Just got home a while ago from Bugis. went with Cass and Rong Jian to buy Ada's gift. haha...so i reached at 6 plus,walked ard a while and waited for them to come. Went to have dinner at foodcourt and went over to Bugis village. Anyway, today was still alrite at work just that i slowed down cause im rather tired and stoning away too...so fast it's Feb already and next week is CNY already but i still dun have the festive mood..oh well..

GOD OF MY FOREVER

GOD OF MY YOUTH I REMEMBER
YOUR CALL ON MY LIFE TOOK ME O'ER
YOUR LOVE HAS SEEN ME THROUGH ALL MY DAYS
I STAND HERE BY YOUR GRACE

ON THIS ALTAR I'VE WRITTEN MY LIFE
TELLS OF THE STORY I HAVE WITH YOU MY LORD
I WANT THE WORLD TO KNOW

GOD OF MY FOREVER
AND FOREVER I'M WITH YOU
MY LIFE IS SAVED WITH A PRICE
YOUR SACRIFICE REDEEMED MY SOUL
GOD OF MY FOREVER
AND FOREVER I WILL SING
MY GREATEST HONOR WILL ALWAYS BE
TO SERVE MY LORD AND KING

GOD OF MY ALL I'VE SURRENDERED
MY HEART FINDS ITS REST IN YOUR WORD
PRAISES WILL NOT BE ENOUGH TO SHOW
HOW MY LOVE FOR YOU HAS GROWN

NOTHING MATTERS WHEN YOU'RE HERE WITH ME
IN THE END JUST TO HEAR YOU SAY “WELL DONE”
BOWING BEFORE YOUR THRONE

FOREVER AND EVER
JESUS YOU ALONE IN GLORY REIGN
FOREVER AND EVER
WITH YOU I WALK THIS NARROW WAY



Yesterday was my first time at St James Dragonfly. Been some time since i chill out etc..It's great though the live band played songs that were cantonese etc too.. haha..Went together with my sis,aunt,uncle and my sis friends. Left around 1am and took cab home together with my sis and 1 of my sis friend.

Anyway, CG has connect groups right now and im one of the connect group leader. Im excited about it. I want to see my small group of just few people grow. Got to keep on praying for all these friends and get into their life,to touch their hearts. I believe N283 will grow like never b4. Through the caring system, with God, all things are possible. My connect group people, Guiling,Darren and Yee Theng, just wanna tell u all this, do not despise your youth, do not think that you are young and you cant do anything. Keep on running with the fire, carrying the burden for the lost,for your campus. Go forth and make a difference in your schools and in your friends life. Let's believe together that we all can make a difference.

And yeah, if you all got any ideas on how to reach out to ur groups of friends do let me know. No matter how busy, i will try to make time out for all these. Jiayou!


Had an unlucky day today. Firstly, due to unforeseen circumstance,i was late for work. Haiz. This month sure kana warning de lor..Well, wat happened was that when i was walking to work, my shoe spoilt and gosh, i was stuck. So i called my colleague and asked her how. She then ask Nick to bring my slipper at office to me. But still, was late but no choice. Thanks to Nick that i can walk back to office. So paiseh lah, a lot people walking at Lavender de. Then my head know about it so hopefully she remb and i wun kana much when time sheet is out ba. Pray hard. Got to reach office earlier for the remaining days le.

Did OT today till 7 plus and headed home and when i reached home, i realised my internet was disconnected. Haiz. Forget to go pay money and then got suspended. So after bathing i went downstairs to pay for it and so it was connected back. Really what a day i had. D:

Feeling blues...lotsa thoughts running thru my mind at times now and then...


Planetshakers - Fall In This Place

Take me to the place Lord
Where there’s nothing else but me and You
Longing for Your presence
I know that You are calling me to You

Here I stand and long for Your embrace
Nothing else could ever take Your place

Come Holy Spirit
Fall in this place
I need more and more of You
Fill me again with the power of Your Spirit
Lord I’m crying out for more and more of You


Feeling sick, gosh! Having flu since yesterday. Feeling rather tired...Just woke up not long ago cause today dun need to teach tuition as my cousin have mass run in school so tmr got to teach 2 tuitions. Had CG yesterday and it was great. The word was just in season for the CG. We got to really bring in the harvest and reach out to our friends. Meet their needs. Pray consistently for their salvation. Keep on asking and it shall be given to you. Im believing for growth in the CG this year. Jiayou N283! Yesterday was my first time helping Huitian to count offering too. Really want to do more for the CG and grow more in the Lord myself. Gonna get my lunch soon and prepare to go Expo to queue and book seats.

