Today holiday starts officially.....woke up at 12 plus cos i slept at 5am..haha..well, holidays my time will be reverse...when people wakes up, i be slping...lol...holiday slp so early for wat?must use the time to the fullest, enjoy myself man....got to chiong all the game i have now else i will regret...lol...when sch starts nx sem u think i got so much time to play?as if...lol....sure study n study like hell again....nx sem will have lesser projects but this will mean more exam based...lol..so end of yr will see me scream and go mad again....
Well, so basically wat i did today?haha...gaming of course...lol played maplestory...man i got to retrain my character cos the old one the stats was wrong and could not be reset so no choice i retrain lor....so ya now my char level 10 only, swordsman character...lol...yeah, poh huat and chee chong play maple as well...as did chat with them inside...nx time can play together...hehe...alrite, nth much to blog alrdy..very sian...lol...my eyes been like seeing the laptop since dunno when...lol....ya...just now talk to sec sch teacher and send him songs then just surf ard...lol...kinda bored...tmr is childrens' church big day...pls pray for anointing to be upon me and no rain pls...God bless all the children coming and open up their hearts...Lord i pray that ur presence will be so tangible in the audi and the children will experience you. That the children will leave the place changed and i pray that they will understand the word being preached...in Jesus name amen!~!
alrite,ivan ask me go play gb...off i go...haha....


Woo Hoo, at last the long waited holidays has come!!yeah..today financial accounting paper, or rather yest cos now alrdy almost 5am...lol...yea..the paper was manageable and quite easy...when i do it i m not stressed at all..phew...thank God and i had more than enuff time as well so i had time to check my papers while sitting there relaxing...guess i m pressurizing those sitting ard me or bside me..cos i see they still writing while i alrdy finished every single qns and quite happy with it..hehe...cos its my last paper of cos i be happy and that i nv screw up the paper...yea...so hopefully an A for it...hehe...results will be out in a mth time i guess...heard that sch be starting on 31 oct...sian sia...holidays will just fly by very fast and nx sem will start...imagine my bday got to go sch..so sian...last time my bday is holiday wan lehz...now must go sch...no fun at all...lol....
yea, so today after exams went to orchard with my gr of frenz, basically ivan,lydia,hidayah,raudhah and zaki as well...ya...we went to eat lunch at sakura and then just roam abt aimlessly on the streets at orchard...dunno wat to do...after exams everyone seemed drained out and tired...well i am cos the day before i cant slp...so we ended up at heeren then doing nth there we walked to cineleisure...in the end went to arcade and play...lol..we play this game i cant remb wats the name of the game...is this game u noe use air wan then u play on the table..ya, so must defend the "disc" from entering into the hole..then me and ivan one team, lydia and raudhah one team..and u noe wat...me n ivan actually lost to them all 3 games we played...unbelievable...but we had fun, exciting...lol..if anyone noe wats the name pls tag at my tagboard and tell me..haha...so after tat rite, we bought tix for the red shoes...that ivan dun wanna watch cos he says it would be a lame show and so on...so when we went in he continued at arcade since his class outing is at 5 plus..so a lot of time to burn...alrite so the movie started at 305pm...quite nice and exciting lor...a bit scary lah..haha..usually i watch ghost show rite,i wun scream or wat..lol...then raudhah was like covering her face with her bag..then i laugh lor..haha...anwyay the red shoes is not bad lah...korean ghost movie..1st time ghost movie got story line..lol...is like whoever wear the red shoes will be possessed and whoever try to snatch the shoes away will be killed in a bloody way. there is one gal, her eyes was gouged out and its so bloody and their legs will be cut off...so gross lor...all the bloody scenes...lol...so those who scare to see blood wan better dun watch the movie...haha....alrite, then came hme i slept,kinda rest till 12am...lol..after that came online chat chat.
my last yr classmates wanna organise a chalet in oct..cool..haha...the last time we had it was during last hol organise by me n ivan...lol..remb all the experiences...carrying all the heavy stuff etc..haha..but is really fun...yea...so gonna ask more ppl along...currently think i m the only gal confirm going...lol...tmr i gonna ask my frenz..haha....after chatting, jill came online at ard 2am then we played gunbound till now...aft445am..haha...cool..holidays is the time to play all my games...haha...gonna be very active this hol...lol...must enjoy while i can....haha....alrite i gonna go and slp alrdy...nitez.


Yeah, last paper financial accounting tmr!! Lol...i nv studied a lot today...boost a bit more confidence le..at last i noe how to go abt doing statement of changes of shareholders equity..lol..rdy to conquer the paper tmr...hopefully i wun get defeated in jesus name! i gonna mug a while more and i shall stop and relax my mind...lol...tonite must slp earlier cos is accounts,cant afford to have mental block as i got to memorise all the formulas...yea...a lot of them..trying to recall now... gross profit ratio = gross profit/net sales, net profit margin = net profit after tax/net sales, ROE= Net profit after tax - preference dividends / average ordinary share capital & reserves, ROA= Net profit before tax + interest expense/Average total assets, Current ratio= Current assets/ current liabilities, quick ratio= total current assets - inventory - prepayments/ current liabilities,debt ratio= total liabilities/ total assets, earnings per share=net profit after tax - preference dividends/ average no. of ordinary shares, time interest earned= net profit before tax +interest/ interest and the lists goes on....bet the readers must be filled with qns marks in the mind like wat the hell are all these formulas abt...lol...imagine my mind filled with all these and tmr gonna vomit them out in my exam paper and then analyse them etc;God bless the paper tmr...tats all for now


Wah financial accounting (FA) is ruling my mind now...crap!! Wat statement of changes of equity, cash flow statement, profitability ratio,liquidty ratio, solvency ratio..OMG!!!I cant memorise them...got to remb all the formulas!! studied from mayb 5pm to 11pm..in between got break of cos....did 2 past yr papers but some ans are wrong..crap...i still wan my A!!!God pls give me an A!AMEN!! Tmr got to do one last revision then God bless me on wed! Last paper so pls do not screw up so that i be happy off for my holidays! if i ever screw it up, then i dunno wat i be doing...tmr just really got to remb all the things i had to...haiz...wisdom and grace be upon me!!basically thats about it...nothing much done today...anyway i off to relax or watever...dunno wan to study or play now...lol...


