Just got home from Lau Pa Sat. Been some time since i went there, probably the last time i went was with Daiko people that time. Anyway, reason going there today is because Yumi is leaving for Korea or Hong Kong tmr. She has been in the CG for half a year so after she leave i guess something would be missing in N283. We will certainly remember you. Do keep in touch. Ordered quite a variety of food today but then dunno why the food all seems not spicy and standard dropped le.

Today at work suddenly manpower down to 2 cause Nick has urgent matter to attend to and need to leave immediately. So i was trying real hard to chiong the cases. Left office ard 645pm cause i need to go Raffles Place le. Hope tmr wun have to stay cause having CG. Alrite, going to check some stuffs and then going to sleep already. Very tired. Take care..


Firstly, congrats to Ryan for your great results. Indeed God answers our prayers and He will never let us down. Glad to receive your sms in the morning telling me the good news and set ur trip right. You will surely enjoy ur overseas trip. Lets now pray hard for our University admissions. Thanks for what u had blogged. That you are glad we can still be friends though times are different now. Thanks for saying that and being my friend. Thank God that we can still be friends and encourage each other in some ways. Lets treasure each other while we are still alive. Im glad to have u as my friend too.

Alright, today finally settle the gift. Thanks Ada for meeting me to go find together and settle this stress of mine. At work today still alright, did 34 cases today. My colleagues say i do very fast, have no idea how i do it. I myself have no idea too but i think it's God helping me through. Tmr will be meeting yumi and the rest to go Lau Pa Sat. Been some time since i went there. Shall blog again ba. Now playing Wahjong with rayner online and watching Tv.lolx Tag me more peeps


So tired today. Accompany my mum to SNEC this morning for her eye op. Waited for her there and left around 12pm when she is ok to leave. Reached home and do some chores, went buy food for her. Real tired. spent my day in front of the com, playing wahjong and watch some show. Then smsing my cgms asking them if they free to meet to go get gift but then haiz, most of them cant make it and some yet to reply. SO sian lah...really hope the cg attitude will change and hmm, more united etc. know everyone is busy etc but i just hope the cg will stay united. I really getting quite bothered about the cg and i dunno why. Just some unease feelings within me that making me explode soon.. Haiz... tmr will be back to work and i think will be quite busy cause manpower down to 3 for rest of the week.

My colleague will be going to Hong Kong for holiday trip and also tmr Ryan will be going to genting for holiday trip too. I also wish that i can go overseas for a trip but seems like April might not be able to go with my best friends to Taiwan le due to SIM bridging course perhaps. Haiz... Anyway, wish u all enjoy ur trips..


Jessica Simpsons - I Wanna Love You Forever

You set my soul at ease
Chased darkness out of view
Left your desperate spell on me
Say you feel it to
I know you do
I've got so much more to give
This can't die, I yearn to live
Pour yourself all over me
And I'll cherish every drop here on my knees

[CHORUS]
I wanna love you forever
And this is all I'm asking of you
10,000 lifetimes together
Is that so much for you to do?
Cuz from the moment that I saw your face
And felt the fire in your sweet embrace
I swear I knew.
I'm gonna love you forever

My mind fails to understand
What my heart tells me to do
And I'd give up all I have just to be with you
and that would do
[these lyrics are found on http://www.songlyrics.com]
I've always been taught to win
And I never thought I'd fall
Be at the mercy of a man
I've never been
Now I only want to be right where you are.

[CHORUS]

In my life I've learned that heaven never waits no
Lets take this now before it's gone like yesterday
Cuz when I'm with you there's nowhere else
That I would ever wanna be no
I'm breathing for the next second I can feel you
Loving me ... I'm gonna love


Avril Lavinge - Why

I'm sitting here reading the book of life
constantly asking myself why
why do babies have to die
and a mother gives up a price
can you see the man on the streets
doesn't even have enough to eat
and tell me when your walking by
can you see the tears in his eye
somebody please tell me why

why
why does this world seem so cold
just like a rich man who won't give a pot a gold
why
before my life comes to an end let's try to make amends and let's give it a chance
tell me why

Baby don't know her fathers name
mother's confused just the same
she's saying that it's alright
but she needs a father in her life
somebody please tell me why
just like the sand on the beach
just like the ocean runs so deep
we all must take our part
and dig deep in our heart
but I don't know where to start

someone tell me why
why, why does this world seem so cold
just like a rich man who won't give a pot of gold
oh no, why, why before my life comes to an end
let's try to make amends and let's give it a chance
oh tell me why

why do things go the way they do
everybody I'm asking you can we
turn around, turn around, turn around
Things don't have to be this way
I'm looking for a better day can we
turn around, turn around, turn around