On Bended Knee

Darlin' I can't explain
Where did we lose our way
Girl it's drivin' me insane
And I know I just need one more chance
To prove my love to you
If you come back to me
I'll guarantee
That I'll never let you go

Can we go back to the days our love was strong
Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong
Can somebody tell me how you get things back
The way they use to be
Oh God give me a reason
I'm down on bended knee
I'll never walk again until you come back to me
I'm down on bended knee

So many nights I dream of you
Holding my pillow tight
I know I don't need to be alone
When I open up my eyes
To face reality
Every moment without you
It seems like eternity
I'm begging you, begging you come back to me

Can we go back to the days our love was strong
Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong
Can somebody tell me how you get things back
The way they use to be
Oh God give me a reason
I'm down on bended knee
I'll never walk again until you come back to me
I'm down on bended knee

Gonna swallow my pride
Say I'm sorry
Stop pointing fingers the blame is on me

I want a new life
And I want it with you
If you feel the same
Don't ever let it go
You gotta believe in the spirit of love
It can heal all things
We won't hurt any more
No I don't believe our love's terminal
I'm down on my knees begging you please
Come home

Can we go back to the days our love was strong
Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong
Can somebody tell me how you get things back
The way they use to be
Oh God give me a reason
I'm down on bended knee
I'll never walk again until you come back to me
I'm down on bended knee

Wanna build a new life
Just you and me
Gonna make you my wife
Raise a family


Wah just finished clearing my shelf and catch a flu. Im too sensitive to dust. hate to pack things cause everytime i do that, i will have a flu and i hate it. make me very pek chek. Haiz.. my house is too small and it's a real headache. Scream!

Today at work was just relaxing and laughing around with my colleagues. Lotsa happenings. Rather tired now due to the flu and dust. Grr! Resting right now, later going to practise guitar before i sleep. So fast tmr is friday le and January is ending. Valentines' Day is coming too but it does not concern me much anymore. Haiz..

Gonna do last min shopping for CNY. waiting for my pay next week. Alright shall update again. So bored.


Man, COE went down. Bad news for me cause it means more work to do, more busy. lol. Have not even done my CNY shopping. No time soon man..gosh..think need to last minute already lor...quite tired now. yesterday sis came back around 2 plus then wake me up too...was very sian at work today...Now just chatting with friend on msn. Going to bed soon. Anyway, all the best to all those poly friends taking exams. Do your best and God will do the rest.

Taylor Swift - Tearsdrop on my guitar

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,

I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.


Just finish eating my dinner. did 2 hours OT again. Busy life at work. Now just resting so here i am blogging lor...haven really buy my CNY things yet, hah. sian man...intro me some movies thats nice to get hold of.. go and tag them, haha! Sis will be coming home later after midnight.

3 Doors Down- Here Without You

A hundred days had made me older since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lights had made me colder and I dont think I can look at this the same
But all the miles had separate
They disappeared now when Im dreaming of your face

Im here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time

Im here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me

The miles just keep rolling as the people either way to say hello
I hear this life is overrated but I hope it gets better as we go

Im here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
Im here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it's only you and me

Everything I know, and anywhere I go
it gets hard but it wont take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done
it get hard but it wont take away my love

Im here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
Im here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it's only you and me

Im here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
Im here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
but tonight girl it's only you and me

Rihanna- Hate That I love You

That's how much I love you
That's how much I need you
And I cant stand ya
Must everything you do make me wanna smile
Can I not like it for awhile
No.. but you wont let me
You upset me girl, then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget that I was upset
Cant remember what you did

Well I hate it
You know exactly what to do
So that I cant stay mad at you
For too long, that's wrong
Girl, I hate it

You know exactly how to touch
So that I dont wanna fuss and fight no more
So I despise that I adore
And I hate how much I love you boy
I can�t stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just cant let you go
And I hate that I love you so..

And you completely know the power that you have
The only one that makes me laugh
Sad and it's not fair how you take advantage of the fact that I

Love you beyond the reason why
And it just ain't right

And I hate how much I love you girl
I cant stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love you girl
But I just cant let you go
And I hate that I love you so

One of these days maybe your magic wont affect me
And your kiss wont make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you'll probably always have a spell on me

That's how much I love you
How much I need you
That's how much I need you
That's how much I love you
That's how much I need you

And I hate that I love you so--
And I hate how much I love you boy
I cant stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just cant let you go
And I hate that I love you so
And I hate that I love you so.. so.. much..


Was super busy at work today. Did 2 hours OT today. Still left 15 cases on my desk for tmr to do...madness right. Going to sleep soon after this. Quite tired and need strength. Today Mrt was disrupted. Thank God i was not late. Anyway, found a website and it's great. haha. So many shows there for me to watch again. Ranging from channel 8 shows to Hong Kong shows and so on. Woo! Shows like the morning express which is yang guang lie che and so on. Yeah. So nwadays i will just be watching shows and so on. Seldom play audition online already. haha.

Alrite, dun really know what to blog. At times, i got flashback memories and i missed those moments. How i wish i can turn things round as and when i want and turn the clock round, but i know it's not possible. If only God can do that...


Dear readers, how have all of you been? sorry for not updating these few days. been rather tired and reached home quite late too.. So anyway, nothing much happened this few days. Went CG on friday and it was great. The message was about building our self-esteem. Indeed, yes, it's something i need to do. Really to build up my self-esteem.

Yesterday went to teach my cousin tuition in the morning and after which went to Expo for service. Message was great and it was about Power of Faith. After service, went eat with cg at Simbang Bedok. Waited quite long for our food as usual. Reached home abt 12am and sleep ard 2am i guess.

