Hey all. im here to post again. recently found that my posts are rather negative. Probably cause im tired and quite down recently due to some personal matters. Anyway, i believe i will be fine. I am still holding on to God's word and trusting Him for my life to turn better. I really pray that i can lead a better life and be a happier person. I really do not wish to always smile everyday but in fact my heart is sad and down, bleeding inside of me, hurting so much. Over the years really a lot things happened to me and i confess that i still think about them now and then especially when im down and alone. I will start to think lotsa things. Thats just me, just my mindset problem. Really got to renew my life, renew my mind and start all over. I really hope 2008 will be a better year. Half the year already pass. Started the year rather bad due to break up in my relationship and stuffs, then it turned a bit better and I get to start my uni this year though got rejected by all the Local unis. Did not want to give up studying once and for all so i just stayed with SIM since i have friends. Once again, June, my life hit the rocks somehow and i dun understand why im feeling it again. I know God has a future in hand already for me and im waiting for it to come to pass. I just need to see my future and get revelation once again.

At times i really felt useless as im stuck somehow and i cant seem to move on with my life anymore. I felt im just there yet not there kind of person, wandering in my own lost world. Hopes just seems to be gone but i still want to tell myself that God is there waiting for me and i cant just give up like that. I know that i also have very good friends with me. I really treasure all my friends a lot. You guys means a lot to me. Appreciate all of you a lot. Alright. i dunno what else to blog anymore. Just pray for me.


Wah current mood rather sad and pek chek. haiz. got some bad news here n there. then my mum crazy. Shouted just over toilet paper. say who tear and throw on the floor, what the heck lah. think i crazy or what mehz. kaoz. say the house got ghost ar. the way she says is like saying i make one lor. Irritating man.. haiz. need to go off to bed already, with a sad mood and tears in the eyes.


This whole week had been rather boring at work. Everyday going to work just waiting for the time to pass. Nothing much to do. So sianz. Then just play around with my colleagues, laugh here n there, played sudoku and so on. Hope next week will be at least a bit busy. lolx. now that i can OT but got no chance to earn more money before i quit. lolx...anyway today received the RELC letter already so need to pay some money again soon to UOL.

This morning when i was on the way to work, when crossing the road, suddenly this car came and i guess i was near death if i did not stop...sometimes really think that maybe being dead is better as i dun have to think abt life and issues anymore. Indeed bad things do happen to good people like us. It is always sad to hear ur good friends around u facing problems. I really hope to be someone who can encourage all my friends but sometimes i myself also having problems and i get stuck in this shit that im in. Well, perhaps this is all just life.. always watch those drama and it portrays all the issues in life like divorce, break up, financial problems and all. These are indeed the most common matters that are revolving in our lifes and we got to go about handling them. All these, i been thru before and i can identify with them. Haha. seems like im getting rather emo in my post.

Anyway, tmr is Friday already and will be having cell grp. Sat will be having outing with my beloved colleagues.Looking forward to it. Will be going for sunday service this week. Thats abt all.


Just got my exam results today. At around 10am my colleague told me that results is out. So we went to check. Thank God that i got A for both my econs and maths. So i can go on directly to year 2 in August. Pray hard that even when i start my full time soon, my results will still maintain. For SIM, the passing marks is 34. In order to get A must get 70-100 marks. Need to work harder when i am in University soon. Also, if you people got any part time jobs do intro me k. i will be in need of them and flexible timings. Will be in need of money when i start schooling full time once again.

Today work was rather relax and was rather tired so felt like sleeping. haha. When i leave Maybank, I will definitely miss my batch of credit processers there. Really enjoy being together with u all, going outing and so on. Dont forget to ask me out even when i leave the company k. hehe.


Just got home from Sentosa a while ago. Morning was raining cats and dogs and i was like gosh, how to go sentosa. Prayed for rain to stop and thank God that when me and my cousins and aunts met up, the rain finally stopped and the sun was out. Went to the beach and played with my cousins. Did not get very tanned though cause the sun was not strong enough. After that went to have our dinner and headed home. Feeling rather tired now. Guess cause have not been having enough sleep this whole week. Tmr will be back to work once again.

anyway, yesterday service was great. Learnt that new song that i posted. really touching and presence of God was there. Indeed Jesus you are the love of my life. Only you are the most faithful one and your love will never change towards us.