Hmm, yesterday was rather tired so did not come online to blog or do anything. Yesterday went tuition and guitar. yeah. learnt 16 beat strumming and new song. saturday, saw a lizard in the toilet. Gosh! 1st time after staying here for a year that i saw a lizard in my house. haiz. tot forever wun haf but well. hah. anyway, yesterday reach home saw again in the living room. Gosh! so scary lah and when i sleep i dreamt of a lot of lizards. dunno whats going on. having wierd dreams nowadays...Mum will be going for eye op tmr. Pray that everything be alright. nwadays im a bit discouraged about some things...about my connect grp. hope that there will be more communication in the grp and that my members know that i care. I may be very busy but i can still listen to u guys. So ya, do feel free to contact and talk to me. Saturday huitian asked me if im ready to be a cgl. The qns stun me cause i still never really think of it yet cause i always feel that im not up to it yet, that my bible knowledge is bad and so on. Well, hope to brush up on certain things too. So much thoughts in my mind yet its all kept to myself at times. Thoughts about studies to my love life and watsoever...lots of things...


Real bored. Just ended tuition a while ago. haiz. very sian and tired. Later need to go church. Just listening to songs and so on now, going out soon... that song that i posted is nice. Yap, after watching the HK show the bitter bitten, really like the show a lot. Touching love scenes etc...Should watch this show. Shall blog again soon. Current mood- tired,just feel like doing nothing at all....





Just got home not long from AMK Hub. Went movie with Felicia and Meiyi. Watched Kungfu Dunk. Nice show. Jay Chou is so shuai and cute. Haha. And i think Jieyong really look like him sia. lol! Hehe, basketball is cool. yeah. Used to play that everyday when im in primary school.

Anyway, today evening got a call from SIM asking me about bridging course. I did not select that while applying thru the e-application. Hence the person call me and ask me if im aware and interested. So yeah, was just pondering over it and when talking to the person i sound not keen at all and the person know. Reason being im in a dilemma cause what if local Uni accepts me, i will waste the 700 i put in for the bridging course. But what if local Uni dun accepts me, then i got to spend 3 yrs in SIM. there are both pros and cons. So perhaps i will just go for the course in Apr to June, take the 2 modules and once pass, i will just need to spend 2 years if i go to SIM. Well, will be financially quite stressed up in this case. Will need to save up more money thru my remaining time left at work. Pray hard ba.


COE went up today. Woo. Hope the rest of the week will be more relax at work. Tired. Soon Feb is ending. So fast. Anyway, mum going for eye op again next tues so i took leave today and need to accompany her as it is a must. Tmr is toto Hongbao draw. Woo. $10,000,000 wor! if can win, wah shiok ar.lolx! Pray hard that things would just get better for me each day till i find my true love. Im still waiting for that day to come once again. The past is really gone and wun be back once again. Maybe like the saying says if the old dun pass away, the new wun come?

Maroon 5- Won't Go Home Without You

I can take a plane high up in the sky and fly for a million miles
Write a melody so sweet, make a tear turn into a smile
And I can see the color of spring I can even feel the weather change
And soon the leaves fall and winter calls, 'cause nothing ever stays the same
When I think of where I've been, what I've done and all I own
How I think I know everything, like I made it here on my own
And like the wind that blows
And like a flower that grows
Still with all I can do

Without You, life's a song with no end
Without You, like having a heart that won't mend
Without You, we're just actors on a stage
Like a child who's lost his way
We wouldn't be here today without You

I admit that sometimes my pride tries to hide my view
And even this gift that You gave me, I forget it's for You
And all the many days and many ways Your grace I've abused
Still you were patient and Your love loved me through
But the wind still blows, and the flower still grows and one thing is still true

[ Without You ] life's a wound that won't heal
Without You, nothing in this world is for real
Without You

Can't live, can't see Your will for me
Can't do anything

Without You, we're like a bride with no groom
Without You, it's like seeing no sunshine in June
Without You, we're just actors on a stage
Like a child who's lost its way, wouldn't be here today
Without You, Jesus my life would be lost without You
Without You, I'll never know what it cost


OT once again today for 1 hour. Just finish eating my dinner so here i am blogging. Gonna watch TV also and later continue my hk show online. Nice man. Addicted, haha. Watch 1 ep after another, lol. But need to slp also so cant watch till very late. Learnt that Lydia Sum passed away. Well, life is really full of uncertainty so got to cherish every moment, every sec we have perhaps. So fast tmr is Wed already. Just sent my docs to NUS today. Just pray hard that this year i can go into University but my 1st choice is NTU. God pls fulfill my desire.