Today as usual went teach tuition in the morning and slack around at my cousin's house. Went Jieyong house for guitar at 4pm and had 2 hours lesson. learnt new songs and i really got to buck up and improve my skills asap. Really hope to be a cg guitarist. I must not be discourage though it may seems that im quite slow at it. Watched at home with love on SCV just nw at grandma house. This show is really nice. Sometimes i really hope things in real life can be like wat happened on TV. At times i really hope miracles can happen and things can get back together once again like it used to be. Im missing a lot of things in my life. Was talking to my aunt about how it used to be during CNY last time when we were young. It used to be so fun and warm but as I grow older, i really tends not to like CNY as much. It just gets boring, sitting there and do nothing. Nowhere for me to go and so on. This year wonder how it would be like.


Happy Birthday to Dad & Baoling! Went for a simple dinner with my dad and mum just now. Sis did not come cause it was raining and she was at Bukit Timah too.

Anyway, yesterday went to T3 for the 1st time. The place was real big and me and my cgm just anyhow walk,haha. The food court was pathetic, had blackout for few times.lolx! it was really crowded and i guess the food standard dropped ba. My cgm ordered ban mian and it was tasteless. After that we bought coffee from coffee bean and went to the viewing mall but nothing could be seen.

These days,break up seems like the "trend" going on. So many people i know had just break up with their loved ones for like few months or just recently kind. I really wonder what's going on with this world. People are just treating relationship as something to take up their time when they are free or dun take it seriously? well, relationship involves commitment,sacrifice for your loved ones. When i love someone, i will really sacrifice for the person and im really committed. That's what love is all about. But of course this must involve 2 partys. So anyway, to those who have just break up, do not despair if u all read my blog. God will always have a greater plan installed for us, one that u can never imagine or think.


Like the title, Yesterday pastor preached abt Forgiveness. Indeed this is a very important topic. You will never do what is important to you until you value.
We got to Let go of the past to embrace the future.

What is Forgiveness?
1)Real forgiveness is unconditional
Forgiveness is always your initiative

2)Forgiveness does not minimize the seriousness of the offence

3)Forgiveness isn’t resuming a relationship without change

3 things the offender must do to resume the relationship:

1)Repentance
Not only that I’m sorry but I’m wrong

2)Restitution

3)Rebuilding trust
Takes a long time for it to be rebuild again

4)Forgiveness isn’t forgetting what has happened

5)Forgiveness isn’t your right when I wasn’t the one hurt

Why must we forgive?

1)God has forgiven me
2)Bitterness and resentment will destroy my life

Life is 10% “what happened” & 90% how we react to it.

Values
1)what’s most important to you
2)what you stand for
3)what you are willing to pay the price for

Time with loved ones
Spiritual life
Education, these are the big rocks in life. We got to put in the big rocks before the small rocks can be put in. This tells us we got to priortise our time correctly. Once something important is lost to you, you might not be able to get it back again and time cannot be turned back.

How do you forgive?
1)Give up your right to get even
2)Learn how to set boundaries
3)Learn to respond to evil with good
4)Repeat these steps as long as necessary

Hope this post inspires you reader. Forgiveness is something hard but is someone all of us will surely go thru in life as all of us will get hurt and offended somehow by others. It applies to couples, marriages,friendship and all. Usual sayings go Forgive and forget, but it's hard to really Forget but we can forgive.


Well just ended tuition a while ago so here i am online blogging for a while. woke up at ard 750am today and went down to meet my friend at the bus stop to go stadium for a walk and jog. Every Sat will try to do that to relax and so on. Went breakfast with him later on and headed home and got to go out to teach tuition already. Later got to go Expo for service though. Anyway, was watching a Hong Kong show on my cousin's SCV. Then the person said this, 2 persons may start off being compatible but later on their paths diverge cause each has found a path to take, Human beings are like that. Quite true to hear this. Anyway, perhaps Life is just like this.


Yeah, our dear Darren turned 18 yesterday so wish him a Happy Birthday! Yesterday went to his BBQ at NSRCC with my cell group. So just hanged around, watch Tv and so on. Darren kana sabo later on by smashing cakes etc,haha! then Huitian,Dale, Kai Shing later on were having fun among themselves, smashing each other.lol! Was really very tired when i got home yesterday cause it was already late.

Today went to work, still alrite. managable work load. Oh ya, COE went up but just a little, make no diff anyway.lol! wkends is here, yeah! but im very busy now during wkends with all sorts of things, haha! Im real tired now. Gotta sleep and get up early tmr.


So tired. Just finish eating my dinner. Did 2 hours of OT today. Manpower down today cause 2 of my colleagues on MC. Tmr oso will be very busy for sure. Lotsa work to do man. Think today 1 of my record breaking cause did a lot of cases. So anyway, after work went to take back my guitar from Jieyong house. Reached home around 10pm and went bathe etc. Going to sleep real soon. Really very tired.

Certain things are going through my mind right now. Wondering about some stuffs. Anyway formatted my memory card cause today somehow dunno why my musics went nuts on the phone. Just hope nothing goes wrong anymore. Time to get a new phone if anything goes wrong...


