most ideal person you want to be is...
- Jesus

16. For people that care are like you, say something to them...
- Thanks! iLoveyou{:

17. (pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you)(random)
1) Amanda
2) Ryan
3) Guiling
4) Sermin
5) Huitian
6) Denise
7) Cloe
8) Ruiyu
9) Meiyi
10) Sokfeng

18. Who is no. 6 (Denise) having a relationship with?
- None

19. Is no.9 (meiyi) a male or female?
- Female.

20. If no.7 (Cloe) and 10 (Sokfeng) are together, will it be a good thing?
- They are both females and dunno each other

21. How about no.8 (Ruiyu) and 5 (Huitian)?
- lols? Impossible .

22. What is no.2 (Ryan) studying?
- Going for arts course in uni

23. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3 (Guiling)?
- Yesterday

24. What kind of music band does no.8 (Ruiyu) like?
- Not sure.

25. Does no.1 (Amanda) has any siblings?
- Yeahhs.

26. Will you woo no.3 (Guiling)?
- Nope,i am not lesbian

27. How about no.7 (Cloe)?
- Nope, she is my cousin

28. Is no.4 (Sermin) single?
- Yes

29. When was the last time you talked to no.4 (Sermin)?
- 3 days ago

30. What is the hobby of no.4 (Sermin)?
- dunno

31. Do no.5 (Huitian) and 9 (Meiyi) get along well?
- Nope, they dont know each other .

32. Where is no.2 (Ryan) studying at?
- Waiting to enter private uni

33. Say something casually about no.1 (Amanda)
- She's nice.

34. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8 (Ruiyu)?
- Nope ?

35. Where does no.9 (Meiyi) live at?
- Yishun

36. What colour does no.4 like (Sermin)?
- Dunno

37. Are no.5 (Huitian) and 1 (Amanda) best friends?
- Nope.

38. Does no.7 (Cloe) likes no.2 (Ryan)?
- Dont know, impossible ?

39. How do you get to know no.2 (Ryan)?
- During SP POS, was my bf.

40. Does no.1 (Amanda) have any pets?
- Yes, a dog.

41. Is no.7 the sexiest girl in the world?
- Haha.not sure

42. Do you think its possible if no.4 (Sermin) and no.5 (Huitian) date together?
- Impossible .

43. Say something more about no.6 (Denise)
- Pretty&Smart .

44. what is your relationship with no.9 (Meiyi)
- good Friend :D

45. List all the schools that no.1 to no.10 are in and originally from.
1) Christ church
2) SP
3) Loyang sec
4) NTU
5) Working
6) Pasir ris crest
7) Woodlands ring
8) SP
9) SP
10) RP

46. What would you do if no.10 (Sokfeng) hates you?
- Find out why.

47. Which of the following are in a relationship?
- 3,8,10

48. How did you first meet no.3 (guiling)?
- Same CG

49. How would you react if no.3 (guiling) and no.10 (Sok feng) are together?
- Not possible

50. Last question! What would you do if no.4 (Sermin) tells you she is pregnant.
- Shocked


Spent my day with my colleagues today at JB. Meet up with wendy at 9 plus at AMK to take mrt to Kranji to meet the rest. We queued for the bus to JB for quite some time. Thank God custom was still alright anyway. When we reached JB, called yvonne to ask her to come and pick us up. Went in City Square to walk around a while when waiting. Soon after, yvonne came with her Toyota Alphard to pick us up and we all go woo! haha! it is just so cool. Her driving skills is great. haha.

After which, we headed to this place called Jusco and had lunch at Pizza hut. It was very cheap as compared to singapore price. Been quite some time since i last ate pizza. haha. Then, we went to check out movie timings and Get Smart is only showing at 420pm so we decided to get the tix and while waiting, we went to KTV that we have booked earlier on. Sang some songs and had fun in there too. The movie was not so bad and was quite funny. Dinner was at a seafood restaurant near the sea. Just awesome. Should do this more often whenever we are free so that we can relax and get out of Singapore for a moment. Love this kind of feeling. Carefree life. Got home around 11 plus, went to bathe and came to blog. Will be sleeping real soon as tmr got to teach tuition at Pasir Ris and have guitar in the evening at Hougang. Did not really practise a lot of my guitar this week as i was rather busy. Hope tmr will be fine.