Linking Park - Shadow of the day

I close both locks below the window.
I close both blinds and turn away.
Sometimes solutions aren't so simple.
Sometimes goodbye's the only way.

And the sun will set for you,
The sun will set for you.
And the shadow of the day,
Will embrace the world in grey,
And the sun will set for you.

Pink cards and flowers on your window,
Your friends all plead for you to stay.
Sometimes beginnings aren't so simple.
Sometimes goodbye's the only way.

And the sun will set for you,
The sun will set for you.
And the shadow of the day,
Will embrace the world in grey,
And the sun will set for you.

And the shadow of the day,
Will embrace the world in grey,
And the sun will set for you.

And the shadow of the day,
Will embrace the world in grey,
And the sun will set for you.


Well, did OT for 2 hours today as expected due to COE bidding week. Guess the COE will increase ba this time since it has been dropping for some time le. Did about 40 cases today. madness. Time pass very fast and i only have so little time to do my things at home le. Going to sleep soon cause super tired...Gratz to felicia who pass her basic theory test on 1st attempt. haha! im excited about driving now since everyday im dealing with cars in some way cause processing those cases. haha. make me wanna buy car also. lolx but im still underage to buy a car on my own..nothing much to blog today, haha. Gratz to Ryan for being awarded Excellence in service award by SP also.

Paramore - Crush, Crush, Crush

Oh I've got a lot to say to you,
Yeah I've got a lot to say
I noticed your eyes are always glued to me,
Keeping them here and makes no sense at all
They tapped over your mouth, scribbled
out the truth with their lies
You little spies
They tapped over your mouth, scribbled
out the truth with their lies
You little spies

Crush...Crush...Crush...
(crush crush 1,2,3,4!!!)

Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone,
Just the one two of us is coming on,
That never happens I guess I'm dreaming again
Let's be more than...
This!

You wanna play it like a game,
Well come on come on lets play!
Cos I'd rather waste my life
pretending then have to forget you for
one whole minute
They tapped over your mouth, scribbled
out the truth with their lies
You little spies
They tapped over your mouth, scribbled
out the truth with their lies
You little spies

Crush...Crush...Crush...
(crush crush 1,2,3,4!!!)

Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone,
Just the one two of us is coming on,
That never happens I guess I'm dreaming again
let's be more than, this now!

Rock and roll baby dont you know that
we're all alone now, I need something
to sing about
Rock and roll honey dont you know baby
we're all alone now, I need something
to sing about
Rock and roll HEY! dont you know baby
we're all alone now, GIVE ME SOMETHING
TO SING ABOUT!

Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone,
Just the one two of us is coming on,
That never happens I guess I'm dreaming again
Let's be more than
NO
Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone,
Just the one two of us is coming on,
That never happens I guess I'm dreaming again
Let's be more than
more than this.


Service was great yesterday. Pastor Tan preached a great msg. The title is Built to Last. Basically how to build to last is based on the values we carry in life.

Value 1: Loyalty
Value 2: Commitment
Value 3: Respect
Value 4: Accountability
Value 5: Family
Value 6: Love
Value 7: Faithfulness
Value 8: Hard Work
Value 9: Integrity
Value 10: Generosity

These are the 10 values needed in order to build to last. For example in a relationship we have, we need to be loyal and committed to it. Respect each other rights and also account for the things that we do. We need to be faithful and truthful to one another as well. Family is important. We cannot neglect family just because we are busy with our lifes. Like what pastor said, usually when a person is on the death bed, he/she wun say i wish i can have more time to work but instead will say i wish i have more time to spend with my family.