Well, yesterday supposed to go gym with Sokfeng and Felicia but in the end cancelled cause Sokfeng got to go school to settle her FYP thing. So stayed at home till afternoon then went to expo for service. 1st service of 2008. Went fellowship with cg after that and also celebrated Darren's bday yesterday. Took the bus home together with Renzheng and Darren and we chatted about driving stuffs and so on. Thinking to take driving this year with my friends.

Today went out ard 10 plus to Pasir ris to teach cousins tuition. Got to teach 2 today cause yesterday my cousin need go school to choose cca so tuition today. After tuition, slack around my cousin house watching tv drama and so on then headed to Hougang for guitar lesson. Guitar was still okie but Jieyong found out that my guitar having some problems so left my guitar with him today to repair. Thanks a lot. Really hope to improve my guitar skills and be a CG Guitarist soon. Tmr gonna be busy at work for sure cause is COE bidding. Guess im gonna OT for sure le. God Bless me. Haha. Really need lotsa strength each day.

Finished watching Cars on PSP today. Nice show. Hehe. Will slowly try to convert and watch my movies. Im getting tired so guess i shall end my post here. Take care my dear readers and do tag more often =)


Busy day today at work. Doing cases non stop again but i did lesser today cause i want to relax. So anyway, got the time sheet today and when i saw it, quite stun cause 1 friday i suppose to be late by 1 min but it did not show that im late. it shows that im on the dot. haha. wierd.. my colleague wan also. lol. thank God.haha! today after work went home cause my ex colleagues postpone gathering as some could not make it today. Anyway, i also dun feel like going out so it's good also to go home.

Life is really unpredictable. when i got home heard frm my mum that MC King died today when he was at home. then now watching News also said so. One really dunno wat will happen the next moment so really got to learn to treasure your love ones. Once gone, it's hard to get back what you use to have. It's true somehow. Usually people only regret when things are lost and when the things were there, they do not know how to treasure and take things for granted. This is a lesson to learn for all of us. To learn to treasure the things and people around us. Never ever take things for granted.

Tmr will be meeting Sokfeng 12pm at Serangoon mrt to go Hougang gym. time to do some exercise, haha! would be great. Feeling quite tired now and having slight flu and throat a bit wierd wierd. Doing nothing much now, just relaxing.

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Woo..been very busy today and yesterday at work. did like 30 cases each day and there's still a lot to do. gosh! never ending man...tmr got to fight the war again...too lazy to OT cause simply very tired. Haven even get OT pay for the last mth cause the head submitted our forms late. So anyway, waiting to be paid end of this month. Today after work meet Adalene at Bugis to go buy cgm gift. So went Bugis street. then also did some shopping. Bought a top,jeans and belt. Been quite some time since i buy something for myself i guess? Anyway, wanna start saving as much as i can from now on. New year resolution one of them is to save money. Got to control and save. It's really hard to save money.

Tmr my ex colleagues ask me out for dinner, haha. They want go Sakura again. Wah, spend money again...dunno wat time i will reach also. so tmr then see how again ba. Anyway, really hope 2008 will be a wonderful great year for me. Will apply for University soon so just pray everything goes on smoothly. And that things will get better for me once again. This year Valentine's day i wonder will there be anyone for me to celebrate with but i doubt so. Haha. Im not desperate or what but lolx...


Happy New Year everyone! So fast 2008 le! which means i will turn 21! Haha. make sure u all come for my party when it's here.lolx! Spent my last few hours of 2007 with my Best Friends,my Ah Bu Family! Yeah! You gals rox! 8 years of friendship together! May our friendship grow like never before! It's always fun to hang out with all of you.

Yesterday ended work ard 4pm then went to meet my sis to buy PSP SLIM. Yeah! Thx Sis for blessing me with a Red PSP SLim Lite. Finally caught hold of it. After meeting my sis went back to Yishun and meet Sok Feng and we walked around Northpoint. Donkey years since im back at Yishun like that and there are some changes, but Northpoint is still as boring as before.lol! After that called Ruiyu to faster come cause we were bored. Headed down to City Hall together, woo, the mrt are all so crowded. Meet the rest at City Hall and we decided where to eat out dinner. In the end settle it at MOS Burger cause the other places were so crowded. After eating, walked around and spend some time,haha! chit chat and so on. Oh ya, Sok Feng draw a card for each and everyone of us. So sweet of her. Thanks a lot! hehe! We sat down at Padang later on and continued chatting and we played Nintendo DS. Played cooking mama 2 and it was so funny! haha! Hilarious, had a fun time laughing together with Sok Feng. There is this part whereby we got to crack the eggs and that's the funniest cause at 1st we do not know how to play and the egg cracked without entering into the bowl. lol!

Saw the fireworks and it's nice and beautiful. Video it down too. hehe! after that, walked to the Mrt Station and then we went Kovan to eat at HK Cafe and headed over to Seng Kang, Ruiyu's God Brother house. They played Mahjong while i just stone around,played Suwei's DS,haha! Morning went to eat breakfast at BK and headed home. Slept at 11am and woke up i think ard 5pm. So here i am blogging after dinner. Still rather tired though and having some flu after clearing my cupboard abit. Tmr work resumes and surely might need to OT. Alrite shall post some appreciation CG photos. hehe! Enjoy! Do tag more often peeps!