Standing in awe of Your grace
Setting my feet in Your ways
Entering into Your presence
To behold You face to face

God of all Heaven and earth
Holding me in Your embrace
Unfailing love that surrounds me
Oh..God I stand amazed

My Jesus, My Lord
You're the love of my life
Wherever You go
Wanna be by Your side
No longer I
But Christ living in me
Serving You for all eternity

My eyes set on You
In this race that I run
No longer my ways
Let Your will be done
Make me a servant
My heart's ever true
Clinging to the cross
I'll follow You
I'll follow you


Yesterday was a rather fun day. After work, went to Downtown East, Nebo at Ehub to meet my cg and house people from the camp to fellowship. We ate and play there. It's a game cafe so my cg played Pit, Taboo and so on. I left at around 930pm and rush to Jurong to meet my colleagues for Kbox. Haha. reached there around 1020pm or so. Then im the one who will sing most english songs. lolx. my cheena songs very bad but some are alright lah. We sang all the way till 3am and then we went down to Mac and sat there and waited for breakfast time. lolx. Chit chat till about 4 plus and went to get our breakfast. After eating, decided to all go home and then i took cab with my colleague and he sent me home first and it was on him. Thanks a lot.

However, when i was at my doorstep, i opened the door and man, it cant be opend and i realise someone go and lock the latch inside. I was like omg, want to stand till tmr outside? then i just tried to call my dad and he was at my house so he woke up and opened it for me. Went flat at around 6am and woke up at around 1pm, still rather tired, went to lie on the bed again and the next time i get up i realise it is 3pm already. so fast. never ate anything again and got to go expo for service already.


Registered my modules for my UOL banking and Finance course today. Will be taking Principle of Accounts, Corporate Finance, Macroecons and Management Maths this coming term. POA will commence on 5 Aug and the rest in Sept. Will be ending my current job in Maybank on 1 August. Might be attending POA alone for a few months if my other colleagues failed to get leave. Anyway, my lessons will be on tues 830am to 630pm and wed 12pm to 3pm. The rest of the days im free so hope to find a part time job. If any of u got jobs to intro, do let me know ok?

I'm so tired. just got home from tuition with my cousin. Going to sleep real soon. Today only me and Nick working at our dept cause the other 2 colleagues went for induction. Tmr will be a real long day. After work will be going to downtown east to meet my cell grp and camp grp for outing. We will be playing games at game cafe there. After that, i will be going to Jurong Entertainment Centre to find my colleagues at Kbox. We will be staying there till morning. Woo! Interesting and Fun.haha. Looking forward to more outings with my colleagues before i leave. I will really miss all of u


Rather tired today at work. Cant focus much. Anyway, my colleague gave me a format of resignation letter from CLEO. Photocopied it and will type it out soon. This morning when i was on bed, my mum was shouting to my dad and complaining about things, saying that the room got dunno what bug or what. Then heard her saying about me and stuffs. Man, everytime she also will find fault with me. i really dun understand why. Then i was rather scare to come home cause i knew she will start all over again. After work, called home to test her mood, sounded alright and was just praying it maintain that way.

When i reached home things were just normal. Not like what i expected, just a small nag from her. Tmr is Wed already. Be going over to Yew Tee to teach my cousin tuition after work. Really hope for my life to be better.


Today was rather a boring day at work. hmm. in the morning not that busy but after that gets a bit more busy. Did OT for 1 hour and head home. Time just fly so fast. one day is gone. So tired today. Did not sleep well yesterday. Today my colleagues ask me what happened to me. Like not my usual self. never go ard and joke and laugh. Somehow, im gone. It is very easy to see that im different and unusual. When i tends to be quieter than usual means something is bothering me or i am simply tired.

Practise guitar just now. Finger is real pain. need to improve more on my guitar skills. God, i just pray that my life will turn around to be better from now onwards. I just pray that i will have more confidence with myself and not look down on myself. That i will learn to look more at my positive side and nto my negative side. Pls help me to learn to treasure my own life and not to give it up. I just leave up everything to ur hands. My future is in your hands God. Only you know what is it for me next.


Went expo for service today. Celebrated Fathers Day so have drama today. It was hilarious. After tat, had dinner at food court at expo and headed home. My friends came over and played com and went played basketball too. Basketball was fun. We were just laughing as we played cause quite funny. lolx. Played with Charlotte and Youjin. Nothing much to update today. shall blog again ba.