Really hope to have more outings with my colleagues even after i leave Maybank. Do keep in touch alright people? i will ask u all out too! i will really miss all of u a lot a lot and i mention a lot times already too. haha..


Just such a boring day today at work. Practically nothing to do. The whole day i did just 1 case towards the end of the day. Pathetic ain't it? Each day, just waiting for time to pass at work, having fun with my colleagues at work. Somehow a bit of freedom given to us already. We conferenced in the phone and played games and so on. It's fun. haha. i will really miss all of u people when i leave.

Yesterday went to dragonfly for night life. It was Kenix, my sis friend hens night.Well, i just need some time off to chill and stuffs. I still feel rather down with my life. The feeling is still there. Im somehow in dilemma with some stuffs at times and discouraged with my spiritual life.Anyway, hope i continue to hold on and stay strong ba. Im starting to feel lost, felt left out sometimes and stuffs. At times i really feel im here for nothing. Everything just fall apart. I was hit with family, my love relationship and stuffs. Somehow these things are always the main factors that bothers me a lot. I just cant seem to get rid of them completely...Its absoulutely hard to let go of the past things and so on. Easier to say than done. Honestly, im still affected somehow or rather. Only God knows when i cry and stuffs. My heart is broken many many times already. I just dunno how to live this life of mine without all these.


Reached home ard 10 plus today, showered and here i am blogging. Got myself a new biz shirt today as tmr i will be having an interview with a semiconductor company for a part time job. Basically it allows me to work 3 days/ week and it is something that im looking at when i start my school full time. SO just pray that tmr i will be able to get thru the interview. I will be going over during my lunch hours since is at Suntec Tower 1.

Had fallen sick this week. Was having bad flu since monday but today a bit better already after taking some panadols these few days. Just pray that i will be well soon as Saturday i am going JB with my colleagues. Rather excited for it as it will be my 1st time travelling with them. Must treasure every moment i got with them right now. 17 working days left.


Just got home from my friend 21st bday celebration. Met up with few of my poly friends. I did not talked much though cause they were talking about finance stuffs cause all of them from finance options and i from banking. Got home and damn, saw a lizard. crap! haiz! Just so many things making me hate life. I guess family is the main thing that mess up my life and brought me misery. I really dislike coming back to this home nwadays. Very pek chek... Sometimes i really wish to be alone or just gone from this world. Certain things i cant really blog here too and it is not too nice to say everything here. Anything just come and ask me personally better. Sick of this life again and again. I already lost every motivation. Honestly, spiritually im tired. I really felt like giving up everything now.


Its already July. Realised few days never blogged. anyway, today on leave cause taking my advanced theory later on. Pray that i will be able to pass on 1st attempt. Meeting Suwei at 130pm for our trial test at 205pm. The actual test will be 430pm. Tonight going out with my sis and aunts for happy hours. yeah. i need a break from all other things. Counted that i have just 20 days more with the company and i will be off to pursue my studies. Time flies. I will miss all my friends at work.

Anyway, July is the month that will bring back some memories i guess. Is like so fast July this year. Man...wonder how time the time just seems to pass so fast yet sometimes so slow too. Just pray that i will face all my memories, bad or good...
These few days had been rather boring at work cause there is no workload. Interest rate has increased and darn, no applications coming in. Super bored as we just had to wait for the time to pass and go home. It's like imprisonment or awaiting death. alright. i dunno wat else to blog. tag me more often peeps.

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Wanted to go shower and guess what i saw? saw a lizard. damn, then my mum sprayed something and i think the lizard went out and i faster go shower and ran out. Crap! Tmr will be my last day at work. Feel the tinge of sadness. Must keep in touch ok? i will ask u all out when im free. hehe.. tmr will be having a great time with them i think. Yeah. Just pray that my day goes on well tmr. Really tired this whole week. Dunno why also. Even when im typing this i feel like sleeping already.


