Wednesday, October 31, 2007
Work was still quite alrite today, started out slow but workload did last the whole day, left office ard 645pm...real tired..my headache is still there on and off,dunno why..feeling really tired and with this headache, is a torture...sometimes is so pain till argh..anyway my birthday is coming..1 more week...haha..wonder if anyone can fulfill my wishlist? kinda tough..PSP or Nintendo DS, Ed Hardy etc etc.lolx..all the expensive stuffs...if someone can fulfill, woo! i will be very happy of cause...so yeah...soon, all the celebrations are gonna come one by one...
♥ 10/31/2007 10:37:00 PMBusy Working
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
As the title of the blog says, yes, quite busy at work nwadays..lots of car loans to process and on top of that need to help credit cards, argh, going mad..all my colleagues oso quite stress and fed up with the work le...then the head keep talking to us etc..so today OT again..OT is gd cos got more money but is tiring..today headache the whole day..super pain,dunno wats wrong, it's like something piercing inside...esp pain on the left side.sob...haiz...so tired..nd lotsa rest.. going to sleep real soon..9 more days to my birthday...wonder wat i will get for my presents and i really hope i can enjoy my bday man...make me happy...
♥ 10/30/2007 09:24:00 PM
Monday, October 29, 2007
Saturday was Felicia's Bday so we went out to celebrate..Well, Firstly meet my aunt,cousin and sis at 3pm at city hall.. my aunt they wanted to go Peninsula plaza..so anyway, went there and look at skinny jeans.. so my aunt bought one and i bought one too, my sis paid for it..she bought me a watch, 2 pair of shoes and a jacket from overseas too, thanks sis...6 plus i headed off to Dhoby Gaunt and meet Chew Fong first while wtg for the rest but to my surprise, the rest were not eating dinner oso..so left me, Chew Fong, Shing Hwee and her bf...Waited here n there for the rest after eating and headed over to Minds Cafe. It's my first time there and it's so noisy..i feel Settler's Cafe has a better environment. We played monopoly for quite long and never ending. I was so tired that somehow my mood was not there anymore and losing my attitude. After that, went home and reached home ard 12am and after a while i headed to dreamland.
Sunday woke up at 730am and went out to meet my cgms at tampines for Macdonalds breakfast. been so long since i had that.. so yeah, reached church ard 9 plus and found ourselves seats..service was great but i was quite tired...stayed for Prayer meeting and it ended quite early at 3pm...everything was still alrite for the day...but sian thing is it was raining after prayer meeting...so the few of us headed to tampines after prayer meeting to eat...had Subway and after that headed home and rested on the bed.. was just super tired..
Today went to work as usual and was quite busy too...now more people are buying cars since COE went down and now we got to help Credit cards oso..lots of things to learn and do as well...so today OT for 1 hour and got home around 830pm...just finished eating my dinner so here i am blogging..Counting down to my bday. Pray that I will enjoy my bday and be blessed...
♥ 10/29/2007 09:12:00 PM
Saturday, October 27, 2007
Just came home from work not long ago. so lame, went there do a bit testing thats all, sit there and do nothing..very tired..now head quite heavy and zombified...anyway, im going out to meet my sis and aunt, sis gg pass me things she bought for me...long day today..shall end here,im too tired to blog le
♥ 10/27/2007 01:38:00 PM
Thursday, October 25, 2007
Thanks people for all ur tagging etc..anyway im getting on with life and moving on...just left with some stuff lingering in my mind still tats all..this tells me tat guys at times just change too fast and cant be trusted much at times...when they change, its so sudden and so on...
Anyway this saturday got to reach office at 945am and probably work till 12pm..then after that see what i can do..this wkend gonna be quite tiring...will be going for sunday svc as sat is my friend bday so will be going out...sunday sure become zombie and still got prayer meeting... tmr will be having cg at aranda...and will be just staying over there and go work from there...anyway, just hope you will be doing fine...i guess you are..
♥ 10/25/2007 11:23:00 PM
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
Today supposed to be our 15th month, haiz...2 more weeks to my bday le, hope everything be just fine for me... i think u are reading my blog perhaps but just that u never tag ba...really dunno wats going on now...anyway ytd just received my debit card and NUM membership card le..so fast day by day is passing by, sometimes it just give me the feeling that we are just hiding our feelings and so on, trying to forget everything by avoiding? just got this feeling somehow that avoiding is in progress...