Just reached home from SIM not long ago. Need to go CG soon. So tired and lazy to go out again. Hate this feeling. Today is Friday the 13 and it started off bad for me. Suppose to meet Wendy and friends 9am but then when i reached, wendy told me changed to 10am le. So i was like sian cause could have rested at home for another 1 hour. After that, i waited and it rained and i just sat at the bus stop, listening to my mp3 player and stoning there. looking at the road and thinking about my life and stuffs. After waiting for 1 and a half hour, finally met up with them. Then headed to RELC to submit my documents for SIM and went to eat lunch at Anchorpoint before heading to SIM for our orientation talk. Took our package from them and our student card already. Need to register for modules to take next week. Hope i will be able to get what i want.

There will be a orientation on 2 July and also there will be a camp on 16 to 18 July. Feel like going but then my friends not interested. The reason why i feel like going is so that will be able to make more friends. SIM is really very hard to make friends unless you are really bold to go around making friends? i think the only way to make friends easier is to go for events organised by them. Haiz..I very moody today and very tired. My mind is so confused with so many things. Anyway, one of the module Principle of Accounting will commence on Aug 4. I doubt i can work in Maybank longer anymore.


Went Kbox with my colleagues today after work. Had a great time. haha. i am very bad at singing. lolx. cant really read those cheena words.haha. me and Nick were having a real hard time. haha. after that went to take bus with Nick and headed home. Reached home and wrote my 100 words for submission to RELC tmr. Meeting wendy and friends tmr at 9am and her friend be driving us there to submit our docs for UOL and then going to SIM for orientation talk. Need to register for modules next week already. Woo. need to act real fast during registration before the modules are gone.
Anyway today was rather frustrated with some stuffs. Haiz. Sometimes i am really very sian and feel like giving up some stuffs. Well well. Life is really a headache to me. I really hate my life somehow or rather. I really dunno why but just got to live this life of mine.


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B. Tag 10 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

1.What do you think an ideal best friend would be like?
Someone who can lend a listening hear when in times of need, not self centred.

2.If you would have a dream come true, what would it be?
To have a really loving guy.

3. Who's life would you want to take away most?
None
4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Enjoy life with all the luxury that i can get.

5. Do you like this quiz?
No cause its a waste of time

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
' Of cos is beinq loved by someone .
7. Can you smile?
I always SMILE .

8. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
Not for now.

9. Do you believe in ghosts?
Not really.

10. If the person you like secretly is already attached, what would you do?
No choice lor.

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years' time?
Working in bank, earning big bucks, with a happy family?

12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
My friends and family

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Fiona. She is crazy. lol!

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
Married but poor .

15. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
Brush teeth.
16. What does your favourite kind of shampoo smells like?
Not sure.

17. How would you rate the perfection of you life now?
5/10

18. What type of people do you hate?
' Promise breaker ; backstabber ; Liars; Bootlickers etc
10 people to do this quiz ;
Nicole
Nichelle
Amanda
Cloe
Meiyi
Sokfeng
Denise
Ruiyu
Kaishing
Felcia
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Just got home from Vivo City. Went to watch Kungfu Panda with my colleagues cause we can get the tix through Maybank Club. haha. anyway the show is funny. lolx. Panda is so cute! Anyway, this week at work rather easy going cause not much cases to process. Guess the reason is because other banks interest rate are lower than ours le. lolx. 1 more month and my contract will end. Maybe will be working till end Aug and then school will starts for me. Woo. time is flying real fast. 5 more months to my 21st birthday! woo!

Oh Ya, btw Sunday i went to watch Big Groove at expo with my friends. It's simply awesome. haha. really can get the groove.lolx...Salute to all the dancers. This coming sunday is Fathers' Day. Doubt i will be doing anything? not too sure about that yet


走在人挤人的走道我问了自已
没有爱情的人是否会长命
那些电影常常让人感觉甜蜜
但是我不相信

坐在没有人的角落我又问自已
究竟应该继续还是该放弃
没有人能了解我现在的心情
想看你想躲你难以决定

每当我想靠近你总会装冷静
眼看你的表情仿佛已经说明
我只想要证明我们这段爱情
也许在你眼里它只是个游戏
我只想要靠近也很想要抱紧
会想到那过去和现在新的你
我还想要参与你的生活点滴
只要你肯相信
我一定会陪你走下去

坐在没有人的角落我又问自已
究竟应该继续还是该放弃
没有人能了解我现在的心情
想看你想躲你难以决定

每当我想靠近你总会装冷静
眼看你的表情仿佛已经说明
我只想要证明我们这段爱情
也许在你眼里它只是个游戏
我只想要靠近也很想要抱紧
会想到那过去和现在新的你
我还想要参与你的生活点滴
只要你肯相信
我一定会陪你走下去