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Just got home a while ago from Bugis. went with Cass and Rong Jian to buy Ada's gift. haha...so i reached at 6 plus,walked ard a while and waited for them to come. Went to have dinner at foodcourt and went over to Bugis village. Anyway, today was still alrite at work just that i slowed down cause im rather tired and stoning away too...so fast it's Feb already and next week is CNY already but i still dun have the festive mood..oh well..

GOD OF MY FOREVER

GOD OF MY YOUTH I REMEMBER
YOUR CALL ON MY LIFE TOOK ME O'ER
YOUR LOVE HAS SEEN ME THROUGH ALL MY DAYS
I STAND HERE BY YOUR GRACE

ON THIS ALTAR I'VE WRITTEN MY LIFE
TELLS OF THE STORY I HAVE WITH YOU MY LORD
I WANT THE WORLD TO KNOW

GOD OF MY FOREVER
AND FOREVER I'M WITH YOU
MY LIFE IS SAVED WITH A PRICE
YOUR SACRIFICE REDEEMED MY SOUL
GOD OF MY FOREVER
AND FOREVER I WILL SING
MY GREATEST HONOR WILL ALWAYS BE
TO SERVE MY LORD AND KING

GOD OF MY ALL I'VE SURRENDERED
MY HEART FINDS ITS REST IN YOUR WORD
PRAISES WILL NOT BE ENOUGH TO SHOW
HOW MY LOVE FOR YOU HAS GROWN

NOTHING MATTERS WHEN YOU'RE HERE WITH ME
IN THE END JUST TO HEAR YOU SAY “WELL DONE”
BOWING BEFORE YOUR THRONE

FOREVER AND EVER
JESUS YOU ALONE IN GLORY REIGN
FOREVER AND EVER
WITH YOU I WALK THIS NARROW WAY



Yesterday was my first time at St James Dragonfly. Been some time since i chill out etc..It's great though the live band played songs that were cantonese etc too.. haha..Went together with my sis,aunt,uncle and my sis friends. Left around 1am and took cab home together with my sis and 1 of my sis friend.

Anyway, CG has connect groups right now and im one of the connect group leader. Im excited about it. I want to see my small group of just few people grow. Got to keep on praying for all these friends and get into their life,to touch their hearts. I believe N283 will grow like never b4. Through the caring system, with God, all things are possible. My connect group people, Guiling,Darren and Yee Theng, just wanna tell u all this, do not despise your youth, do not think that you are young and you cant do anything. Keep on running with the fire, carrying the burden for the lost,for your campus. Go forth and make a difference in your schools and in your friends life. Let's believe together that we all can make a difference.

And yeah, if you all got any ideas on how to reach out to ur groups of friends do let me know. No matter how busy, i will try to make time out for all these. Jiayou!


Had an unlucky day today. Firstly, due to unforeseen circumstance,i was late for work. Haiz. This month sure kana warning de lor..Well, wat happened was that when i was walking to work, my shoe spoilt and gosh, i was stuck. So i called my colleague and asked her how. She then ask Nick to bring my slipper at office to me. But still, was late but no choice. Thanks to Nick that i can walk back to office. So paiseh lah, a lot people walking at Lavender de. Then my head know about it so hopefully she remb and i wun kana much when time sheet is out ba. Pray hard. Got to reach office earlier for the remaining days le.

Did OT today till 7 plus and headed home and when i reached home, i realised my internet was disconnected. Haiz. Forget to go pay money and then got suspended. So after bathing i went downstairs to pay for it and so it was connected back. Really what a day i had. D:

Feeling blues...lotsa thoughts running thru my mind at times now and then...


Planetshakers - Fall In This Place

Take me to the place Lord
Where there’s nothing else but me and You
Longing for Your presence
I know that You are calling me to You

Here I stand and long for Your embrace
Nothing else could ever take Your place

Come Holy Spirit
Fall in this place
I need more and more of You
Fill me again with the power of Your Spirit
Lord I’m crying out for more and more of You


Feeling sick, gosh! Having flu since yesterday. Feeling rather tired...Just woke up not long ago cause today dun need to teach tuition as my cousin have mass run in school so tmr got to teach 2 tuitions. Had CG yesterday and it was great. The word was just in season for the CG. We got to really bring in the harvest and reach out to our friends. Meet their needs. Pray consistently for their salvation. Keep on asking and it shall be given to you. Im believing for growth in the CG this year. Jiayou N283! Yesterday was my first time helping Huitian to count offering too. Really want to do more for the CG and grow more in the Lord myself. Gonna get my lunch soon and prepare to go Expo to queue and book seats.