Mercies that rise with the new morn
Set me apart as a new born
Each moment I live, by faith I believe
With You I'm never alone


Darkness may come, trials seem so long
You are the light I depend on
Through valleys and storms, Your word keeps me strong
My shelter, refuge and song
I trust in You


Everyday I live
I know You are my God
I lift my face and look to you my God
Even when the mountains tremble
And a thousand fall
I will stand with You
My Jesus
Take my all


Always be my Baby

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine
Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die, no

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me

Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby


I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no



You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darlin cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time cant erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darlin cause you'll always be my baby

I know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhh
I know that, you'll be right back
Ooooh! baby believe me it's only a matter of time


You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my,....my baby....

You'll always be apart of me (you will always be)
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on (we will linger on)
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
You will always be my baby




Had my 1st driving lesson today. Din get the chance to start driving cause i was slightly late as i need to rush from work today. Next week on will not have much problem cause monday my work will end at 5pm. Some of the days my lesson maybe at 10pm also.. getting all excited to learn driving. Today learnt all the controls and part and tried them. Pray hard that when i drive everything will be alrite. Really scary. Now my new goal in my life is to pass my driving.... At least now i got something to look upon in my life.

4 more days left in Maybank. Im getting sad as the days end cause i have lesser time to spend with my colleagues already. Time is just so limited... they are already planning a trip to Desaru in Sept. looking forward to it..


So fast weekends are ending soon. Time really pass very fast and hectic for me. Lotsa things on hand and lotsa 21st birthdays to attend this year. Alright, today just having tuition and then later have guitar and at night going my mum side BBQ again at pasir ris... tmr will be back to work and this is my last week of work at Maybank. Feeling rather sad cause i really dun bear to leave my colleagues... We had lotsa fun and happy times together.. Tmr will be starting my 1st practical driving lesson already. All the best to me man. Really nervous. Pray hard everything will go on smoothly... Im really very tired physically and mentally...Somehow i feel perhaps i have change recently? i really dunno. Sometimes i cant even understand myself... Life is really playing game with me..


Got this from ruiyu's blog. haha. cool....




Recently, my life has been on a roller coaster ride. there is a lot of ups and down... my life is like on the rocks...Today things happened and i was quite sad.. haiz...i did not know what to do and felt so lost... just stone and keep quiet. just not myself the whole day. did not talk much anyway... things at home also kinda irritating cause my mum always shout at me and ask me on show for her to watch these days. She just cant talk to me nicely and i already very sian yet she come and pester me...haiz...July seems to be a rather bad month with ups and downs....

Tmr supposedly is our 2 years together. Well... bygones... only memories are with me right now... should not blog about this anyway...hmm... my life is really full of challenges...i am really very sad...


Sian man! mum just came home and she went shouting about my dad. Just over phone calls. wat the heck lor!! kaoz. she come home then no peace. i really hate this life of mine lah! Haiz... i think i have changed somehow also.. i am sometimes disappointed with myself and my life. i really dunno how it can be changed. i already somehow lost interest with spiritual stuffs. what am i to do?


Work this whole week is very relax. practically nothing much to do. haha. so everyday go work is like having fun there. played all sorts of games with my colleagues. My last 10 days there. I will treasure every moment with all of you. Today so funny man. Played this scissors, paper stone game with Rachel and Nick. The loser got to be slapped by the winner. Nick so funny lah. react so fast and he slap sometimes quite hard. Laugh till stomach ache ar. haha. Rachel and Nick are really funny and nice people. lolx. really have lotsa fun with u these days. Keep on competing sudoku also. hehe... I will really miss these times. It will be kept in my memory. I have a feeling i will cry when i leave u all. I really dun bear to leave. Must remb to keep in touch!!


OMG man! my toilet got a big lizard now! Screams! i cant use the toilet le. Endure till tmr morning. pray hard tmr will be gone. sob! i really very scare of lizard. Sian... i thought the pest people come spray chemicals le then dad says wun have lizards also but it is not happening. T_T

Today at work was still quite relax too. Abnormal monday. haha. then played games through excel. Was really bored till this extend.lolx..Now im being paranoid about the lizard. keep have the feeling it is somewhere near me! argh! i think i better head to bed now and pray hard it disappears tmr!