Hallelujah!!Greetings in the name of Jesus!!Had children church in the morning today. yea, during prayer meeting my leader sort of prophesy to me. gave me a word. to be strong and of gd courage. fellow ministry members prayed for me together with my leader....yea...quite shocked my leader had a word for me. Indeed God is really strengthening me once more and encouraging me thru the words of others.Amen!! i will be on fire for the Lord!No weapon formed against me shall prosper!!I will never let Jesus God but worship him forever!!yea!!Today service sermon is awesome! is about the holy spirit. Indeed we really got to seek Him everyday so that we can attract the Holy spirit into our life.Holy Spirit is the Lord as well...our best friend. He is with us everywhere we go, the 1st person to be with us when we wake up...He is the air that we breathe in...Dun ever let the Holy Spirit leave you and dun grieve the Holy Spirit. Friends lets stay strong in the Lord for those christian reading. Stay close to the Holy Spirit! Thirst and hunger for the Lord!Dun ever let it die.amen!
Today i spent more than 12 hrs in church...from 8am-9pm in church...served in children church then went service. had children church meeting at 7pm for childrens' day. the meeting ended ard 9pm. went to eat dinner with my ministry member gladys then after that we went home together...so i reached home ard 1105pm...man i m so deadbeat now..like zombie now...lol...


LOL...must change my style of writing..haha...how lehz?let me try on this post...hmm...cg today was great!!i really felt the presence of God. the song that we sang sing of your great love is nice...and it really draws the presence dwn...i m building up my spiritual life once more...yea...shall not fall again...changing my mindset to be positive...so people if i am negative again pls wake me up, scold me do watever...i give u the authority to do so...lol...haha....yea...sharon is rising up once more in the Lord...my faith is back...amen!!today i prayed for the offering..well, i just want to take the initiative...yea...we got to really take initiative in every little things we do and be a blessing to others in life....God will honor us in watever things we do for his sake...amen!!hmm...i gonna slp soon so nitez...lol...xiaohui the style still same not?haha...i dunno how to change...lol..


hmm...basically today i had a great and fun day!!haha...woke up at 11am then went to bath and go dhoby gaunt to meet my dear friend ivan...well, after we meet up, went to buy tickets for the movie the cave then we went food court to have our lunch.. then chat abt sch stuff and so on..lol..after tat we went to the arcade since its still early...then we played marvel vs capcom..haha...of cos ivan thrashed me lah..then i sit there see him vs the computer lor...till got one guy wanna challenge him then he lost...lol..then it was abt time to go for our movie...so we went carrefour to get some tidbits etc...haha...then went to watch the cave. Basically the movie was quite exciting...haha..that ivan like so scare like tat...lol. The show is about there is this grp of people so called sort of researchers. then they go to the cave. In the cave there are flesh eating monster. lol...they can detect presence of people and then they will attack. Some sort of parasite thingy.. And many people got killed by these so called monsters. at 1st the grp have abt perhaps 8 people and in the end only 3 managed to survived. the rest died. Real exciting when watching the movie...lol...haha...quite nice and interesting... then after the show ended at ard 350 perhaps, we went to walk ard at yamaha and so on.Then we went back to the arcade to use up our 1 token that is left...lol..then we also played daiko in the arcade...haha..i m not joking...lol..there is this game using daiko drum..lol...then we just played and laugh laugh...haha...but that ivan thrashed me oso..every round he win me..haiz...sian...lol...but his drum better than me mah..so accept it lah...lol
Ivan brought me to national library...lol..can u believe it?its my 1st time there...man that place is so grand!its really WOW!!! 13 storey high and the place is so damn big. lol...awesome man....even have collections of past items etc...haha..cool place...then after touring ard for and fooling ard..we went off and we walked to city hall mrt.. we stopped by bras basah then go to arts friend see see and so on...then we went to city hall mrt and went separate ways...yeah...a great day indeed!!is as though we finished exams...lol..but the fact is that there is still 1 paper left...haha...relax 1st lah..cant be bothered...lol...i gonna play game now...ciaoz


Woo hoo...can relax a while b4 my last paper on wed!!!HAHA...hmm..today my paper ECM still ok lah...if no A hope for B...not as bad as i thought it will be...lol..i nv really memorise honestly cos i was very tired etc...when i doing the paper feel like slping...lol...some more the rm so cold..haha...then not enuff time to do finish the paper...4 mks nv do...thank God is 4 mks and not more than tat...lol...to get A the max i can lose is 20 and to get B max i can lose hmm..mayb 30 lor..haha...anyway God bless me lah...now all in God's hands..lol...anyway jus nw i could not log on my internet and i waited 1 hr on the line to connect to the service operator...so damn pissed lor! 1 hr! i was like wtf 1 hr...so pissed...then i waited n waited..i was even thinking if the person dun connect or watever i wan to shout at them...say wah make me wait 1 hr still dun help...lol...but i nv even ask the person to connect he says pls wait i check with my team leader...then he connect back..woo hoo..lol...every mth i oso like tat..haha...so sian...financial problem is damn bad...i hate it...nw i gt to pay internet, hp, tithe and building fund...oh God pls let me have a breakthru..i seriously need it man...haiz...alrite i going play gunbound with jill..haha...blog again soon..yeah...tmr going movie with ivan..time to relax...lol...as though holiday liao..haha..but wed financial accounting dun nd so many days to study lah...just nd do past yr paper can liaoz...haha....God bless...

Alrite, i m here to update again b4 i go and slp..hehe...played gunbound with ivan and jill today...yeah...at last can play game again..so happy...holiday i be chionging my ragnarok...haha...to level 99...but then now got advance class so gonna chiong levelling...lol...holiday i sure nv slp nv eat that kind..haha....can save money also dun eat..lol...i cant wait for wed 1110am to come faster cos it will be end of exam and holiday commence at that moment...woo hoo...celebration time...but then when results come out...wonder would it be a time to rejoice or a time to be sad...well, i hope i will rejoice upon my results....i think i might have hmm mayb 2 or 3As hopefully, then 2Bs perhaps, then mayb Cs and Ds liao...haiz...this sem might get D....so sad...haiz...nx sem must work harder to make up for the D this sem if there is any....hmm...yawnz...time to slp...lol...very tired alrdy...tmr waking up ard 10 plus then go meet ivan at 1230pm forlunch and so on...haha...nitez


argh, less than 3 hrs to exam!!!yet my mind is sort of blank!!omg!!haiz...bye to my A liao....sian...haiz...dunno why so difficult to study...i m so tired and currently having a flu...yawnz...after this paper can relax a bit...wed will be my last paper...accounts...ya...hmm...gt to mug again...haiz....best of luck to me man


hmm..1 down today. 2 more left....tmr and wed...haiz...tmr wan haven study leh...dun feel like studying..so tired...yawnz...hmm..i have mos bites all over...pls God dun let me have dengue...having exams now...God pls heal me of everything now..praying hard....anyway today paper quite ok lah..been writing thruout the 2 hrs...lol...i spent a lot time on my 1st essay qns..lol...i look at the time, its 950 plus..i was omg..i still at qns 1 of essay...then i chiong my writing..write till my hand tired...lol...hope to sustain my B..haha..off mugging for ECM now...tmr paper at 6pm..God bless me


wah..i m going nuts cramming all the BFI notes into my brain. Man somehow this sem my brain is not working as active as b4...cant really absorb notes as fast as b4..argh..crap man. I m still trying hard to remb all the facts i nd to...hmm..hopefully tmr i wun get a killer paper..remb i wan a B!! Well....losing my concentration..distracted man...haiz..so tired of studying..enduring to finish this sem and i can enjoy during my hols..haha...endure for the sake of my results...feeling the anxiety and weariness...God pls take them away from me now...today hope to slp earlier so tat i wun get mental block again...off to mug again..