你最近不说话
怎么了 为什么
是不是有什么事让你不快乐
听说你最近很孤单
有点乱 有点慌
可是我却不能够在你的身旁
你想要的
我却不能够给你我全部我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合
也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路
爱 我却不能给你我全部我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合
也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路
这一次我们都能很幸福
♥ 10/24/2007 10:57:00 PM
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
Today is also a tiring day..i think im tiring myself out each day, trying to numb away the pain and forget? not sure...anyway, we haven talk much yet since that day, i just hope we will really talk as friends still.. please dont treat each other like stranger even on msn...can i have a miracle God? haiz, i still feel its too sudden...its somehow i feel the decision is make too harsh, too sudden...solely on his opinion and then im forced to accept..cant even change his decision or what.haiz..somehow it make me lose trust in guys now...im afraid to go into another r/s...one moment they can treat u so nice and say all the sweet words...the next everything is gone.. haiz...really dunno wat to expect from them...
Anyway, i still keep all the smses but i think he shld be deleted mine lah..since pics in friendster also delete already, guess maybe he really wanna start a new life and forget everything with me? haiz...never even talk now for 2 days le..break record le...if u are reading this, i hope u will not forget me and continue to befriend me...i did not give up so easy but haiz, u chosen to give up and i just got to follow lor...everyday, day and night, im just thinking how are u, hows ur day going etc, care about u so much...wonder if u do that too...do leave me a tag if u read my blog...and so on...take care my friend...see u around...
♥ 10/23/2007 09:59:00 PM
Monday, October 22, 2007
Today was a real busy day at work..faxes keep coming in non stop...wah, COE went down drastic then really volume changes...guess tmr oso will be about the same ba...anyway, time pass quite fast today...early morning was raining le, so sian lor...then reached office, the time there is spoilt..so not late at all..so crap, everytime it rains seems like the timer be down...so yeah, today saw a lot of subaru application, interest rate was so low at 1.99%, i was like woo..1st time see so low...they are having promo...whole day, my stomach was feeling wierd, dunno is gastric or wat, but sometimes i do experience this pain..maybe im too stressed out or what...
Anyway, was telling Jieyong that i want to learn guitar from him again..so maybe its good...so soon i will be learning from him again..hopefully i can fulfill my dream to be cg guitarist soon...Right now, trying to get over everything and get on with life proper...went to places and always remind me of so many things, all the memories...haiz...finds it wierd when we never talk at all now...hope things will be fine and so on...hope we can still talk as friends...
♥ 10/22/2007 11:15:00 PM
New Beginning
Sunday, October 21, 2007
Today marks the new beginning of my life once again..trying hard to heal my hurts and really to let it go...please continue to pray for me, now i need people to be ard me so that i will not let my thoughts run wild...thanks for everyone's concern...i will try my best to stay strong...decided to delete my previous blog..
♥ 10/21/2007 01:59:00 AM
Thursday, October 18, 2007
Right now, im feeling kind of sad... Cause of relationship..just hope things will get better...dunno why these things are happening now...i really did my very best and i want to improve everything...When i cried, who knows? only god knows...i really pray hard that dear understands everything i feel and put himself in my shoes...Hope things will work out and solutions can help to improve everything... i dunwan this r/s to die off and i dunwan to give it up...indeed, its easy to start a r/s but hard to maintain and grow it somehow... Uncertainty comes in when it says time will tell the outcome..why? things like let nature takes its course...cant we human just start doing something and change the situation instead of just sitting around and just let time decide and nature decide...im not targetting at anyone here but isn't it true? Haiz..God i lift up everything to u and I trust that things will get better...tears came out quite a few times for all this things but yet no one knows...and care and concern? where are they? lost?
People, please really treasure the people around you before they are gone and you realise how important they are and u regret big time.. i seen so many cases like that whereby when the person is gone, regret sets in..but its too late...twice, i dreamt that i met with accident in my dream...is that a dejavu or wat? will it ever happen and wat if it does? Really, please treasure the people God put in your life and learn to love them even more..