能不能够让我再说我爱你
还是你已不想听
能不能够把你彻底的忘记
我是真的搞不清

每当我想靠近你总会装冷静
眼看你的表情仿佛已经说明
我只想要证明我们这段爱情
也许在你眼里它只是个游戏
我只想要靠近也很想要抱紧
会想到那过去和现在新的你
我还想要参与你的生活点滴
只要你肯相信
我一定会陪你走下去

只要你再相信
我们会轻轻地靠在一起


Work was still alright today but rather tired. After work, went to meet my cell grp members at City Hall and we went Carls Jr to eat our dinner. Stayed there till 10 plus and fellowship, chit chat and played around etc. Then i got some msg from this wierd guy who smsed me the other time too. Dunno who is he and how he got my number. Some of my members went to watch kungfu panda at PS while i went home with 3 members. I will be watching that show next wed at 3 bucks thru Maybank, haha.

Reached home ard 11 plus, went to shower and came online as i charge my hp. Went to try and call that number and hear who tat person. haha. sounds so wierd wan,that guy definitely older than me.. lolx. anyway, who cares man. ignoring that number...so crap...Tmr will be meeting Legumba group for lunch at Expo. Lol.. its a gathering after our LOUD Camp and all of us are to wear Loud tee tmr! woo! tmr will be moving to Hall 1 le...it is at the far far far away corner...alright. shall blog again


Woo. Exams are finally over..so happy. Thank God that my maths and econs are both manageable so i guess will be able to pass them and move on with my yr 2 in SIM. anyway, i emailed NTU and asked regarding my status of application and they said that on 7 May my letter already sent out, but it was no where to be seen in my mailbox. probably it cant be sent as they address it without putting the word blk infront of the number? Anyway, they attached a copy in my email and i have been rejected. Expected anyway...i think it is somehow God's will for me to go to SIM. so i shall just stick to SIM. not that bad anyway cause i have my studying kakis already. haha...

Went for LOUD camp today and it was great, though i can only be there today out of the 3 days. sad lah, always miss out those fun. Campfire is just great. Did skit together for house and haha, just went crazy, lolx.cheered a lot too and just run around the campfire as a whole group. And oh yes, today we did the singapore book record thingy, the longest wave of starjumps, haha...will be able to see my name in the singapore book of records i guess. lolx..

Tmr will be back to work again. argh. 1 week leave just gone by mugging...sad...and my colleague say if possible tmr take mc, reason being, there is already a lot of cases on my desk...haiz...expected anyway....no mood to go back to work la...sian lor. haven enjoy enough yet...alright, going to sleep in a whilst time so shall stop here ba


Maths today was rather stun. The qns came out to be harder than past years and never did before. Thank God i was able to figure it out in the end. Was really tired as i think last night i was not able to sleep. Currently mugging for my econs paper tmr. For that i need even more strength and wisdom. Econs is more worrying than maths. I raelly pray that i will be able to pass the paper and do the qns there, able to remb all that i study.... alright back to my books for now.


Tmr is the day! my exam commence tmr and 1st paper tmr will be Maths. Did a lot of practise these few days and pray hard tmr the paper will be alright and i will be able to do well for it. Pray that i will have the strength and wun blank out. Pray that i will remb all the formula i need to and will be alert and wun make careless mistakes... Im more worried about my econs. Anyway paper tmr is 10am to 1pm so if u can, do pray for me. It will help me and will be appreciated. Im going to sleep in a while cause im very tired now. shall blog again soon. do tag me often my dear readers.


Came home at 8am today from mugging at Airport. think today is the most tired out of all these days of mugging out. Econs is really slowly killing me. Cant really understand at times. I really pray that the paper will be manageable and understandable... Woke up at 5 plus, went to bathe and went to get my dinner. After eating relax a while and when i wanted to go and pray, my mum just came home with my dad. And the next moment, she shouted at me saying i no brain, study till so far still no brain. What the hell! she very clever is it? say what i put my dad jeans hanging there near to my wet shorts. Just this and need to shout? I already very tired and yet she come home and shout, sometimes seeing both of them make me damn pek chek! Even when i go out and study these days, she says why i must go out and study? im not even going out there to do any illegal things. She says why i cant study at home? Well, its better than staying at home facing both of them and get so distracted. Crap!!