ok...i had come to blog again.. yawnz its 2am. man i m so tired. so tired of studying..just played gunbound for a while with ivan and now i m here blogging...gonna slp real soon.. ya, today studied BFI the whole day..hmm..mayb can say 4 or 5 hrs...lol..cos in between i slack and rest here n there....managed to finish reading thru once but then i cant remb everything lah..brain cells diminishing...hmm...tmr i will chiong my BFI once again cos the paper is on wed...i m aiming a B...so hopefully ya a B...now my overall is 69.5 which is 0.5 to B...so i m trying hard..12 topics altogether. so i m not focusing on abt 3 of them...lol..pray hard they wun come out else i be dead. haha....i can afford to lose max 30 marks for the paper...i will do my best and let God do the rest. ok end of blogging..real tired..gt to slp and wake up ard 10am and start the fight again to study...nitez


Hmm, start of new week...exams in 2 more days. I m still trying hard to complete my studying and get everything into my brain. This time like my brain cells died...lol, cant really memorise like last time.not as effective, haha....info overload in my brain alrdy for sure...anyway my CPU DIED!!power supply died i think. i also not sure wat happened. on sat i was playing ragnarok with my "DEAR" in game...lol...my hubby in game..haha..sounds a bit lame...but very fun lah and he nice guy...lol..then my whole com shut down its own and i tried to on my cpu back it does not work anymore...i believe the circuit inside must be spoilt lah...overwork liao my cpu...lol...lesson learnt, dun ever on cpu overnite...haha....tats wat i always do...on the cpu overnite and listen to music then when i go out then i off cpu...then nwadays i nv go out so imagine my cpu on more than 24 hrs...sure die lah...haha...so now mus use my laptop lor...must go carry the cpu to cyberactive and repair soon..but i no strength to carry it man...hahaha....need money some more...sian sia...
alrite, update abt yest which is sunday. i went to church to serve in childrens church. was quite tired cos i slept ard 3 plus on sat then woke up early on sunday cos i was talking on the phone with my cell grp member.he was encouraging me abt things. yeah, thx renzheng for encouraging me. I alrdy wake up alrdy. so called wake up from my situation. i have made a decision and that is to stay positive. i wun dwell in my failures anymore...wats the pt of dwelling in it?i cant change the situation. is alrdy history so let it pass. yea...leave out the burden alrdy...phew... i am working very hard for all my coming papers...yest svc was very gd. Pst richard roberts, anointed healing pastor. awesome. healed people of back problem and so on. Indeed God is Good. He is Jehovah Rapha, our healer. Thank you God for staying good and faithful all the time even when i am not. I will build up my spiritual life all over again. I will start from scratch. My guitar will be waiting for me to play on everyday and worship God. Got to come into the holies of holies and not the outer court.Thx everyone ard me for supporting me and encouraging me these days. I m become strong once again. Satan u are defeated!!Look Satan!!I have a BIG GOD!!You will not defeat me!!I will whack u up down left right. I WILL BIND U SATAN!!GET OUT OF MY LIFE RIGHT NOW!!YOU CANT TOUCH ME ANYMORE!!GOD IS HERE FOR ME!!AMEN!!
Later gonna chiong my BFI.Hopefully can finish all by today..i will try...then tmr memorising work commence...really got to chiong sia...Praying for God's wisdom and strength to be upon me.Having Faith in Him Once More!!AMEN!He will carry me thru. alrite...i gonna get my food now and after that start studying...take care people...will blog again soon...perhaps tonite..hmm...lets see...lol


TOday was rather boring lah! in the morning abt 9 plus, i was woken up by 2 miss calls and 1 sms. I was like so blur when i woke up lor. It was cynthia ang from SAA(Singapore poly alumni affairs) who called me regarding LTC @ SEA. She says i will be going for the leadership camp and ask for payment etc. Ya..so 9-12 Oct i be away...Time for me to get out of this place and relax... After exams i be very free. I will make sure i play like mad to pay back all my stress now! Then after calling her back etc, i went back to slp and i woke up at 1 plus..lol...then slowly do my things and finally started studying at 3 plus but i end at 5pm...i cant concentrate on my studies. Haiz...my mind was like wandering abt and i cant focus... dunno wat the hell is wrong with me nowadays. i m so abnormal. very quiet nwadays. then after i stopped studying i played a bit game and went for cell grp. cell grp ended ard 10 plus and after tat i went hme lor..reach ard 11 plus... and now i m here blogging. mayb ltr must try to study a bit lor..haiz...i m not even 50% done with my studying.
Anyway, nowadays i feel rather in my own world. i m like in a place where there is only me.i also dunno why i feel tat way... Ya,i m like so extra. in the 1st place, why shld i ever be born into this world? if i can choose i rather i dun appear in this earth at all and there will not be someone call sharon now in everyone's life. Life is really full of unexpectancy.. sometimes things u never expect happens. But wat to do?this is God's will for everything to happen. Just have to face the fact and accept it. There's no way to prevent all the unexpectancy in life.haiz...tats all for now...

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Lol...being bored, just took all these lame tests...haha....take them for fun. Hmmm...never study much today yet...haiz...only touched 1 and half topics out of 12 topics...lol...started frm topic 4 cos topic 1-3 tested b4...cant be bothered to study so much of that 1st...study others first...hmm...wasted my whole day lah...no mood to study so i walk here n there...chat here n there and do watever...lol..think i better go and study some more cos tmr i be touching another module. ECM...e-commerce mangement...cos this exam is after BFI-banking n financial instituion exam so i must alternate them. Today study BFI, tmr study ECM...else later ECM will suffer...aiming for A!!!Dun disappoint me again man.... OFF TO MUG AGAIN HOPEFuLLY...

haiz...UCCD is gonecase...pray for a D so tat i dun have to repeat!!!!haiz...i really mental block...i did studied but why!!!ARGH!!!!!!!!!!! Sharon really cant cope with her life anymore!!!! haiz...i m so disappointed with life and everything else...!!!God wats wrong with me!!! why my life like tat!!!Not blaming God!!! haiz...i very headache liao lah...not studying todaY!!!! IN TEARS!!!HAIZ!!!!SIANZ LAH!!!!!!!!!!! Stress till i m having fever!!haiz


