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Friday, November 28, 2008

Been very tired lately that today i woke up at 1 plus after Dale sms me. I was in a dream before that. Oh man. Nowadays i keep having dreams of things...Anyway, the flu bug is still in me... really terrible...Later will be going for CG outreach at Tanah Merah so yeah. Nothing much to update about though. This week my first time entering the circuit for my driving. haha.. Really like driving. It's fun but scary. Anyway...

♥ 11/28/2008 03:37:00 PM

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

泪水将我淹没到底谁该难过
究竟是谁放掉这段感情
我才终于明白办不到的承诺
就成了枷锁
现实中幸福永远缺货
请告诉她我不爱她
笑著难过自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎
狠了心说真心谎话
别告诉她我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默代替所有回答
我不爱我不痛我不懂
我的心早已掏空
真心话言不由衷
别告诉她我还想她
就让沉默代替所有回答

♥ 11/26/2008 10:38:00 PM

周杰伦 - 说好的幸福呢
词：方文山曲：周杰伦

你的回话凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了
时间过了走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
一开始的不快乐
你用卡片纸写着
有些爱只给到这
真的懂了
怎么了你累了
说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了
爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得
你不等了
说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了
放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
你的回话凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了
时间过了走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
一开始的不快乐
你用卡片纸写着
有些爱只给到这
真的懂了
怎么了你累了
说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了
爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得
你不等了
说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了
放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
怎么了你累了
说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了
爱淡了梦远了
我都还记得
你不等了
说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了
放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

♥ 11/26/2008 10:22:00 PM

The flu bug is getting me on and off. oh man, woke up this morning with my throat feeling weird and blocked nose. so tired but still went to sch for Maths lecture. After that went for driving. Today is my first time entering the circuit. Did slope control and crank course etc. haha..1 more month to my TP le. woo. fast ehz. tmr will be having driving again and sadly been called to go to work tmr. Im so tired and lazy to go actually. haha..no choice for sake of money then must go lor. im kinda tight financially now so ya...

Yesterday had the CF test and man, just staring at the qns paper during the duration for the test. Even can talk and sms during test. Power ar. the lecturer never care lehz. haha...after sitting there, i only managed to do 10 marks out of the 50 marks. terrible lah. my friends were also struggling and then we just hand in and leave the room. This is the 2nd test i take le and wah. really discouraging. University is really so tough. i really need wisdom like siao lah! God, please help me

♥ 11/26/2008 07:47:00 PM

Monday, November 24, 2008

Asia Conference 2008 has officially come to a close and it was really an awesome event! Presence of God was there in every session i went and i really love it. I simply love the presence. I really want more of you God. Like the song we kept seeing these days. This is my Cry, My One Desire. More of You, More of You! God, i really need you to come and help me in my life. I trust you for my future and to be able to have a good life, to find my true love. I really believe in you.

At times how i wish i could really turn back the clock and start all over but i know it is not possible. All i can do right now is only to have a new future, to start anew there. Certain things i would hope that it had not happened but nothing can change it again. I would wish that at that point of time, i did not said anything and probably things can still be the same.. Anyway, God, i really pray for my life to be the way you want it to be and i entrust everything to u.

Tmr i will be having Corporate Finance test and i really could not understand what im studying. I just hope that i could do some questions at least and doing my best right now to study. Will be having driving lesson tonight at 9pm. really pray for strength and wisdom to come upon me. Time is really limited.

♥ 11/24/2008 03:21:00 PM

Healing!

Saturday, November 22, 2008

This week had just been awesome going for Asia Conference 2008 at Expo! I could really feel the presence of God so strong even in the overflow room at Hall 10. However, yesterday i caught the flu bug when i entered the hall in the morning. It's still on me right now and today seems even worse. It's making me real tired and even my head and jaw is hurting. Gosh. Im having test on tues and i really need the strength. Today in the end all of us not going for Special so here i am still blogging. Will be going to expo soon though cause today is healing service by Benny Hinn and the crowd will be early for sure. I really need healing today for my flu and even sweaty palms if possible. haha. gonna go and get my lunch now so shall blog again

♥ 11/22/2008 11:38:00 AM

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Had a real tiring day. As usual Tuesday is always draining cause i have lessons from 830am to 630pm.. Haha, always doze off in the bus to and fro. During Corporate Finance today, we were really bored to death and cannot understand anything. Till me and my friends were playing Bingo. lol! during the break, we decided to just take our bags and leave the lecture hall. Went library to slack and then went to have our lunch. Finally on Tuesday i can sit down and eat my proper lunch in school. Usually i wun have the time to do so and there is no seats in the food court. Yes, it is that bad. Next week is CF test le so really all the best. The lecturer teaching is bad cause he just read from the slides and his pronunciation is worse off. omg! there was once he was saying Beta and guess what we heard. We heard soap in chinese. Fei Zao! LOL! it make me burst out into laughter and haha. A lot of pronunciation problem he has. His lesson has lesser people attending now.lol...pathetic. Many people went to crash other lectuer's class and kana got and get fined i tink.