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Hey all. im here to post again. recently found that my posts are rather negative. Probably cause im tired and quite down recently due to some personal matters. Anyway, i believe i will be fine. I am still holding on to God's word and trusting Him for my life to turn better. I really pray that i can lead a better life and be a happier person. I really do not wish to always smile everyday but in fact my heart is sad and down, bleeding inside of me, hurting so much. Over the years really a lot things happened to me and i confess that i still think about them now and then especially when im down and alone. I will start to think lotsa things. Thats just me, just my mindset problem. Really got to renew my life, renew my mind and start all over. I really hope 2008 will be a better year. Half the year already pass. Started the year rather bad due to break up in my relationship and stuffs, then it turned a bit better and I get to start my uni this year though got rejected by all the Local unis. Did not want to give up studying once and for all so i just stayed with SIM since i have friends. Once again, June, my life hit the rocks somehow and i dun understand why im feeling it again. I know God has a future in hand already for me and im waiting for it to come to pass. I just need to see my future and get revelation once again.

At times i really felt useless as im stuck somehow and i cant seem to move on with my life anymore. I felt im just there yet not there kind of person, wandering in my own lost world. Hopes just seems to be gone but i still want to tell myself that God is there waiting for me and i cant just give up like that. I know that i also have very good friends with me. I really treasure all my friends a lot. You guys means a lot to me. Appreciate all of you a lot. Alright. i dunno what else to blog anymore. Just pray for me.


Wah current mood rather sad and pek chek. haiz. got some bad news here n there. then my mum crazy. Shouted just over toilet paper. say who tear and throw on the floor, what the heck lah. think i crazy or what mehz. kaoz. say the house got ghost ar. the way she says is like saying i make one lor. Irritating man.. haiz. need to go off to bed already, with a sad mood and tears in the eyes.


This whole week had been rather boring at work. Everyday going to work just waiting for the time to pass. Nothing much to do. So sianz. Then just play around with my colleagues, laugh here n there, played sudoku and so on. Hope next week will be at least a bit busy. lolx. now that i can OT but got no chance to earn more money before i quit. lolx...anyway today received the RELC letter already so need to pay some money again soon to UOL.

This morning when i was on the way to work, when crossing the road, suddenly this car came and i guess i was near death if i did not stop...sometimes really think that maybe being dead is better as i dun have to think abt life and issues anymore. Indeed bad things do happen to good people like us. It is always sad to hear ur good friends around u facing problems. I really hope to be someone who can encourage all my friends but sometimes i myself also having problems and i get stuck in this shit that im in. Well, perhaps this is all just life.. always watch those drama and it portrays all the issues in life like divorce, break up, financial problems and all. These are indeed the most common matters that are revolving in our lifes and we got to go about handling them. All these, i been thru before and i can identify with them. Haha. seems like im getting rather emo in my post.

Anyway, tmr is Friday already and will be having cell grp. Sat will be having outing with my beloved colleagues.Looking forward to it. Will be going for sunday service this week. Thats abt all.


Just got my exam results today. At around 10am my colleague told me that results is out. So we went to check. Thank God that i got A for both my econs and maths. So i can go on directly to year 2 in August. Pray hard that even when i start my full time soon, my results will still maintain. For SIM, the passing marks is 34. In order to get A must get 70-100 marks. Need to work harder when i am in University soon. Also, if you people got any part time jobs do intro me k. i will be in need of them and flexible timings. Will be in need of money when i start schooling full time once again.

Today work was rather relax and was rather tired so felt like sleeping. haha. When i leave Maybank, I will definitely miss my batch of credit processers there. Really enjoy being together with u all, going outing and so on. Dont forget to ask me out even when i leave the company k. hehe.


Just got home from Sentosa a while ago. Morning was raining cats and dogs and i was like gosh, how to go sentosa. Prayed for rain to stop and thank God that when me and my cousins and aunts met up, the rain finally stopped and the sun was out. Went to the beach and played with my cousins. Did not get very tanned though cause the sun was not strong enough. After that went to have our dinner and headed home. Feeling rather tired now. Guess cause have not been having enough sleep this whole week. Tmr will be back to work once again.

anyway, yesterday service was great. Learnt that new song that i posted. really touching and presence of God was there. Indeed Jesus you are the love of my life. Only you are the most faithful one and your love will never change towards us.