Just now went to have a walk and jog around my house area. Went to the private houses area, see the dogs. woo. haha. how i wish i have a dog to accompany me, cute and obedient dog.. i jog till bartley road i was like wah, so far away already ar? then i u turn back cause later get lost. lolx

Anyway, just finished applying for all the universities and got to start sending my docs soon. Got to know roughly how much is the postage, waiting for ryan to update me after he buy his tmr. Played guitar till finger quite pain but im satisfied with it and want to improve even more. Just a word for N283, continue to reach out to friends and grow the cg once again. Hope to see the CG more united as a family and more love and care in the cg environment. Lets really keep on praying and let our connect groups grow etc as well. My connect group members, jiayou alright. Anything just get back to me anytime. Alright, i want to watch some hk shows now and then later on go sleep already. Time pass so fast and tmr is monday again and will be back to hectic work cause it's COE bidding week. Argh!

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Hmm, think those personality etc stuffs are quite true to some extend. Yawnz, tired..waiting for my cousin to finish eating in order to start tuition. She just woke up, oh my...


Yesterday was Valentine's Day so it was a happy day for all the couples. After work went to AMK hub for my date with my buddies. Well, went to Fish & Co for dinner. Thanks to Felicia who queued for us as she is the earliest to reach. So yesterday they only serve V.Day Menu. So anyway, we ordered seafood platter for 2 and shared among the 4 of us. Were just talking about horoscopes and stuffs.haha. Well, just hope that my V.Day next year can spend with someone dear to me once again ba. Let nature take its course. Indeed like what my friends say, once a mirror is broken, it can never be mended again. Just keep on have faith that my future will be better. Sometimes guys ar, simply cant understand them. Take my cousin for example, always sad over her bf. Why must guys always break the gals heart and make us cry? God created man and woman so that we have one another but somehow, still things happen oso.

Wkends are here again and im still busy as usual. Same routine, tuition,church and guitar. Getting bored soon and tired. haiz..sianz...I wanna go and relax and chill again. Hope to find my real valentine and once and for all the real one. The one and only and till death do us part kind.


Went to work today, feeling rather tired though. Work load was still alright today. Anyway, after work went with nick they all to SIM to submit my docs and endorse them. Dad fetched me from there and went dinner with mum somewhere near my house. Just finish showering and just coming online for a while cause i very tired.

Tmr is Valentine's Day Cum Friendship day. For me this year is friendship day already so be meeting my friends tmr for dinner after work. Sometimes perhaps being friends is better than being lovers? Maybe at times it's just meant to be that way. Anyway, it's better to be friends than not friends at all. At least we are still there for each other and in each other life as friends just that does not meet that often and intimate thats all. Maybe it's the turning point this year... I just hope that this year would be better and i will really not live on the past anymore, head for my future,praying hard to enter NTU. Shall just wait for the right guy to appear once again or likewise,well...


Well, few days never blog..sunday went service and went fellowship before going to ruiyu's house. Meet uy sim at interchange to go together then when reached, meet felicia and han sheng. Chee chong,paul and poh huat already reached Ruiyu's house. So we played cards etc and later on eat dinner b4 the guys book in for NS. At night played mahjong, chat and headed home.

Yesterday i was on leave and meet up with suwei and felicia to go SSDC. Me and suwei book our theory test and we headed to NYP to sit down as we still have time b4 the practice. We accompanied felicia to book for practice. So did the practice was still alright. Qns keep repeating itself too. Anyway, the test will be on 7 May. So hope me and suwei can pass on our 1st attempt. yesterday night i was going through torture. Keep waking up to go vomit, till my stomach is empty and just vommitting all the gastric stuff. Man, it was real torture. Super no strength and today i took MC cause really no condition to go work. Cant even eat now..feel like vomitting too. Sad...sick till want to cry, alone at home...went see doc alone just now..drag myself down cause super no strength.


It's already the 3rd day of CNY. So fast yet i feel nothing at all. Just feeling empty within me. Only the 1st day more like CNY. yesterday and today is rotting away. Today suppose to go ivan's house but im feeling real tired and sick. man, down with fever,flu and cough now. getting worse. haiz. very sian lah. totally no mood. every cny i also dun really have mood nowadays, i dunno why. last year was at least better.

Guess tmr would be my better day this cny ba cause gathering with my sec sch friends at ruiyu house and chee chong,poh huat and uy sim will be joining us..not sure other guys are coming mah...will be going service in the morning tmr and shall see how the day goes ba...simply bored and argh...