♥ 10/18/2007 07:56:00 PM
Saturday, October 13, 2007
Yesterday went marina south to eat steamboat with my cg after work. Had a great time.. been some time since i went there..haha...after eating, we went to city hall to meet Huitian at 10 plus..we tried so hard to find a place to sit down to drink and chat cause everywhere is like closing...Starbucks was too crowded, then Hk cafe also...Sweet Recipe was closing and Pan pacific coffee as well.. we went in and tell us with attitude that they are closing in half an hour...so we just bought 2 drinks and shared and sat there for half an hour and we headed to another place, Makan Sutra and we bought drink, sat down and chat and took some funny pics.. Reached home ard 2plus, got nagged...bathe and went to sleep...just woke up not long also and just finish replying email and reading too..need to bathe and go expo soon for service..
♥ 10/13/2007 02:49:00 PM
Friday, October 12, 2007
Just got back home frm gathering with my ex colleagues of M & C. Been abt 4 mths since we last met. so anyway, met them at Toa Payoh and went eat Sakura, din really ate a lot..not in the mood to eat..then just chit chat etc and after that Bernard suggesting going chill..so we went town to Swissotel, went to 70th floor..nice view there..1st time there..so we sat down,drink and chat...left ard 11 plus.. and so just got home...charging my hp and shall go to sleep real soon...mind is very tired...exhausted
♥ 10/12/2007 12:22:00 AM
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
Saturday went out with my sec sch friends to celebrate Chew Fong's bday! Meet Ruiyu ard 3 plus at orchard then we headed to Takashimaya..Dear joined us after that as well, then we went city hall at around 5 plus..went to peninsula plaza and bought the ladies Man U jersey..now me and dear both have it, haha! then after that went to suntec city and meet shing hwee. We had our dinner at Millenia walk, one of this Japanese restaurant..food is not bad, haha..after eating, we went to the open space outside and sat dwn and chit chat and surprise chew fong with a cake...just enjoy hanging out with them..hehe!
Supposingly going zouk together this week but due to my tuition on sunday morning, i could not go with them on saturday if not i be zombie..and they wanted to go friday but my cell grp going steamboat as well,haha..next gathering will be 27 oct on Felicia's bday and 3rd Nov to celebrate my bday at my house, haha! looking forward!
♥ 10/10/2007 09:02:00 PM
Wednesday, October 31, 2007
Work was still quite alrite today, started out slow but workload did last the whole day, left office ard 645pm...real tired..my headache is still there on and off,dunno why..feeling really tired and with this headache, is a torture...sometimes is so pain till argh..anyway my birthday is coming..1 more week...haha..wonder if anyone can fulfill my wishlist? kinda tough..PSP or Nintendo DS, Ed Hardy etc etc.lolx..all the expensive stuffs...if someone can fulfill, woo! i will be very happy of cause...so yeah...soon, all the celebrations are gonna come one by one...
♥ 10/31/2007 10:37:00 PM
Busy Working
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
As the title of the blog says, yes, quite busy at work nwadays..lots of car loans to process and on top of that need to help credit cards, argh, going mad..all my colleagues oso quite stress and fed up with the work le...then the head keep talking to us etc..so today OT again..OT is gd cos got more money but is tiring..today headache the whole day..super pain,dunno wats wrong, it's like something piercing inside...esp pain on the left side.sob...haiz...so tired..nd lotsa rest.. going to sleep real soon..9 more days to my birthday...wonder wat i will get for my presents and i really hope i can enjoy my bday man...make me happy...
♥ 10/30/2007 09:24:00 PM
Monday, October 29, 2007
Saturday was Felicia's Bday so we went out to celebrate..Well, Firstly meet my aunt,cousin and sis at 3pm at city hall.. my aunt they wanted to go Peninsula plaza..so anyway, went there and look at skinny jeans.. so my aunt bought one and i bought one too, my sis paid for it..she bought me a watch, 2 pair of shoes and a jacket from overseas too, thanks sis...6 plus i headed off to Dhoby Gaunt and meet Chew Fong first while wtg for the rest but to my surprise, the rest were not eating dinner oso..so left me, Chew Fong, Shing Hwee and her bf...Waited here n there for the rest after eating and headed over to Minds Cafe. It's my first time there and it's so noisy..i feel Settler's Cafe has a better environment. We played monopoly for quite long and never ending. I was so tired that somehow my mood was not there anymore and losing my attitude. After that, went home and reached home ard 12am and after a while i headed to dreamland.