Standing in awe of Your grace
Setting my feet in Your ways
Entering into Your presence
To behold You face to face

God of all Heaven and earth
Holding me in Your embrace
Unfailing love that surrounds me
Oh..God I stand amazed

My Jesus, My Lord
You're the love of my life
Wherever You go
Wanna be by Your side
No longer I
But Christ living in me
Serving You for all eternity

My eyes set on You
In this race that I run
No longer my ways
Let Your will be done
Make me a servant
My heart's ever true
Clinging to the cross
I'll follow You
I'll follow you


Yesterday was a rather fun day. After work, went to Downtown East, Nebo at Ehub to meet my cg and house people from the camp to fellowship. We ate and play there. It's a game cafe so my cg played Pit, Taboo and so on. I left at around 930pm and rush to Jurong to meet my colleagues for Kbox. Haha. reached there around 1020pm or so. Then im the one who will sing most english songs. lolx. my cheena songs very bad but some are alright lah. We sang all the way till 3am and then we went down to Mac and sat there and waited for breakfast time. lolx. Chit chat till about 4 plus and went to get our breakfast. After eating, decided to all go home and then i took cab with my colleague and he sent me home first and it was on him. Thanks a lot.

However, when i was at my doorstep, i opened the door and man, it cant be opend and i realise someone go and lock the latch inside. I was like omg, want to stand till tmr outside? then i just tried to call my dad and he was at my house so he woke up and opened it for me. Went flat at around 6am and woke up at around 1pm, still rather tired, went to lie on the bed again and the next time i get up i realise it is 3pm already. so fast. never ate anything again and got to go expo for service already.


Registered my modules for my UOL banking and Finance course today. Will be taking Principle of Accounts, Corporate Finance, Macroecons and Management Maths this coming term. POA will commence on 5 Aug and the rest in Sept. Will be ending my current job in Maybank on 1 August. Might be attending POA alone for a few months if my other colleagues failed to get leave. Anyway, my lessons will be on tues 830am to 630pm and wed 12pm to 3pm. The rest of the days im free so hope to find a part time job. If any of u got jobs to intro, do let me know ok?

I'm so tired. just got home from tuition with my cousin. Going to sleep real soon. Today only me and Nick working at our dept cause the other 2 colleagues went for induction. Tmr will be a real long day. After work will be going to downtown east to meet my cell grp and camp grp for outing. We will be playing games at game cafe there. After that, i will be going to Jurong Entertainment Centre to find my colleagues at Kbox. We will be staying there till morning. Woo! Interesting and Fun.haha. Looking forward to more outings with my colleagues before i leave. I will really miss all of u


Rather tired today at work. Cant focus much. Anyway, my colleague gave me a format of resignation letter from CLEO. Photocopied it and will type it out soon. This morning when i was on bed, my mum was shouting to my dad and complaining about things, saying that the room got dunno what bug or what. Then heard her saying about me and stuffs. Man, everytime she also will find fault with me. i really dun understand why. Then i was rather scare to come home cause i knew she will start all over again. After work, called home to test her mood, sounded alright and was just praying it maintain that way.

When i reached home things were just normal. Not like what i expected, just a small nag from her. Tmr is Wed already. Be going over to Yew Tee to teach my cousin tuition after work. Really hope for my life to be better.


Today was rather a boring day at work. hmm. in the morning not that busy but after that gets a bit more busy. Did OT for 1 hour and head home. Time just fly so fast. one day is gone. So tired today. Did not sleep well yesterday. Today my colleagues ask me what happened to me. Like not my usual self. never go ard and joke and laugh. Somehow, im gone. It is very easy to see that im different and unusual. When i tends to be quieter than usual means something is bothering me or i am simply tired.

Practise guitar just now. Finger is real pain. need to improve more on my guitar skills. God, i just pray that my life will turn around to be better from now onwards. I just pray that i will have more confidence with myself and not look down on myself. That i will learn to look more at my positive side and nto my negative side. Pls help me to learn to treasure my own life and not to give it up. I just leave up everything to ur hands. My future is in your hands God. Only you know what is it for me next.


Went expo for service today. Celebrated Fathers Day so have drama today. It was hilarious. After tat, had dinner at food court at expo and headed home. My friends came over and played com and went played basketball too. Basketball was fun. We were just laughing as we played cause quite funny. lolx. Played with Charlotte and Youjin. Nothing much to update today. shall blog again ba.