On Bended Knee

Darlin' I can't explain
Where did we lose our way
Girl it's drivin' me insane
And I know I just need one more chance
To prove my love to you
If you come back to me
I'll guarantee
That I'll never let you go

Can we go back to the days our love was strong
Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong
Can somebody tell me how you get things back
The way they use to be
Oh God give me a reason
I'm down on bended knee
I'll never walk again until you come back to me
I'm down on bended knee

So many nights I dream of you
Holding my pillow tight
I know I don't need to be alone
When I open up my eyes
To face reality
Every moment without you
It seems like eternity
I'm begging you, begging you come back to me

Can we go back to the days our love was strong
Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong
Can somebody tell me how you get things back
The way they use to be
Oh God give me a reason
I'm down on bended knee
I'll never walk again until you come back to me
I'm down on bended knee

Gonna swallow my pride
Say I'm sorry
Stop pointing fingers the blame is on me

I want a new life
And I want it with you
If you feel the same
Don't ever let it go
You gotta believe in the spirit of love
It can heal all things
We won't hurt any more
No I don't believe our love's terminal
I'm down on my knees begging you please
Come home

Can we go back to the days our love was strong
Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong
Can somebody tell me how you get things back
The way they use to be
Oh God give me a reason
I'm down on bended knee
I'll never walk again until you come back to me
I'm down on bended knee

Wanna build a new life
Just you and me
Gonna make you my wife
Raise a family


Wah just finished clearing my shelf and catch a flu. Im too sensitive to dust. hate to pack things cause everytime i do that, i will have a flu and i hate it. make me very pek chek. Haiz.. my house is too small and it's a real headache. Scream!

Today at work was just relaxing and laughing around with my colleagues. Lotsa happenings. Rather tired now due to the flu and dust. Grr! Resting right now, later going to practise guitar before i sleep. So fast tmr is friday le and January is ending. Valentines' Day is coming too but it does not concern me much anymore. Haiz..

Gonna do last min shopping for CNY. waiting for my pay next week. Alright shall update again. So bored.


Man, COE went down. Bad news for me cause it means more work to do, more busy. lol. Have not even done my CNY shopping. No time soon man..gosh..think need to last minute already lor...quite tired now. yesterday sis came back around 2 plus then wake me up too...was very sian at work today...Now just chatting with friend on msn. Going to bed soon. Anyway, all the best to all those poly friends taking exams. Do your best and God will do the rest.

Taylor Swift - Tearsdrop on my guitar

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,

I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.


Just finish eating my dinner. did 2 hours OT again. Busy life at work. Now just resting so here i am blogging lor...haven really buy my CNY things yet, hah. sian man...intro me some movies thats nice to get hold of.. go and tag them, haha! Sis will be coming home later after midnight.

3 Doors Down- Here Without You

A hundred days had made me older since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lights had made me colder and I dont think I can look at this the same
But all the miles had separate
They disappeared now when Im dreaming of your face

Im here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time

Im here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me

The miles just keep rolling as the people either way to say hello
I hear this life is overrated but I hope it gets better as we go

Im here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
Im here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it's only you and me

Everything I know, and anywhere I go
it gets hard but it wont take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done
it get hard but it wont take away my love

Im here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
Im here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it's only you and me

Im here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
Im here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
but tonight girl it's only you and me

Rihanna- Hate That I love You

That's how much I love you
That's how much I need you
And I cant stand ya
Must everything you do make me wanna smile
Can I not like it for awhile
No.. but you wont let me
You upset me girl, then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget that I was upset
Cant remember what you did

Well I hate it
You know exactly what to do
So that I cant stay mad at you
For too long, that's wrong
Girl, I hate it

You know exactly how to touch
So that I dont wanna fuss and fight no more
So I despise that I adore
And I hate how much I love you boy
I can�t stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just cant let you go
And I hate that I love you so..

And you completely know the power that you have
The only one that makes me laugh
Sad and it's not fair how you take advantage of the fact that I

Love you beyond the reason why
And it just ain't right

And I hate how much I love you girl
I cant stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love you girl
But I just cant let you go
And I hate that I love you so

One of these days maybe your magic wont affect me
And your kiss wont make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you'll probably always have a spell on me

That's how much I love you
How much I need you
That's how much I need you
That's how much I love you
That's how much I need you

And I hate that I love you so--
And I hate how much I love you boy
I cant stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just cant let you go
And I hate that I love you so
And I hate that I love you so.. so.. much..


Was super busy at work today. Did 2 hours OT today. Still left 15 cases on my desk for tmr to do...madness right. Going to sleep soon after this. Quite tired and need strength. Today Mrt was disrupted. Thank God i was not late. Anyway, found a website and it's great. haha. So many shows there for me to watch again. Ranging from channel 8 shows to Hong Kong shows and so on. Woo! Shows like the morning express which is yang guang lie che and so on. Yeah. So nwadays i will just be watching shows and so on. Seldom play audition online already. haha.

Alrite, dun really know what to blog. At times, i got flashback memories and i missed those moments. How i wish i can turn things round as and when i want and turn the clock round, but i know it's not possible. If only God can do that...


Dear readers, how have all of you been? sorry for not updating these few days. been rather tired and reached home quite late too.. So anyway, nothing much happened this few days. Went CG on friday and it was great. The message was about building our self-esteem. Indeed, yes, it's something i need to do. Really to build up my self-esteem.

Yesterday went to teach my cousin tuition in the morning and after which went to Expo for service. Message was great and it was about Power of Faith. After service, went eat with cg at Simbang Bedok. Waited quite long for our food as usual. Reached home abt 12am and sleep ard 2am i guess.