Well, i am in a very bad mood now...feeling so depressed!reason being? I failed the ma1!!!! i got 8/35!!how pathetic and disgraceful!!i cant accept the fact that i failed....my A became a D instantly!! how can i be happy abt it? Haiz!! when i saw the result at that moment, i was like WTF!!i failed!!wah lao...then i walk out of the rm feeling down. my frenz still ask me how i say i got 8 then they say i break record!!KNN!!Y i get such a low score and is so f*** low!!!GOD WHY!!!!MY A IS GONE!!!Cant even get a B now!!!IS either a C or D now!!!HOW???!!!!!I think i m the lowest in class!!OMG!!!Single digit scorer!!DAMN IT LAH!!!I cant face the fact!!!i got no mood to study anymore!!wed paper also can go to hell alrdy!!Cos that module is holy shit!!!i cant understand a single thing and is abt culture!!AIya..dunno lah...NOW LIFE IS SHIT TO ME!!!WITH SUCH A &#@*%#$# Result!!!THIS SEM IS HOLY SHIT!!MY As ARE GONE!!!GD BYE TO ALL MY As!!!T_T T_T T_T WHY ARE THE Cs RULING IN MY RESULTS!!!!GET LOST MAN BLOODY Cs!!!I gonna tear away all my tutorials and notes!!!USELESS WHOLE LOAD!!!FAILED THE Macroecons!!!MCQS OSO FAIL!!MARVELLOUS ME!!!AIYA!!!!THOSE READING DUN GET OFFENDED!!!I M IN A DAMN FOUL MOOD!!!I NOE I SHOULD NOT BE TYPING ALL THESE SHIT BUT I REALLY CANT STOP IT!!! THE STUPID RESULT IS RULING MY MIND NOW!!!CANT GET RID OF THE #&@*@# MATTER!!!TODAY DUN ND STUDY LIAO LAH!!!WED PREPARE TO FLUNG ANOTHER @*&#$%@ EXAM!!!! I M SO DAMN DISHEARTENED!!!END OF ME!!!WELL IT MIGHT BE jUST A SETBACK BUT IT AFFECTS ME!!! SICKENING RESULTS THIS SEM!!!HAIZ!!!!!!! I CANT RELAX LAH!!!T_T DAMN SAD!!!FAILED THE TEST HORRIBLY!!!HAIZ!!LOWEST SCORE!!!HOLY SHIT!!!WHY SO STUPID!!!WHY???!!!!AIYA!!!KNN LAH!!!!


Man, i am so worn out alrdy...today had CRM exam...well, thank God i can still manage the paper though i just wrote and wrote..lol...my fren say wah sharon very easy is it, write so much...lol...mayb i was just writing crap...i could not remembered wat i studied for some..lol..thank God those i dunnoe wan never appear on the qns paper. My grandma had her heart bypass op yest...it was a success.. She now out of ICU is high dependency ward. praying that she will recover soon. Nx test will be monday macroecons, 7 mcqs 35 marks...open bk on internet test...hope can do well..lol...this module is also crap...tutorial the whole class always tikam the mcq qns then the tutor angry and scold us watever...but who cares since he also heck care...lol...wed UCCD, most crucial...a lame module which sux big time. i dislike it and the tutor...guess i m aiming a C for it.Need to study the whole bk and i haven touched yet...DOOMED! Dunnoe how to apply also..see the past yr papers i want to faint. the qns carries so many marks...for example 1a is 15 marks...wth lor...if dunno how to do gonecase liao lah..haiz..God bless me for that paper...lol..if open bk better..haha...or can bring in the bk and cheat oso gd..lol..haha...but this module really is shit..all the best to me and God bless...lol...i very tired liaoz...tmr still gt church...


Argh, its wednesday alrdy!!!3 more days to CRM test...omg!!i have yet to memorise all the 12 topics!!!Oh God, pls help me and give me wisdom...tell me wat to study pls God...haiz...i m damn stressed....projects are slowly clearing up...MA1 still need to do the write up for the charts etc...segregated the jobs and i got to collate them..then rwps nx week presentation and tmr is ecm presentation..ecm i think just gonna crap cos only 4 marks..WTF lor..just for 4 marks then do so much shit..haiz..exam mode alrdy...yet i still haven touch all my modules...i am in deep shit!so God pls help me man!else i be dead! Tmr my grandma going SGH alrdy.God pls protect her. Friday will be her op...pls pray for her.....


Today went to sch in the afternoon for daiko. I had problem with the song yoshino cos of the spinning sticks part...haiz...ivan say i spin like a duck..sianz...say till like tat..kaoz...really got problem with it mah..haven master...must practise lor...quite tiring day...then after that stayed back in clubhse with few seniors...chit chat etc...after tat went out with 2 of my seniors...1st time going out with them..hehe...quite fun...lol...tmr must wake up early for church again..i shall stop here...


Yesterday i got back my financial accounting paper. I got 86..thank God..suppose to be a killer paper but phew i survived...i tot i would do badly cos i could not balance my cash flow...so i did not aim high and just expect a B..when i went out to collect my script from my tutor, she say y ur face like tat..lol..mayb my face sian sian cos i was very tired as well..then she say u did well. i was like huh...haha..then i saw my paper i got 86 i was very happy.
Nx exam is 50% of final grade so i hope i could maintain an A...Most of the projects are done such as UCCD,CRM. RWPS done with report, now left presentation which is nx nx week. Then Macroecons nx week must hand in everything as well. After that will be 1 week study break and exams will start officially on 21 septemper. Nx sat got Customer relationship management (CRM) test, 14 sep got Understanding Cultural Differences Diversity (UCCD) then that week mon got Macroecons test..haiz...so stress even though projects are down. Forever loads of things to do everyday. I really lack of rest and enjoyment. Flooded with sch work...haiz...when can this agony end?? I just hope i can do well for all my exams and hopefully i dun get any C this sem.God bless my results pls.
I now typing all these in my RWPS lesson cos nothing to do..just submitted my RWPS report...hope can do well for it....signing off.