Sunday woke up at 730am and went out to meet my cgms at tampines for Macdonalds breakfast. been so long since i had that.. so yeah, reached church ard 9 plus and found ourselves seats..service was great but i was quite tired...stayed for Prayer meeting and it ended quite early at 3pm...everything was still alrite for the day...but sian thing is it was raining after prayer meeting...so the few of us headed to tampines after prayer meeting to eat...had Subway and after that headed home and rested on the bed.. was just super tired..
Today went to work as usual and was quite busy too...now more people are buying cars since COE went down and now we got to help Credit cards oso..lots of things to learn and do as well...so today OT for 1 hour and got home around 830pm...just finished eating my dinner so here i am blogging..Counting down to my bday. Pray that I will enjoy my bday and be blessed...
♥ 10/29/2007 09:12:00 PM
Saturday, October 27, 2007
Just came home from work not long ago. so lame, went there do a bit testing thats all, sit there and do nothing..very tired..now head quite heavy and zombified...anyway, im going out to meet my sis and aunt, sis gg pass me things she bought for me...long day today..shall end here,im too tired to blog le
♥ 10/27/2007 01:38:00 PM
Thursday, October 25, 2007
Thanks people for all ur tagging etc..anyway im getting on with life and moving on...just left with some stuff lingering in my mind still tats all..this tells me tat guys at times just change too fast and cant be trusted much at times...when they change, its so sudden and so on...
Anyway this saturday got to reach office at 945am and probably work till 12pm..then after that see what i can do..this wkend gonna be quite tiring...will be going for sunday svc as sat is my friend bday so will be going out...sunday sure become zombie and still got prayer meeting... tmr will be having cg at aranda...and will be just staying over there and go work from there...anyway, just hope you will be doing fine...i guess you are..
♥ 10/25/2007 11:23:00 PM
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
Today supposed to be our 15th month, haiz...2 more weeks to my bday le, hope everything be just fine for me... i think u are reading my blog perhaps but just that u never tag ba...really dunno wats going on now...anyway ytd just received my debit card and NUM membership card le..so fast day by day is passing by, sometimes it just give me the feeling that we are just hiding our feelings and so on, trying to forget everything by avoiding? just got this feeling somehow that avoiding is in progress...
你最近不说话
怎么了 为什么
是不是有什么事让你不快乐
听说你最近很孤单
有点乱 有点慌
可是我却不能够在你的身旁
你想要的
我却不能够给你我全部我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合
也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路
爱 我却不能给你我全部我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合
也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路
这一次我们都能很幸福
♥ 10/24/2007 10:57:00 PM
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
Today is also a tiring day..i think im tiring myself out each day, trying to numb away the pain and forget? not sure...anyway, we haven talk much yet since that day, i just hope we will really talk as friends still.. please dont treat each other like stranger even on msn...can i have a miracle God? haiz, i still feel its too sudden...its somehow i feel the decision is make too harsh, too sudden...solely on his opinion and then im forced to accept..cant even change his decision or what.haiz..somehow it make me lose trust in guys now...im afraid to go into another r/s...one moment they can treat u so nice and say all the sweet words...the next everything is gone.. haiz...really dunno wat to expect from them...
Anyway, i still keep all the smses but i think he shld be deleted mine lah..since pics in friendster also delete already, guess maybe he really wanna start a new life and forget everything with me? haiz...never even talk now for 2 days le..break record le...if u are reading this, i hope u will not forget me and continue to befriend me...i did not give up so easy but haiz, u chosen to give up and i just got to follow lor...everyday, day and night, im just thinking how are u, hows ur day going etc, care about u so much...wonder if u do that too...do leave me a tag if u read my blog...and so on...take care my friend...see u around...
♥ 10/23/2007 09:59:00 PM
Monday, October 22, 2007
Today was a real busy day at work..faxes keep coming in non stop...wah, COE went down drastic then really volume changes...guess tmr oso will be about the same ba...anyway, time pass quite fast today...early morning was raining le, so sian lor...then reached office, the time there is spoilt..so not late at all..so crap, everytime it rains seems like the timer be down...so yeah, today saw a lot of subaru application, interest rate was so low at 1.99%, i was like woo..1st time see so low...they are having promo...whole day, my stomach was feeling wierd, dunno is gastric or wat, but sometimes i do experience this pain..maybe im too stressed out or what...