Quiz, Taqq`d by Fiona!
List out the top 5 birthday presents that you wish for.
1. Ipod
2. Watch
3. Laptop
4. Handphone
5. Wallet

Answer the following questions:

1. The person who last tagged you is...
- Fiona

2. Your relationship with him/her is...
- Friend

3. Your 5 impressions of him/her...
- Outgoing
- Pretty
- Friendly
- Entertaining
- Cute

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you...
- Played together at her house

5. The most memorable words he/she had said to you...
- Not sure

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will...
- be shocked

7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she should improve on will be...
- Nothing

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will...
- Do nothing.

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be...
- dun think ever will

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is...
- Change her life

11. Your overall impression of him/her is...
- Pretty

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
- Cheerful,Outgoing, Smart

13. The characteristics you love about yourself are...
- Strong,Loving,Caring

14. On the contrary, the characteristics you hate about yourself are...
- My figure

15. The most ideal person you want to be is...
- Jesus

16. For people that care are like you, say something to them...
- Thanks! iLoveyou{:

17. (pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you)(random)
1) Amanda
2) Ryan
3) Guiling
4) Sermin
5) Huitian
6) Denise
7) Cloe
8) Ruiyu
9) Meiyi
10) Sokfeng

18. Who is no. 6 (Denise) having a relationship with?
- None

19. Is no.9 (meiyi) a male or female?
- Female.

20. If no.7 (Cloe) and 10 (Sokfeng) are together, will it be a good thing?
- They are both females and dunno each other

21. How about no.8 (Ruiyu) and 5 (Huitian)?
- lols? Impossible .

22. What is no.2 (Ryan) studying?
- Going for arts course in uni

23. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3 (Guiling)?
- Yesterday

24. What kind of music band does no.8 (Ruiyu) like?
- Not sure.

25. Does no.1 (Amanda) has any siblings?
- Yeahhs.

26. Will you woo no.3 (Guiling)?
- Nope,i am not lesbian

27. How about no.7 (Cloe)?
- Nope, she is my cousin

28. Is no.4 (Sermin) single?
- Yes

29. When was the last time you talked to no.4 (Sermin)?
- 3 days ago

30. What is the hobby of no.4 (Sermin)?
- dunno

31. Do no.5 (Huitian) and 9 (Meiyi) get along well?
- Nope, they dont know each other .

32. Where is no.2 (Ryan) studying at?
- Waiting to enter private uni

33. Say something casually about no.1 (Amanda)
- She's nice.

34. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8 (Ruiyu)?
- Nope ?

35. Where does no.9 (Meiyi) live at?
- Yishun

36. What colour does no.4 like (Sermin)?
- Dunno

37. Are no.5 (Huitian) and 1 (Amanda) best friends?
- Nope.

38. Does no.7 (Cloe) likes no.2 (Ryan)?
- Dont know, impossible ?

39. How do you get to know no.2 (Ryan)?
- During SP POS, was my bf.

40. Does no.1 (Amanda) have any pets?
- Yes, a dog.

41. Is no.7 the sexiest girl in the world?
- Haha.not sure

42. Do you think its possible if no.4 (Sermin) and no.5 (Huitian) date together?
- Impossible .

43. Say something more about no.6 (Denise)
- Pretty&Smart .

44. what is your relationship with no.9 (Meiyi)
- good Friend :D

45. List all the schools that no.1 to no.10 are in and originally from.
1) Christ church
2) SP
3) Loyang sec
4) NTU
5) Working
6) Pasir ris crest
7) Woodlands ring
8) SP
9) SP
10) RP

46. What would you do if no.10 (Sokfeng) hates you?
- Find out why.

47. Which of the following are in a relationship?
- 3,8,10

48. How did you first meet no.3 (guiling)?
- Same CG

49. How would you react if no.3 (guiling) and no.10 (Sok feng) are together?
- Not possible

50. Last question! What would you do if no.4 (Sermin) tells you she is pregnant.
- Shocked


Spent my day with my colleagues today at JB. Meet up with wendy at 9 plus at AMK to take mrt to Kranji to meet the rest. We queued for the bus to JB for quite some time. Thank God custom was still alright anyway. When we reached JB, called yvonne to ask her to come and pick us up. Went in City Square to walk around a while when waiting. Soon after, yvonne came with her Toyota Alphard to pick us up and we all go woo! haha! it is just so cool. Her driving skills is great. haha.