Today is my 1st daiko performance. Thank God everything was smooth..hehe..its a great feeling to perform.. I seldom perform in sch wan.since young...lol...i dun have those talent to perform wan..haha..so Daiko is my chance to perform...the whole event ended ard 8 plus and then we bring back all the drums to the clubhse and we went back home. I reached home ard 950pm then eat my dinner, bath and start my work officially ard 1045pm. I just stopped doing my work cos tmr i got to wake up ard 7 plus to go sch.i cant be late tmr as i m having a proj presentation..haiz...all the best to me tmr..lol..hope my teacher dun ask us too much chim qns. Pray that everything goes on well. Tmr gonna get back Financial accounting paper. I hope i dun see a C else i be very sad. God Bless me man...anyway take care guys..i m off to bed...ciaoz

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Today holiday starts officially.....woke up at 12 plus cos i slept at 5am..haha..well, holidays my time will be reverse...when people wakes up, i be slping...lol...holiday slp so early for wat?must use the time to the fullest, enjoy myself man....got to chiong all the game i have now else i will regret...lol...when sch starts nx sem u think i got so much time to play?as if...lol....sure study n study like hell again....nx sem will have lesser projects but this will mean more exam based...lol..so end of yr will see me scream and go mad again....
Well, so basically wat i did today?haha...gaming of course...lol played maplestory...man i got to retrain my character cos the old one the stats was wrong and could not be reset so no choice i retrain lor....so ya now my char level 10 only, swordsman character...lol...yeah, poh huat and chee chong play maple as well...as did chat with them inside...nx time can play together...hehe...alrite, nth much to blog alrdy..very sian...lol...my eyes been like seeing the laptop since dunno when...lol....ya...just now talk to sec sch teacher and send him songs then just surf ard...lol...kinda bored...tmr is childrens' church big day...pls pray for anointing to be upon me and no rain pls...God bless all the children coming and open up their hearts...Lord i pray that ur presence will be so tangible in the audi and the children will experience you. That the children will leave the place changed and i pray that they will understand the word being preached...in Jesus name amen!~!
alrite,ivan ask me go play gb...off i go...haha....


Woo Hoo, at last the long waited holidays has come!!yeah..today financial accounting paper, or rather yest cos now alrdy almost 5am...lol...yea..the paper was manageable and quite easy...when i do it i m not stressed at all..phew...thank God and i had more than enuff time as well so i had time to check my papers while sitting there relaxing...guess i m pressurizing those sitting ard me or bside me..cos i see they still writing while i alrdy finished every single qns and quite happy with it..hehe...cos its my last paper of cos i be happy and that i nv screw up the paper...yea...so hopefully an A for it...hehe...results will be out in a mth time i guess...heard that sch be starting on 31 oct...sian sia...holidays will just fly by very fast and nx sem will start...imagine my bday got to go sch..so sian...last time my bday is holiday wan lehz...now must go sch...no fun at all...lol....
yea, so today after exams went to orchard with my gr of frenz, basically ivan,lydia,hidayah,raudhah and zaki as well...ya...we went to eat lunch at sakura and then just roam abt aimlessly on the streets at orchard...dunno wat to do...after exams everyone seemed drained out and tired...well i am cos the day before i cant slp...so we ended up at heeren then doing nth there we walked to cineleisure...in the end went to arcade and play...lol..we play this game i cant remb wats the name of the game...is this game u noe use air wan then u play on the table..ya, so must defend the "disc" from entering into the hole..then me and ivan one team, lydia and raudhah one team..and u noe wat...me n ivan actually lost to them all 3 games we played...unbelievable...but we had fun, exciting...lol..if anyone noe wats the name pls tag at my tagboard and tell me..haha...so after tat rite, we bought tix for the red shoes...that ivan dun wanna watch cos he says it would be a lame show and so on...so when we went in he continued at arcade since his class outing is at 5 plus..so a lot of time to burn...alrite so the movie started at 305pm...quite nice and exciting lor...a bit scary lah..haha..usually i watch ghost show rite,i wun scream or wat..lol...then raudhah was like covering her face with her bag..then i laugh lor..haha...anwyay the red shoes is not bad lah...korean ghost movie..1st time ghost movie got story line..lol...is like whoever wear the red shoes will be possessed and whoever try to snatch the shoes away will be killed in a bloody way. there is one gal, her eyes was gouged out and its so bloody and their legs will be cut off...so gross lor...all the bloody scenes...lol...so those who scare to see blood wan better dun watch the movie...haha....alrite, then came hme i slept,kinda rest till 12am...lol..after that came online chat chat.
my last yr classmates wanna organise a chalet in oct..cool..haha...the last time we had it was during last hol organise by me n ivan...lol..remb all the experiences...carrying all the heavy stuff etc..haha..but is really fun...yea...so gonna ask more ppl along...currently think i m the only gal confirm going...lol...tmr i gonna ask my frenz..haha....after chatting, jill came online at ard 2am then we played gunbound till now...aft445am..haha...cool..holidays is the time to play all my games...haha...gonna be very active this hol...lol...must enjoy while i can....haha....alrite i gonna go and slp alrdy...nitez.


Yeah, last paper financial accounting tmr!! Lol...i nv studied a lot today...boost a bit more confidence le..at last i noe how to go abt doing statement of changes of shareholders equity..lol..rdy to conquer the paper tmr...hopefully i wun get defeated in jesus name! i gonna mug a while more and i shall stop and relax my mind...lol...tonite must slp earlier cos is accounts,cant afford to have mental block as i got to memorise all the formulas...yea...a lot of them..trying to recall now... gross profit ratio = gross profit/net sales, net profit margin = net profit after tax/net sales, ROE= Net profit after tax - preference dividends / average ordinary share capital & reserves, ROA= Net profit before tax + interest expense/Average total assets, Current ratio= Current assets/ current liabilities, quick ratio= total current assets - inventory - prepayments/ current liabilities,debt ratio= total liabilities/ total assets, earnings per share=net profit after tax - preference dividends/ average no. of ordinary shares, time interest earned= net profit before tax +interest/ interest and the lists goes on....bet the readers must be filled with qns marks in the mind like wat the hell are all these formulas abt...lol...imagine my mind filled with all these and tmr gonna vomit them out in my exam paper and then analyse them etc;God bless the paper tmr...tats all for now


Wah financial accounting (FA) is ruling my mind now...crap!! Wat statement of changes of equity, cash flow statement, profitability ratio,liquidty ratio, solvency ratio..OMG!!!I cant memorise them...got to remb all the formulas!! studied from mayb 5pm to 11pm..in between got break of cos....did 2 past yr papers but some ans are wrong..crap...i still wan my A!!!God pls give me an A!AMEN!! Tmr got to do one last revision then God bless me on wed! Last paper so pls do not screw up so that i be happy off for my holidays! if i ever screw it up, then i dunno wat i be doing...tmr just really got to remb all the things i had to...haiz...wisdom and grace be upon me!!basically thats about it...nothing much done today...anyway i off to relax or watever...dunno wan to study or play now...lol...