Anyway, was telling Jieyong that i want to learn guitar from him again..so maybe its good...so soon i will be learning from him again..hopefully i can fulfill my dream to be cg guitarist soon...Right now, trying to get over everything and get on with life proper...went to places and always remind me of so many things, all the memories...haiz...finds it wierd when we never talk at all now...hope things will be fine and so on...hope we can still talk as friends...
♥ 10/22/2007 11:15:00 PM
New Beginning
Sunday, October 21, 2007
Today marks the new beginning of my life once again..trying hard to heal my hurts and really to let it go...please continue to pray for me, now i need people to be ard me so that i will not let my thoughts run wild...thanks for everyone's concern...i will try my best to stay strong...decided to delete my previous blog..
♥ 10/21/2007 01:59:00 AM
Thursday, October 18, 2007
Right now, im feeling kind of sad... Cause of relationship..just hope things will get better...dunno why these things are happening now...i really did my very best and i want to improve everything...When i cried, who knows? only god knows...i really pray hard that dear understands everything i feel and put himself in my shoes...Hope things will work out and solutions can help to improve everything... i dunwan this r/s to die off and i dunwan to give it up...indeed, its easy to start a r/s but hard to maintain and grow it somehow... Uncertainty comes in when it says time will tell the outcome..why? things like let nature takes its course...cant we human just start doing something and change the situation instead of just sitting around and just let time decide and nature decide...im not targetting at anyone here but isn't it true? Haiz..God i lift up everything to u and I trust that things will get better...tears came out quite a few times for all this things but yet no one knows...and care and concern? where are they? lost?
People, please really treasure the people around you before they are gone and you realise how important they are and u regret big time.. i seen so many cases like that whereby when the person is gone, regret sets in..but its too late...twice, i dreamt that i met with accident in my dream...is that a dejavu or wat? will it ever happen and wat if it does? Really, please treasure the people God put in your life and learn to love them even more..
♥ 10/18/2007 07:56:00 PM
Saturday, October 13, 2007
Yesterday went marina south to eat steamboat with my cg after work. Had a great time.. been some time since i went there..haha...after eating, we went to city hall to meet Huitian at 10 plus..we tried so hard to find a place to sit down to drink and chat cause everywhere is like closing...Starbucks was too crowded, then Hk cafe also...Sweet Recipe was closing and Pan pacific coffee as well.. we went in and tell us with attitude that they are closing in half an hour...so we just bought 2 drinks and shared and sat there for half an hour and we headed to another place, Makan Sutra and we bought drink, sat down and chat and took some funny pics.. Reached home ard 2plus, got nagged...bathe and went to sleep...just woke up not long also and just finish replying email and reading too..need to bathe and go expo soon for service..
♥ 10/13/2007 02:49:00 PM
Friday, October 12, 2007
Just got back home frm gathering with my ex colleagues of M & C. Been abt 4 mths since we last met. so anyway, met them at Toa Payoh and went eat Sakura, din really ate a lot..not in the mood to eat..then just chit chat etc and after that Bernard suggesting going chill..so we went town to Swissotel, went to 70th floor..nice view there..1st time there..so we sat down,drink and chat...left ard 11 plus.. and so just got home...charging my hp and shall go to sleep real soon...mind is very tired...exhausted
♥ 10/12/2007 12:22:00 AM
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
Saturday went out with my sec sch friends to celebrate Chew Fong's bday! Meet Ruiyu ard 3 plus at orchard then we headed to Takashimaya..Dear joined us after that as well, then we went city hall at around 5 plus..went to peninsula plaza and bought the ladies Man U jersey..now me and dear both have it, haha! then after that went to suntec city and meet shing hwee. We had our dinner at Millenia walk, one of this Japanese restaurant..food is not bad, haha..after eating, we went to the open space outside and sat dwn and chit chat and surprise chew fong with a cake...just enjoy hanging out with them..hehe!
Supposingly going zouk together this week but due to my tuition on sunday morning, i could not go with them on saturday if not i be zombie..and they wanted to go friday but my cell grp going steamboat as well,haha..next gathering will be 27 oct on Felicia's bday and 3rd Nov to celebrate my bday at my house, haha! looking forward!
♥ 10/10/2007 09:02:00 PM