Just reached home from SIM not long ago. Need to go CG soon. So tired and lazy to go out again. Hate this feeling. Today is Friday the 13 and it started off bad for me. Suppose to meet Wendy and friends 9am but then when i reached, wendy told me changed to 10am le. So i was like sian cause could have rested at home for another 1 hour. After that, i waited and it rained and i just sat at the bus stop, listening to my mp3 player and stoning there. looking at the road and thinking about my life and stuffs. After waiting for 1 and a half hour, finally met up with them. Then headed to RELC to submit my documents for SIM and went to eat lunch at Anchorpoint before heading to SIM for our orientation talk. Took our package from them and our student card already. Need to register for modules to take next week. Hope i will be able to get what i want.

There will be a orientation on 2 July and also there will be a camp on 16 to 18 July. Feel like going but then my friends not interested. The reason why i feel like going is so that will be able to make more friends. SIM is really very hard to make friends unless you are really bold to go around making friends? i think the only way to make friends easier is to go for events organised by them. Haiz..I very moody today and very tired. My mind is so confused with so many things. Anyway, one of the module Principle of Accounting will commence on Aug 4. I doubt i can work in Maybank longer anymore.


Went Kbox with my colleagues today after work. Had a great time. haha. i am very bad at singing. lolx. cant really read those cheena words.haha. me and Nick were having a real hard time. haha. after that went to take bus with Nick and headed home. Reached home and wrote my 100 words for submission to RELC tmr. Meeting wendy and friends tmr at 9am and her friend be driving us there to submit our docs for UOL and then going to SIM for orientation talk. Need to register for modules next week already. Woo. need to act real fast during registration before the modules are gone.
Anyway today was rather frustrated with some stuffs. Haiz. Sometimes i am really very sian and feel like giving up some stuffs. Well well. Life is really a headache to me. I really hate my life somehow or rather. I really dunno why but just got to live this life of mine.


. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

B. Tag 10 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

1.What do you think an ideal best friend would be like?
Someone who can lend a listening hear when in times of need, not self centred.

2.If you would have a dream come true, what would it be?
To have a really loving guy.

3. Who's life would you want to take away most?
None
4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Enjoy life with all the luxury that i can get.

5. Do you like this quiz?
No cause its a waste of time

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
' Of cos is beinq loved by someone .
7. Can you smile?
I always SMILE .

8. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
Not for now.

9. Do you believe in ghosts?
Not really.

10. If the person you like secretly is already attached, what would you do?
No choice lor.

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years' time?
Working in bank, earning big bucks, with a happy family?

12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
My friends and family

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Fiona. She is crazy. lol!

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
Married but poor .

15. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
Brush teeth.
16. What does your favourite kind of shampoo smells like?
Not sure.

17. How would you rate the perfection of you life now?
5/10

18. What type of people do you hate?
' Promise breaker ; backstabber ; Liars; Bootlickers etc
10 people to do this quiz ;
Nicole
Nichelle
Amanda
Cloe
Meiyi
Sokfeng
Denise
Ruiyu
Kaishing
Felcia
----- finish -----


Just got home from Vivo City. Went to watch Kungfu Panda with my colleagues cause we can get the tix through Maybank Club. haha. anyway the show is funny. lolx. Panda is so cute! Anyway, this week at work rather easy going cause not much cases to process. Guess the reason is because other banks interest rate are lower than ours le. lolx. 1 more month and my contract will end. Maybe will be working till end Aug and then school will starts for me. Woo. time is flying real fast. 5 more months to my 21st birthday! woo!

Oh Ya, btw Sunday i went to watch Big Groove at expo with my friends. It's simply awesome. haha. really can get the groove.lolx...Salute to all the dancers. This coming sunday is Fathers' Day. Doubt i will be doing anything? not too sure about that yet


走在人挤人的走道我问了自已
没有爱情的人是否会长命
那些电影常常让人感觉甜蜜
但是我不相信

坐在没有人的角落我又问自已
究竟应该继续还是该放弃
没有人能了解我现在的心情
想看你想躲你难以决定

每当我想靠近你总会装冷静
眼看你的表情仿佛已经说明
我只想要证明我们这段爱情
也许在你眼里它只是个游戏
我只想要靠近也很想要抱紧
会想到那过去和现在新的你
我还想要参与你的生活点滴
只要你肯相信
我一定会陪你走下去

坐在没有人的角落我又问自已
究竟应该继续还是该放弃
没有人能了解我现在的心情
想看你想躲你难以决定

每当我想靠近你总会装冷静
眼看你的表情仿佛已经说明
我只想要证明我们这段爱情
也许在你眼里它只是个游戏
我只想要靠近也很想要抱紧
会想到那过去和现在新的你
我还想要参与你的生活点滴
只要你肯相信
我一定会陪你走下去