Hallelujah!!Greetings in the name of Jesus!!Had children church in the morning today. yea, during prayer meeting my leader sort of prophesy to me. gave me a word. to be strong and of gd courage. fellow ministry members prayed for me together with my leader....yea...quite shocked my leader had a word for me. Indeed God is really strengthening me once more and encouraging me thru the words of others.Amen!! i will be on fire for the Lord!No weapon formed against me shall prosper!!I will never let Jesus God but worship him forever!!yea!!Today service sermon is awesome! is about the holy spirit. Indeed we really got to seek Him everyday so that we can attract the Holy spirit into our life.Holy Spirit is the Lord as well...our best friend. He is with us everywhere we go, the 1st person to be with us when we wake up...He is the air that we breathe in...Dun ever let the Holy Spirit leave you and dun grieve the Holy Spirit. Friends lets stay strong in the Lord for those christian reading. Stay close to the Holy Spirit! Thirst and hunger for the Lord!Dun ever let it die.amen!
Today i spent more than 12 hrs in church...from 8am-9pm in church...served in children church then went service. had children church meeting at 7pm for childrens' day. the meeting ended ard 9pm. went to eat dinner with my ministry member gladys then after that we went home together...so i reached home ard 1105pm...man i m so deadbeat now..like zombie now...lol...


LOL...must change my style of writing..haha...how lehz?let me try on this post...hmm...cg today was great!!i really felt the presence of God. the song that we sang sing of your great love is nice...and it really draws the presence dwn...i m building up my spiritual life once more...yea...shall not fall again...changing my mindset to be positive...so people if i am negative again pls wake me up, scold me do watever...i give u the authority to do so...lol...haha....yea...sharon is rising up once more in the Lord...my faith is back...amen!!today i prayed for the offering..well, i just want to take the initiative...yea...we got to really take initiative in every little things we do and be a blessing to others in life....God will honor us in watever things we do for his sake...amen!!hmm...i gonna slp soon so nitez...lol...xiaohui the style still same not?haha...i dunno how to change...lol..


hmm...basically today i had a great and fun day!!haha...woke up at 11am then went to bath and go dhoby gaunt to meet my dear friend ivan...well, after we meet up, went to buy tickets for the movie the cave then we went food court to have our lunch.. then chat abt sch stuff and so on..lol..after tat we went to the arcade since its still early...then we played marvel vs capcom..haha...of cos ivan thrashed me lah..then i sit there see him vs the computer lor...till got one guy wanna challenge him then he lost...lol..then it was abt time to go for our movie...so we went carrefour to get some tidbits etc...haha...then went to watch the cave. Basically the movie was quite exciting...haha..that ivan like so scare like tat...lol. The show is about there is this grp of people so called sort of researchers. then they go to the cave. In the cave there are flesh eating monster. lol...they can detect presence of people and then they will attack. Some sort of parasite thingy.. And many people got killed by these so called monsters. at 1st the grp have abt perhaps 8 people and in the end only 3 managed to survived. the rest died. Real exciting when watching the movie...lol...haha...quite nice and interesting... then after the show ended at ard 350 perhaps, we went to walk ard at yamaha and so on.Then we went back to the arcade to use up our 1 token that is left...lol..then we also played daiko in the arcade...haha..i m not joking...lol..there is this game using daiko drum..lol...then we just played and laugh laugh...haha...but that ivan thrashed me oso..every round he win me..haiz...sian...lol...but his drum better than me mah..so accept it lah...lol
Ivan brought me to national library...lol..can u believe it?its my 1st time there...man that place is so grand!its really WOW!!! 13 storey high and the place is so damn big. lol...awesome man....even have collections of past items etc...haha..cool place...then after touring ard for and fooling ard..we went off and we walked to city hall mrt.. we stopped by bras basah then go to arts friend see see and so on...then we went to city hall mrt and went separate ways...yeah...a great day indeed!!is as though we finished exams...lol..but the fact is that there is still 1 paper left...haha...relax 1st lah..cant be bothered...lol...i gonna play game now...ciaoz


Woo hoo...can relax a while b4 my last paper on wed!!!HAHA...hmm..today my paper ECM still ok lah...if no A hope for B...not as bad as i thought it will be...lol..i nv really memorise honestly cos i was very tired etc...when i doing the paper feel like slping...lol...some more the rm so cold..haha...then not enuff time to do finish the paper...4 mks nv do...thank God is 4 mks and not more than tat...lol...to get A the max i can lose is 20 and to get B max i can lose hmm..mayb 30 lor..haha...anyway God bless me lah...now all in God's hands..lol...anyway jus nw i could not log on my internet and i waited 1 hr on the line to connect to the service operator...so damn pissed lor! 1 hr! i was like wtf 1 hr...so pissed...then i waited n waited..i was even thinking if the person dun connect or watever i wan to shout at them...say wah make me wait 1 hr still dun help...lol...but i nv even ask the person to connect he says pls wait i check with my team leader...then he connect back..woo hoo..lol...every mth i oso like tat..haha...so sian...financial problem is damn bad...i hate it...nw i gt to pay internet, hp, tithe and building fund...oh God pls let me have a breakthru..i seriously need it man...haiz...alrite i going play gunbound with jill..haha...blog again soon..yeah...tmr going movie with ivan..time to relax...lol...as though holiday liao..haha..but wed financial accounting dun nd so many days to study lah...just nd do past yr paper can liaoz...haha....God bless...

Alrite, i m here to update again b4 i go and slp..hehe...played gunbound with ivan and jill today...yeah...at last can play game again..so happy...holiday i be chionging my ragnarok...haha...to level 99...but then now got advance class so gonna chiong levelling...lol...holiday i sure nv slp nv eat that kind..haha....can save money also dun eat..lol...i cant wait for wed 1110am to come faster cos it will be end of exam and holiday commence at that moment...woo hoo...celebration time...but then when results come out...wonder would it be a time to rejoice or a time to be sad...well, i hope i will rejoice upon my results....i think i might have hmm mayb 2 or 3As hopefully, then 2Bs perhaps, then mayb Cs and Ds liao...haiz...this sem might get D....so sad...haiz...nx sem must work harder to make up for the D this sem if there is any....hmm...yawnz...time to slp...lol...very tired alrdy...tmr waking up ard 10 plus then go meet ivan at 1230pm forlunch and so on...haha...nitez


argh, less than 3 hrs to exam!!!yet my mind is sort of blank!!omg!!haiz...bye to my A liao....sian...haiz...dunno why so difficult to study...i m so tired and currently having a flu...yawnz...after this paper can relax a bit...wed will be my last paper...accounts...ya...hmm...gt to mug again...haiz....best of luck to me man


hmm..1 down today. 2 more left....tmr and wed...haiz...tmr wan haven study leh...dun feel like studying..so tired...yawnz...hmm..i have mos bites all over...pls God dun let me have dengue...having exams now...God pls heal me of everything now..praying hard....anyway today paper quite ok lah..been writing thruout the 2 hrs...lol...i spent a lot time on my 1st essay qns..lol...i look at the time, its 950 plus..i was omg..i still at qns 1 of essay...then i chiong my writing..write till my hand tired...lol...hope to sustain my B..haha..off mugging for ECM now...tmr paper at 6pm..God bless me


wah..i m going nuts cramming all the BFI notes into my brain. Man somehow this sem my brain is not working as active as b4...cant really absorb notes as fast as b4..argh..crap man. I m still trying hard to remb all the facts i nd to...hmm..hopefully tmr i wun get a killer paper..remb i wan a B!! Well....losing my concentration..distracted man...haiz..so tired of studying..enduring to finish this sem and i can enjoy during my hols..haha...endure for the sake of my results...feeling the anxiety and weariness...God pls take them away from me now...today hope to slp earlier so tat i wun get mental block again...off to mug again..