Simple Plan - Untitled

I open my eyes
I try to see but Im blinded by the white light
I cant remember how
I cant remember why
Im lying here tonight

And I cant stand the pain
And I cant make it go away
No I cant stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
Ive got no where to run
The night goes on
As Im fading away
Im sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybodys screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
Im slipping off the edge
Im hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I cant explain what happened
And I cant erase the things that Ive done
No I cant

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
Ive got no where to run
The night goes on
As Im fading away
Im sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes
Ive got no where to run
The night goes on
As Im fading away
Im sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me


Yesteday had reunion dinner at Uncle's house near upper changi road. woo, his house got golden retrieval! so big and very guai, hehe! i even went out with my cousins to walk the dog, so fun, haha! love cute dogs.. so long not too crazy, haha...did not really ate a lot this year, dunno why..haha...

So today went to do visiting. standard every year just go 2 places and all done. lol..woke up at 11plus today and still stoning away, feeling real tired...haiz.. i seriously no cny mood at all, just so sian..maybe when meeet up with my friends would be better ba, haiz..dunno ar...time is just passing fast tats all...anyway just wish all of u happy cny and happy collecting ang baos ba...


so fast cny is coming le but dun feel anything de. Not really excited at all. Just a gathering to me. lol.. anyway just got home not long. came home after work and shower and went for dinner at Chomp Chomp with my parents. Quite some time never been there. Then after that headed to Kovan to do some shopping cause mum want to buy clothes. Anyway, i bought a red blouse too cause tmr office wearing red and i dun have. lol! gonna sleep real soon after my hp is fully charged, haha! People, if free during cny ask me out more. lol! Friday so far got nothing on. maybe just rot at home and apply for university, think of essays etc...

By the way there is snatch thief at my neighbourhood sia. so scary..saw a board placed near the road today saying crime alert..lolx


Just finish eating my dinner. Got home around 910pm or so. Went to buy dinner downstairs. Real tired..lotsa cases to do today and there's still more to go tmr. Going to shower soon and then wanna slp asap. Tmr is COE bidding le...nothing much to blog about. haha. Just keep praying for strength ba...and i got to think of my essay soon to apply for uni...GOd bless me. haha..


Woo. So tired! Ytd overnight at Ruiyu's house. Suwei,Ruiyu and so on played mahjong while most of the time im just stoning, till i cant take it then i rested my head on the table.lol! all of us slept at 5am on the floor and quite cold. lol..Woke up ard 730am, was still quite tired and we went Yishun central to have breakfast.

After which, headed to pasir ris and slept on the bus, haha. Teach tuition till 210pm and went to Bugis with my aunt and cousins to do my CNY shopping. It's so crowded as expected. haha. just bought a top and a pair of jeans. Think i have enough new clothes le. lol. buy bits and pieces at different time. lol... Went dinner with them and headed home. Gonna sleep real soon cause tmr will be very busy at work again as it's COE bidding week and tues is the bidding le instead of wed. So yeah...surely tmr OT 2 hrs i guess so i need a gd rest now if not tmr will suffer... =)


Hey dear readers! how have u been? here i am blogging again. haha. Just went for NTU talk today morning at Suntec Convention. My friends fly me aeroplane so i went alone. Just found out that they have this new degree offered this year. It's a double degree in Accounting and Business. It sort of attracted me cause i keep thinking whether to go accounting or business.Through this it would be 1 stone kill 2 birds cause will have knowledge about both courses but it would be a 3.5 years course and definitely more overloading. haha! however the intake is only 100! maybe i shld just give it a try... i really pray hard that i can get into university this year! it's something i really wanted, to get back to school and equip myself more with things i need to learn. So pls pray hard for me...

Ended the talk at 11am and went to Macdonalds and slack. Played PSP and waited for time to pass to meet ryan at 1pm. So when he ended, went over to Food Republic to meet him for lunch. Chit chat as we ate and after i finish eating, we went off to Suntec convention cause people were finding seats at the foodcourt. So we were just thinking what we could do with that 15 mins. In the end, we just exchange our xmas gifts and then we went upstairs to look around the NTU booths b4 he headed back for another talk for his course. Saw Aloysious, my Daiko Ex President and talked a while,haha. Then i also saw Beanie's bf and wave to him, lol! After Ryan went for his talk, I headed home. Wanted to take 70 home but then I realise that there is no 70 till at night,lol! so i walked to City Hall mrt station and took the MRT home. Tonight im meeting a few of my Ah Bu Family people and go Ruiyu's house. Suwei wans to play Mahjong so asked us,lol! but i dunno how to play lah,lol so just go and see what can do with Sok Feng.. tmr will need to teach tuition and do my CNY shopping. Busy day and later zombie. haha! alrite, i got to go Expo for service already! Now service shifted to 530pm every Sat cause new service start at Jurong already. See ya peeps. Do tag me often!! God Bless! =)

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Just got home from Lau Pa Sat. Been some time since i went there, probably the last time i went was with Daiko people that time. Anyway, reason going there today is because Yumi is leaving for Korea or Hong Kong tmr. She has been in the CG for half a year so after she leave i guess something would be missing in N283. We will certainly remember you. Do keep in touch. Ordered quite a variety of food today but then dunno why the food all seems not spicy and standard dropped le.