During Macroecons, it was also quite boring. I eventually fell asleep. lol! really cannot take it lah... drank coffee but it has no effect. haiz.. jialat lah. guess i need to revise my work soon.

♥ 11/18/2008 08:40:00 PM

Dream come true!

Friday it was my dream come true! one step closer to my dream. I finally get to play guitar for CG once. Thank God that everything went on well cause it was my first time and i also had little time to prepare cause i was only informed on Thurs night around 11 plus at night. Could not practise much tat night cause my parents were alraedy asleep so on Friday morning, i woke up and immediately went to practise the song at 730am. lol. After that went to shower and go to work.

Im happy for Ryan as well cause his dream came true as well. He finally got hold of his Canon DSLR camera today and it was a blessing. He can utilise it for Asia Conference already. Gratz. Im really happy for u. Let's work towards our dream together.

It's just 2 days away from Asia Conference. Woo! first time ever! It will be an event that will impact lives and blow us away. Need to get charged and geared up for this event. Wed to Sunday! woo! Let's go!

♥ 11/18/2008 12:05:00 AM

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

So tired. Yesterday had a long day at school and i even fell asleep in macroecons lecture. Really cant keep my eyes open. Had test at 5 plus and i tink i fail for sure cause i only did 3 out of 5 qns and my ans were all very short and i tink contridicting to my true or false answer too. University standard is really different from poly and hence, need to really put in more effort. I only manage to glance thru my notes for a short while the day before and so nothing goes into my mind. Did my best to try the test le. A lot of people did not even try and they left the lecture hall. This test is just to let us practise and see where we stand now..

Anyway. guess i did not have enough rest so im kinda attacked by the flu bug again. Today decided to skip Management Maths lecture since my friends oso tired from their stuffs and all decided not to go. Shall just rest at home and do some stuffs and later on at 6pm will be going for my driving lesson.

♥ 11/12/2008 10:27:00 AM

Monday, November 10, 2008

♥ 11/10/2008 10:04:00 PM

Officially 21!

Sunday, November 09, 2008

Im Officially 21 le. haha...anyway chalet was a success! i really thank God for the good weather cause after everything ended yesterday, it was raining cats and dogs at ard 4 am... really thank God for the good weather if not i will have problem running the BBQ and all. Know what. I went to buy Jolly Shandy on Friday for my chalet and the person checks my NRIC. lol! wonder if he saw my date of birth. haha

I would like to thank all of you who attended my bday celebration and all those who wished me thru sms,msn or facebook. Thanks so much. this is indeed my best bday ever and im really touched by everything. Thanks for all the wonderful gifts and blessings.

Got sabo by my friends and cousins yesterday but its fun. haha. kana all the water bomb, soap water,ice water and even colgate and stuffs.lolx. anyway im happy so long all of you enjoyed. So yeah. Im really happy this bday..

However, my mum kinda irritates me. She dun seems to understand at all and always wan to quarrel with me this week. Back from chalet of course a lot of clothes and she scold. Crap lah...Say why i never wash in the afternoon then only wash at night. Afternoon sleeping what. so tired lo.. irritating. she help me so little for my bday yet make the most noise. Crap!

♥ 11/09/2008 08:53:00 PM

Chalet Tmr!

Thursday, November 06, 2008

Tmr will be my 3 days 2 nights chalet for my 21st bday le! woo! the day is finally here. Been rather busy doing preparation these days. Today morning went to market with my grandma to buy stuffs and then afternoon went Giant with my cousins to buy food stuffs and at night as well. My uncle helped me to marinate the food. Thanks a lot. Appreciate all the help given to me.

Tmr will be buying some more stuffs and checking in chalet at 4 plus. yeah... i will see u all on Sat at my chalet.

♥ 11/06/2008 11:09:00 PM

5 more days to my 21st birthday!

Monday, November 03, 2008

Woo! 5 more days to my 21st birthday! so fast! haha. this week will pass very fast cause im really very busy preparing and buying all the stuffs. Wed will be staying at my cousin house and thurs be going to the market with my grandma. Friday also need to go to the market and i will be checking in to the chalet at 3pm.

Right now im doing my macroecons assignment to be handed in tmr. Im just typing wholesale from my textbook. Oh man. i really dunno how to answer the questions and i cant remb them off the book. wonder how i am going to take my test next tues. This test will not contribute to my final marks though cause all final are only based on exams. The test will just give us a feel of how questions will be and how we will fare. Anyway i wun even have much time to study. So just try my best.. Keep praying for me to have wisdom to conquer my studies yeah.

To those who are coming to my birthday, See u on Saturday. Try to come asap by 7pm if u all can. Do drop me a sms or call me if anything yeah. Thanks so much.

♥ 11/03/2008 05:17:00 PM