After which, we headed to this place called Jusco and had lunch at Pizza hut. It was very cheap as compared to singapore price. Been quite some time since i last ate pizza. haha. Then, we went to check out movie timings and Get Smart is only showing at 420pm so we decided to get the tix and while waiting, we went to KTV that we have booked earlier on. Sang some songs and had fun in there too. The movie was not so bad and was quite funny. Dinner was at a seafood restaurant near the sea. Just awesome. Should do this more often whenever we are free so that we can relax and get out of Singapore for a moment. Love this kind of feeling. Carefree life. Got home around 11 plus, went to bathe and came to blog. Will be sleeping real soon as tmr got to teach tuition at Pasir Ris and have guitar in the evening at Hougang. Did not really practise a lot of my guitar this week as i was rather busy. Hope tmr will be fine.

Really hope to have more outings with my colleagues even after i leave Maybank. Do keep in touch alright people? i will ask u all out too! i will really miss all of u a lot a lot and i mention a lot times already too. haha..


Just such a boring day today at work. Practically nothing to do. The whole day i did just 1 case towards the end of the day. Pathetic ain't it? Each day, just waiting for time to pass at work, having fun with my colleagues at work. Somehow a bit of freedom given to us already. We conferenced in the phone and played games and so on. It's fun. haha. i will really miss all of u people when i leave.

Yesterday went to dragonfly for night life. It was Kenix, my sis friend hens night.Well, i just need some time off to chill and stuffs. I still feel rather down with my life. The feeling is still there. Im somehow in dilemma with some stuffs at times and discouraged with my spiritual life.Anyway, hope i continue to hold on and stay strong ba. Im starting to feel lost, felt left out sometimes and stuffs. At times i really feel im here for nothing. Everything just fall apart. I was hit with family, my love relationship and stuffs. Somehow these things are always the main factors that bothers me a lot. I just cant seem to get rid of them completely...Its absoulutely hard to let go of the past things and so on. Easier to say than done. Honestly, im still affected somehow or rather. Only God knows when i cry and stuffs. My heart is broken many many times already. I just dunno how to live this life of mine without all these.


Reached home ard 10 plus today, showered and here i am blogging. Got myself a new biz shirt today as tmr i will be having an interview with a semiconductor company for a part time job. Basically it allows me to work 3 days/ week and it is something that im looking at when i start my school full time. SO just pray that tmr i will be able to get thru the interview. I will be going over during my lunch hours since is at Suntec Tower 1.

Had fallen sick this week. Was having bad flu since monday but today a bit better already after taking some panadols these few days. Just pray that i will be well soon as Saturday i am going JB with my colleagues. Rather excited for it as it will be my 1st time travelling with them. Must treasure every moment i got with them right now. 17 working days left.


Just got home from my friend 21st bday celebration. Met up with few of my poly friends. I did not talked much though cause they were talking about finance stuffs cause all of them from finance options and i from banking. Got home and damn, saw a lizard. crap! haiz! Just so many things making me hate life. I guess family is the main thing that mess up my life and brought me misery. I really dislike coming back to this home nwadays. Very pek chek... Sometimes i really wish to be alone or just gone from this world. Certain things i cant really blog here too and it is not too nice to say everything here. Anything just come and ask me personally better. Sick of this life again and again. I already lost every motivation. Honestly, spiritually im tired. I really felt like giving up everything now.


Its already July. Realised few days never blogged. anyway, today on leave cause taking my advanced theory later on. Pray that i will be able to pass on 1st attempt. Meeting Suwei at 130pm for our trial test at 205pm. The actual test will be 430pm. Tonight going out with my sis and aunts for happy hours. yeah. i need a break from all other things. Counted that i have just 20 days more with the company and i will be off to pursue my studies. Time flies. I will miss all my friends at work.

Anyway, July is the month that will bring back some memories i guess. Is like so fast July this year. Man...wonder how time the time just seems to pass so fast yet sometimes so slow too. Just pray that i will face all my memories, bad or good...
These few days had been rather boring at work cause there is no workload. Interest rate has increased and darn, no applications coming in. Super bored as we just had to wait for the time to pass and go home. It's like imprisonment or awaiting death. alright. i dunno wat else to blog. tag me more often peeps.

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