ok...i had come to blog again.. yawnz its 2am. man i m so tired. so tired of studying..just played gunbound for a while with ivan and now i m here blogging...gonna slp real soon.. ya, today studied BFI the whole day..hmm..mayb can say 4 or 5 hrs...lol..cos in between i slack and rest here n there....managed to finish reading thru once but then i cant remb everything lah..brain cells diminishing...hmm...tmr i will chiong my BFI once again cos the paper is on wed...i m aiming a B...so hopefully ya a B...now my overall is 69.5 which is 0.5 to B...so i m trying hard..12 topics altogether. so i m not focusing on abt 3 of them...lol..pray hard they wun come out else i be dead. haha....i can afford to lose max 30 marks for the paper...i will do my best and let God do the rest. ok end of blogging..real tired..gt to slp and wake up ard 10am and start the fight again to study...nitez


Hmm, start of new week...exams in 2 more days. I m still trying hard to complete my studying and get everything into my brain. This time like my brain cells died...lol, cant really memorise like last time.not as effective, haha....info overload in my brain alrdy for sure...anyway my CPU DIED!!power supply died i think. i also not sure wat happened. on sat i was playing ragnarok with my "DEAR" in game...lol...my hubby in game..haha..sounds a bit lame...but very fun lah and he nice guy...lol..then my whole com shut down its own and i tried to on my cpu back it does not work anymore...i believe the circuit inside must be spoilt lah...overwork liao my cpu...lol...lesson learnt, dun ever on cpu overnite...haha....tats wat i always do...on the cpu overnite and listen to music then when i go out then i off cpu...then nwadays i nv go out so imagine my cpu on more than 24 hrs...sure die lah...haha...so now mus use my laptop lor...must go carry the cpu to cyberactive and repair soon..but i no strength to carry it man...hahaha....need money some more...sian sia...
alrite, update abt yest which is sunday. i went to church to serve in childrens church. was quite tired cos i slept ard 3 plus on sat then woke up early on sunday cos i was talking on the phone with my cell grp member.he was encouraging me abt things. yeah, thx renzheng for encouraging me. I alrdy wake up alrdy. so called wake up from my situation. i have made a decision and that is to stay positive. i wun dwell in my failures anymore...wats the pt of dwelling in it?i cant change the situation. is alrdy history so let it pass. yea...leave out the burden alrdy...phew... i am working very hard for all my coming papers...yest svc was very gd. Pst richard roberts, anointed healing pastor. awesome. healed people of back problem and so on. Indeed God is Good. He is Jehovah Rapha, our healer. Thank you God for staying good and faithful all the time even when i am not. I will build up my spiritual life all over again. I will start from scratch. My guitar will be waiting for me to play on everyday and worship God. Got to come into the holies of holies and not the outer court.Thx everyone ard me for supporting me and encouraging me these days. I m become strong once again. Satan u are defeated!!Look Satan!!I have a BIG GOD!!You will not defeat me!!I will whack u up down left right. I WILL BIND U SATAN!!GET OUT OF MY LIFE RIGHT NOW!!YOU CANT TOUCH ME ANYMORE!!GOD IS HERE FOR ME!!AMEN!!
Later gonna chiong my BFI.Hopefully can finish all by today..i will try...then tmr memorising work commence...really got to chiong sia...Praying for God's wisdom and strength to be upon me.Having Faith in Him Once More!!AMEN!He will carry me thru. alrite...i gonna get my food now and after that start studying...take care people...will blog again soon...perhaps tonite..hmm...lets see...lol


TOday was rather boring lah! in the morning abt 9 plus, i was woken up by 2 miss calls and 1 sms. I was like so blur when i woke up lor. It was cynthia ang from SAA(Singapore poly alumni affairs) who called me regarding LTC @ SEA. She says i will be going for the leadership camp and ask for payment etc. Ya..so 9-12 Oct i be away...Time for me to get out of this place and relax... After exams i be very free. I will make sure i play like mad to pay back all my stress now! Then after calling her back etc, i went back to slp and i woke up at 1 plus..lol...then slowly do my things and finally started studying at 3 plus but i end at 5pm...i cant concentrate on my studies. Haiz...my mind was like wandering abt and i cant focus... dunno wat the hell is wrong with me nowadays. i m so abnormal. very quiet nwadays. then after i stopped studying i played a bit game and went for cell grp. cell grp ended ard 10 plus and after tat i went hme lor..reach ard 11 plus... and now i m here blogging. mayb ltr must try to study a bit lor..haiz...i m not even 50% done with my studying.
Anyway, nowadays i feel rather in my own world. i m like in a place where there is only me.i also dunno why i feel tat way... Ya,i m like so extra. in the 1st place, why shld i ever be born into this world? if i can choose i rather i dun appear in this earth at all and there will not be someone call sharon now in everyone's life. Life is really full of unexpectancy.. sometimes things u never expect happens. But wat to do?this is God's will for everything to happen. Just have to face the fact and accept it. There's no way to prevent all the unexpectancy in life.haiz...tats all for now...

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Lol...being bored, just took all these lame tests...haha....take them for fun. Hmmm...never study much today yet...haiz...only touched 1 and half topics out of 12 topics...lol...started frm topic 4 cos topic 1-3 tested b4...cant be bothered to study so much of that 1st...study others first...hmm...wasted my whole day lah...no mood to study so i walk here n there...chat here n there and do watever...lol..think i better go and study some more cos tmr i be touching another module. ECM...e-commerce mangement...cos this exam is after BFI-banking n financial instituion exam so i must alternate them. Today study BFI, tmr study ECM...else later ECM will suffer...aiming for A!!!Dun disappoint me again man.... OFF TO MUG AGAIN HOPEFuLLY...

haiz...UCCD is gonecase...pray for a D so tat i dun have to repeat!!!!haiz...i really mental block...i did studied but why!!!ARGH!!!!!!!!!!! Sharon really cant cope with her life anymore!!!! haiz...i m so disappointed with life and everything else...!!!God wats wrong with me!!! why my life like tat!!!Not blaming God!!! haiz...i very headache liao lah...not studying todaY!!!! IN TEARS!!!HAIZ!!!!SIANZ LAH!!!!!!!!!!! Stress till i m having fever!!haiz