Today as usual went teach tuition in the morning and slack around at my cousin's house. Went Jieyong house for guitar at 4pm and had 2 hours lesson. learnt new songs and i really got to buck up and improve my skills asap. Really hope to be a cg guitarist. I must not be discourage though it may seems that im quite slow at it. Watched at home with love on SCV just nw at grandma house. This show is really nice. Sometimes i really hope things in real life can be like wat happened on TV. At times i really hope miracles can happen and things can get back together once again like it used to be. Im missing a lot of things in my life. Was talking to my aunt about how it used to be during CNY last time when we were young. It used to be so fun and warm but as I grow older, i really tends not to like CNY as much. It just gets boring, sitting there and do nothing. Nowhere for me to go and so on. This year wonder how it would be like.


Happy Birthday to Dad & Baoling! Went for a simple dinner with my dad and mum just now. Sis did not come cause it was raining and she was at Bukit Timah too.

Anyway, yesterday went to T3 for the 1st time. The place was real big and me and my cgm just anyhow walk,haha. The food court was pathetic, had blackout for few times.lolx! it was really crowded and i guess the food standard dropped ba. My cgm ordered ban mian and it was tasteless. After that we bought coffee from coffee bean and went to the viewing mall but nothing could be seen.

These days,break up seems like the "trend" going on. So many people i know had just break up with their loved ones for like few months or just recently kind. I really wonder what's going on with this world. People are just treating relationship as something to take up their time when they are free or dun take it seriously? well, relationship involves commitment,sacrifice for your loved ones. When i love someone, i will really sacrifice for the person and im really committed. That's what love is all about. But of course this must involve 2 partys. So anyway, to those who have just break up, do not despair if u all read my blog. God will always have a greater plan installed for us, one that u can never imagine or think.


Like the title, Yesterday pastor preached abt Forgiveness. Indeed this is a very important topic. You will never do what is important to you until you value.
We got to Let go of the past to embrace the future.

What is Forgiveness?
1)Real forgiveness is unconditional
Forgiveness is always your initiative

2)Forgiveness does not minimize the seriousness of the offence

3)Forgiveness isn’t resuming a relationship without change

3 things the offender must do to resume the relationship:

1)Repentance
Not only that I’m sorry but I’m wrong

2)Restitution

3)Rebuilding trust
Takes a long time for it to be rebuild again

4)Forgiveness isn’t forgetting what has happened

5)Forgiveness isn’t your right when I wasn’t the one hurt

Why must we forgive?

1)God has forgiven me
2)Bitterness and resentment will destroy my life

Life is 10% “what happened” & 90% how we react to it.

Values
1)what’s most important to you
2)what you stand for
3)what you are willing to pay the price for

Time with loved ones
Spiritual life
Education, these are the big rocks in life. We got to put in the big rocks before the small rocks can be put in. This tells us we got to priortise our time correctly. Once something important is lost to you, you might not be able to get it back again and time cannot be turned back.

How do you forgive?
1)Give up your right to get even
2)Learn how to set boundaries
3)Learn to respond to evil with good
4)Repeat these steps as long as necessary

Hope this post inspires you reader. Forgiveness is something hard but is someone all of us will surely go thru in life as all of us will get hurt and offended somehow by others. It applies to couples, marriages,friendship and all. Usual sayings go Forgive and forget, but it's hard to really Forget but we can forgive.


Well just ended tuition a while ago so here i am online blogging for a while. woke up at ard 750am today and went down to meet my friend at the bus stop to go stadium for a walk and jog. Every Sat will try to do that to relax and so on. Went breakfast with him later on and headed home and got to go out to teach tuition already. Later got to go Expo for service though. Anyway, was watching a Hong Kong show on my cousin's SCV. Then the person said this, 2 persons may start off being compatible but later on their paths diverge cause each has found a path to take, Human beings are like that. Quite true to hear this. Anyway, perhaps Life is just like this.


Yeah, our dear Darren turned 18 yesterday so wish him a Happy Birthday! Yesterday went to his BBQ at NSRCC with my cell group. So just hanged around, watch Tv and so on. Darren kana sabo later on by smashing cakes etc,haha! then Huitian,Dale, Kai Shing later on were having fun among themselves, smashing each other.lol! Was really very tired when i got home yesterday cause it was already late.

Today went to work, still alrite. managable work load. Oh ya, COE went up but just a little, make no diff anyway.lol! wkends is here, yeah! but im very busy now during wkends with all sorts of things, haha! Im real tired now. Gotta sleep and get up early tmr.


So tired. Just finish eating my dinner. Did 2 hours of OT today. Manpower down today cause 2 of my colleagues on MC. Tmr oso will be very busy for sure. Lotsa work to do man. Think today 1 of my record breaking cause did a lot of cases. So anyway, after work went to take back my guitar from Jieyong house. Reached home around 10pm and went bathe etc. Going to sleep real soon. Really very tired.

Certain things are going through my mind right now. Wondering about some stuffs. Anyway formatted my memory card cause today somehow dunno why my musics went nuts on the phone. Just hope nothing goes wrong anymore. Time to get a new phone if anything goes wrong...