能不能够让我再说我爱你
还是你已不想听
能不能够把你彻底的忘记
我是真的搞不清

每当我想靠近你总会装冷静
眼看你的表情仿佛已经说明
我只想要证明我们这段爱情
也许在你眼里它只是个游戏
我只想要靠近也很想要抱紧
会想到那过去和现在新的你
我还想要参与你的生活点滴
只要你肯相信
我一定会陪你走下去

只要你再相信
我们会轻轻地靠在一起


Work was still alright today but rather tired. After work, went to meet my cell grp members at City Hall and we went Carls Jr to eat our dinner. Stayed there till 10 plus and fellowship, chit chat and played around etc. Then i got some msg from this wierd guy who smsed me the other time too. Dunno who is he and how he got my number. Some of my members went to watch kungfu panda at PS while i went home with 3 members. I will be watching that show next wed at 3 bucks thru Maybank, haha.

Reached home ard 11 plus, went to shower and came online as i charge my hp. Went to try and call that number and hear who tat person. haha. sounds so wierd wan,that guy definitely older than me.. lolx. anyway, who cares man. ignoring that number...so crap...Tmr will be meeting Legumba group for lunch at Expo. Lol.. its a gathering after our LOUD Camp and all of us are to wear Loud tee tmr! woo! tmr will be moving to Hall 1 le...it is at the far far far away corner...alright. shall blog again


Woo. Exams are finally over..so happy. Thank God that my maths and econs are both manageable so i guess will be able to pass them and move on with my yr 2 in SIM. anyway, i emailed NTU and asked regarding my status of application and they said that on 7 May my letter already sent out, but it was no where to be seen in my mailbox. probably it cant be sent as they address it without putting the word blk infront of the number? Anyway, they attached a copy in my email and i have been rejected. Expected anyway...i think it is somehow God's will for me to go to SIM. so i shall just stick to SIM. not that bad anyway cause i have my studying kakis already. haha...

Went for LOUD camp today and it was great, though i can only be there today out of the 3 days. sad lah, always miss out those fun. Campfire is just great. Did skit together for house and haha, just went crazy, lolx.cheered a lot too and just run around the campfire as a whole group. And oh yes, today we did the singapore book record thingy, the longest wave of starjumps, haha...will be able to see my name in the singapore book of records i guess. lolx..

Tmr will be back to work again. argh. 1 week leave just gone by mugging...sad...and my colleague say if possible tmr take mc, reason being, there is already a lot of cases on my desk...haiz...expected anyway....no mood to go back to work la...sian lor. haven enjoy enough yet...alright, going to sleep in a whilst time so shall stop here ba


Maths today was rather stun. The qns came out to be harder than past years and never did before. Thank God i was able to figure it out in the end. Was really tired as i think last night i was not able to sleep. Currently mugging for my econs paper tmr. For that i need even more strength and wisdom. Econs is more worrying than maths. I raelly pray that i will be able to pass the paper and do the qns there, able to remb all that i study.... alright back to my books for now.


Tmr is the day! my exam commence tmr and 1st paper tmr will be Maths. Did a lot of practise these few days and pray hard tmr the paper will be alright and i will be able to do well for it. Pray that i will have the strength and wun blank out. Pray that i will remb all the formula i need to and will be alert and wun make careless mistakes... Im more worried about my econs. Anyway paper tmr is 10am to 1pm so if u can, do pray for me. It will help me and will be appreciated. Im going to sleep in a while cause im very tired now. shall blog again soon. do tag me often my dear readers.


Came home at 8am today from mugging at Airport. think today is the most tired out of all these days of mugging out. Econs is really slowly killing me. Cant really understand at times. I really pray that the paper will be manageable and understandable... Woke up at 5 plus, went to bathe and went to get my dinner. After eating relax a while and when i wanted to go and pray, my mum just came home with my dad. And the next moment, she shouted at me saying i no brain, study till so far still no brain. What the hell! she very clever is it? say what i put my dad jeans hanging there near to my wet shorts. Just this and need to shout? I already very tired and yet she come home and shout, sometimes seeing both of them make me damn pek chek! Even when i go out and study these days, she says why i must go out and study? im not even going out there to do any illegal things. She says why i cant study at home? Well, its better than staying at home facing both of them and get so distracted. Crap!!

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