Well, i am in a very bad mood now...feeling so depressed!reason being? I failed the ma1!!!! i got 8/35!!how pathetic and disgraceful!!i cant accept the fact that i failed....my A became a D instantly!! how can i be happy abt it? Haiz!! when i saw the result at that moment, i was like WTF!!i failed!!wah lao...then i walk out of the rm feeling down. my frenz still ask me how i say i got 8 then they say i break record!!KNN!!Y i get such a low score and is so f*** low!!!GOD WHY!!!!MY A IS GONE!!!Cant even get a B now!!!IS either a C or D now!!!HOW???!!!!!I think i m the lowest in class!!OMG!!!Single digit scorer!!DAMN IT LAH!!!I cant face the fact!!!i got no mood to study anymore!!wed paper also can go to hell alrdy!!Cos that module is holy shit!!!i cant understand a single thing and is abt culture!!AIya..dunno lah...NOW LIFE IS SHIT TO ME!!!WITH SUCH A &#@*%#$# Result!!!THIS SEM IS HOLY SHIT!!MY As ARE GONE!!!GD BYE TO ALL MY As!!!T_T T_T T_T WHY ARE THE Cs RULING IN MY RESULTS!!!!GET LOST MAN BLOODY Cs!!!I gonna tear away all my tutorials and notes!!!USELESS WHOLE LOAD!!!FAILED THE Macroecons!!!MCQS OSO FAIL!!MARVELLOUS ME!!!AIYA!!!!THOSE READING DUN GET OFFENDED!!!I M IN A DAMN FOUL MOOD!!!I NOE I SHOULD NOT BE TYPING ALL THESE SHIT BUT I REALLY CANT STOP IT!!! THE STUPID RESULT IS RULING MY MIND NOW!!!CANT GET RID OF THE #&@*@# MATTER!!!TODAY DUN ND STUDY LIAO LAH!!!WED PREPARE TO FLUNG ANOTHER @*&#$%@ EXAM!!!! I M SO DAMN DISHEARTENED!!!END OF ME!!!WELL IT MIGHT BE jUST A SETBACK BUT IT AFFECTS ME!!! SICKENING RESULTS THIS SEM!!!HAIZ!!!!!!! I CANT RELAX LAH!!!T_T DAMN SAD!!!FAILED THE TEST HORRIBLY!!!HAIZ!!LOWEST SCORE!!!HOLY SHIT!!!WHY SO STUPID!!!WHY???!!!!AIYA!!!KNN LAH!!!!


Man, i am so worn out alrdy...today had CRM exam...well, thank God i can still manage the paper though i just wrote and wrote..lol...my fren say wah sharon very easy is it, write so much...lol...mayb i was just writing crap...i could not remembered wat i studied for some..lol..thank God those i dunnoe wan never appear on the qns paper. My grandma had her heart bypass op yest...it was a success.. She now out of ICU is high dependency ward. praying that she will recover soon. Nx test will be monday macroecons, 7 mcqs 35 marks...open bk on internet test...hope can do well..lol...this module is also crap...tutorial the whole class always tikam the mcq qns then the tutor angry and scold us watever...but who cares since he also heck care...lol...wed UCCD, most crucial...a lame module which sux big time. i dislike it and the tutor...guess i m aiming a C for it.Need to study the whole bk and i haven touched yet...DOOMED! Dunnoe how to apply also..see the past yr papers i want to faint. the qns carries so many marks...for example 1a is 15 marks...wth lor...if dunno how to do gonecase liao lah..haiz..God bless me for that paper...lol..if open bk better..haha...or can bring in the bk and cheat oso gd..lol..haha...but this module really is shit..all the best to me and God bless...lol...i very tired liaoz...tmr still gt church...


Argh, its wednesday alrdy!!!3 more days to CRM test...omg!!i have yet to memorise all the 12 topics!!!Oh God, pls help me and give me wisdom...tell me wat to study pls God...haiz...i m damn stressed....projects are slowly clearing up...MA1 still need to do the write up for the charts etc...segregated the jobs and i got to collate them..then rwps nx week presentation and tmr is ecm presentation..ecm i think just gonna crap cos only 4 marks..WTF lor..just for 4 marks then do so much shit..haiz..exam mode alrdy...yet i still haven touch all my modules...i am in deep shit!so God pls help me man!else i be dead! Tmr my grandma going SGH alrdy.God pls protect her. Friday will be her op...pls pray for her.....


Today went to sch in the afternoon for daiko. I had problem with the song yoshino cos of the spinning sticks part...haiz...ivan say i spin like a duck..sianz...say till like tat..kaoz...really got problem with it mah..haven master...must practise lor...quite tiring day...then after that stayed back in clubhse with few seniors...chit chat etc...after tat went out with 2 of my seniors...1st time going out with them..hehe...quite fun...lol...tmr must wake up early for church again..i shall stop here...


Yesterday i got back my financial accounting paper. I got 86..thank God..suppose to be a killer paper but phew i survived...i tot i would do badly cos i could not balance my cash flow...so i did not aim high and just expect a B..when i went out to collect my script from my tutor, she say y ur face like tat..lol..mayb my face sian sian cos i was very tired as well..then she say u did well. i was like huh...haha..then i saw my paper i got 86 i was very happy.
Nx exam is 50% of final grade so i hope i could maintain an A...Most of the projects are done such as UCCD,CRM. RWPS done with report, now left presentation which is nx nx week. Then Macroecons nx week must hand in everything as well. After that will be 1 week study break and exams will start officially on 21 septemper. Nx sat got Customer relationship management (CRM) test, 14 sep got Understanding Cultural Differences Diversity (UCCD) then that week mon got Macroecons test..haiz...so stress even though projects are down. Forever loads of things to do everyday. I really lack of rest and enjoyment. Flooded with sch work...haiz...when can this agony end?? I just hope i can do well for all my exams and hopefully i dun get any C this sem.God bless my results pls.
I now typing all these in my RWPS lesson cos nothing to do..just submitted my RWPS report...hope can do well for it....signing off.


Today is my 1st daiko performance. Thank God everything was smooth..hehe..its a great feeling to perform.. I seldom perform in sch wan.since young...lol...i dun have those talent to perform wan..haha..so Daiko is my chance to perform...the whole event ended ard 8 plus and then we bring back all the drums to the clubhse and we went back home. I reached home ard 950pm then eat my dinner, bath and start my work officially ard 1045pm. I just stopped doing my work cos tmr i got to wake up ard 7 plus to go sch.i cant be late tmr as i m having a proj presentation..haiz...all the best to me tmr..lol..hope my teacher dun ask us too much chim qns. Pray that everything goes on well. Tmr gonna get back Financial accounting paper. I hope i dun see a C else i be very sad. God Bless me man...anyway take care guys..i m off to bed...ciaoz

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