Well, yesterday supposed to go gym with Sokfeng and Felicia but in the end cancelled cause Sokfeng got to go school to settle her FYP thing. So stayed at home till afternoon then went to expo for service. 1st service of 2008. Went fellowship with cg after that and also celebrated Darren's bday yesterday. Took the bus home together with Renzheng and Darren and we chatted about driving stuffs and so on. Thinking to take driving this year with my friends.

Today went out ard 10 plus to Pasir ris to teach cousins tuition. Got to teach 2 today cause yesterday my cousin need go school to choose cca so tuition today. After tuition, slack around my cousin house watching tv drama and so on then headed to Hougang for guitar lesson. Guitar was still okie but Jieyong found out that my guitar having some problems so left my guitar with him today to repair. Thanks a lot. Really hope to improve my guitar skills and be a CG Guitarist soon. Tmr gonna be busy at work for sure cause is COE bidding. Guess im gonna OT for sure le. God Bless me. Haha. Really need lotsa strength each day.

Finished watching Cars on PSP today. Nice show. Hehe. Will slowly try to convert and watch my movies. Im getting tired so guess i shall end my post here. Take care my dear readers and do tag more often =)


Busy day today at work. Doing cases non stop again but i did lesser today cause i want to relax. So anyway, got the time sheet today and when i saw it, quite stun cause 1 friday i suppose to be late by 1 min but it did not show that im late. it shows that im on the dot. haha. wierd.. my colleague wan also. lol. thank God.haha! today after work went home cause my ex colleagues postpone gathering as some could not make it today. Anyway, i also dun feel like going out so it's good also to go home.

Life is really unpredictable. when i got home heard frm my mum that MC King died today when he was at home. then now watching News also said so. One really dunno wat will happen the next moment so really got to learn to treasure your love ones. Once gone, it's hard to get back what you use to have. It's true somehow. Usually people only regret when things are lost and when the things were there, they do not know how to treasure and take things for granted. This is a lesson to learn for all of us. To learn to treasure the things and people around us. Never ever take things for granted.

Tmr will be meeting Sokfeng 12pm at Serangoon mrt to go Hougang gym. time to do some exercise, haha! would be great. Feeling quite tired now and having slight flu and throat a bit wierd wierd. Doing nothing much now, just relaxing.

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Woo..been very busy today and yesterday at work. did like 30 cases each day and there's still a lot to do. gosh! never ending man...tmr got to fight the war again...too lazy to OT cause simply very tired. Haven even get OT pay for the last mth cause the head submitted our forms late. So anyway, waiting to be paid end of this month. Today after work meet Adalene at Bugis to go buy cgm gift. So went Bugis street. then also did some shopping. Bought a top,jeans and belt. Been quite some time since i buy something for myself i guess? Anyway, wanna start saving as much as i can from now on. New year resolution one of them is to save money. Got to control and save. It's really hard to save money.

Tmr my ex colleagues ask me out for dinner, haha. They want go Sakura again. Wah, spend money again...dunno wat time i will reach also. so tmr then see how again ba. Anyway, really hope 2008 will be a wonderful great year for me. Will apply for University soon so just pray everything goes on smoothly. And that things will get better for me once again. This year Valentine's day i wonder will there be anyone for me to celebrate with but i doubt so. Haha. Im not desperate or what but lolx...


Happy New Year everyone! So fast 2008 le! which means i will turn 21! Haha. make sure u all come for my party when it's here.lolx! Spent my last few hours of 2007 with my Best Friends,my Ah Bu Family! Yeah! You gals rox! 8 years of friendship together! May our friendship grow like never before! It's always fun to hang out with all of you.

Yesterday ended work ard 4pm then went to meet my sis to buy PSP SLIM. Yeah! Thx Sis for blessing me with a Red PSP SLim Lite. Finally caught hold of it. After meeting my sis went back to Yishun and meet Sok Feng and we walked around Northpoint. Donkey years since im back at Yishun like that and there are some changes, but Northpoint is still as boring as before.lol! After that called Ruiyu to faster come cause we were bored. Headed down to City Hall together, woo, the mrt are all so crowded. Meet the rest at City Hall and we decided where to eat out dinner. In the end settle it at MOS Burger cause the other places were so crowded. After eating, walked around and spend some time,haha! chit chat and so on. Oh ya, Sok Feng draw a card for each and everyone of us. So sweet of her. Thanks a lot! hehe! We sat down at Padang later on and continued chatting and we played Nintendo DS. Played cooking mama 2 and it was so funny! haha! Hilarious, had a fun time laughing together with Sok Feng. There is this part whereby we got to crack the eggs and that's the funniest cause at 1st we do not know how to play and the egg cracked without entering into the bowl. lol!

Saw the fireworks and it's nice and beautiful. Video it down too. hehe! after that, walked to the Mrt Station and then we went Kovan to eat at HK Cafe and headed over to Seng Kang, Ruiyu's God Brother house. They played Mahjong while i just stone around,played Suwei's DS,haha! Morning went to eat breakfast at BK and headed home. Slept at 11am and woke up i think ard 5pm. So here i am blogging after dinner. Still rather tired though and having some flu after clearing my cupboard abit. Tmr work resumes and surely might need to OT. Alrite shall post some appreciation CG photos. hehe! Enjoy! Do tag more often peeps!

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