Today at work suddenly manpower down to 2 cause Nick has urgent matter to attend to and need to leave immediately. So i was trying real hard to chiong the cases. Left office ard 645pm cause i need to go Raffles Place le. Hope tmr wun have to stay cause having CG. Alrite, going to check some stuffs and then going to sleep already. Very tired. Take care..


Firstly, congrats to Ryan for your great results. Indeed God answers our prayers and He will never let us down. Glad to receive your sms in the morning telling me the good news and set ur trip right. You will surely enjoy ur overseas trip. Lets now pray hard for our University admissions. Thanks for what u had blogged. That you are glad we can still be friends though times are different now. Thanks for saying that and being my friend. Thank God that we can still be friends and encourage each other in some ways. Lets treasure each other while we are still alive. Im glad to have u as my friend too.

Alright, today finally settle the gift. Thanks Ada for meeting me to go find together and settle this stress of mine. At work today still alright, did 34 cases today. My colleagues say i do very fast, have no idea how i do it. I myself have no idea too but i think it's God helping me through. Tmr will be meeting yumi and the rest to go Lau Pa Sat. Been some time since i went there. Shall blog again ba. Now playing Wahjong with rayner online and watching Tv.lolx Tag me more peeps


So tired today. Accompany my mum to SNEC this morning for her eye op. Waited for her there and left around 12pm when she is ok to leave. Reached home and do some chores, went buy food for her. Real tired. spent my day in front of the com, playing wahjong and watch some show. Then smsing my cgms asking them if they free to meet to go get gift but then haiz, most of them cant make it and some yet to reply. SO sian lah...really hope the cg attitude will change and hmm, more united etc. know everyone is busy etc but i just hope the cg will stay united. I really getting quite bothered about the cg and i dunno why. Just some unease feelings within me that making me explode soon.. Haiz... tmr will be back to work and i think will be quite busy cause manpower down to 3 for rest of the week.

My colleague will be going to Hong Kong for holiday trip and also tmr Ryan will be going to genting for holiday trip too. I also wish that i can go overseas for a trip but seems like April might not be able to go with my best friends to Taiwan le due to SIM bridging course perhaps. Haiz... Anyway, wish u all enjoy ur trips..


Jessica Simpsons - I Wanna Love You Forever

You set my soul at ease
Chased darkness out of view
Left your desperate spell on me
Say you feel it to
I know you do
I've got so much more to give
This can't die, I yearn to live
Pour yourself all over me
And I'll cherish every drop here on my knees

[CHORUS]
I wanna love you forever
And this is all I'm asking of you
10,000 lifetimes together
Is that so much for you to do?
Cuz from the moment that I saw your face
And felt the fire in your sweet embrace
I swear I knew.
I'm gonna love you forever

My mind fails to understand
What my heart tells me to do
And I'd give up all I have just to be with you
and that would do
[these lyrics are found on http://www.songlyrics.com]
I've always been taught to win
And I never thought I'd fall
Be at the mercy of a man
I've never been
Now I only want to be right where you are.

[CHORUS]

In my life I've learned that heaven never waits no
Lets take this now before it's gone like yesterday
Cuz when I'm with you there's nowhere else
That I would ever wanna be no
I'm breathing for the next second I can feel you
Loving me ... I'm gonna love


Avril Lavinge - Why

I'm sitting here reading the book of life
constantly asking myself why
why do babies have to die
and a mother gives up a price
can you see the man on the streets
doesn't even have enough to eat
and tell me when your walking by
can you see the tears in his eye
somebody please tell me why

why
why does this world seem so cold
just like a rich man who won't give a pot a gold
why
before my life comes to an end let's try to make amends and let's give it a chance
tell me why

Baby don't know her fathers name
mother's confused just the same
she's saying that it's alright
but she needs a father in her life
somebody please tell me why
just like the sand on the beach
just like the ocean runs so deep
we all must take our part
and dig deep in our heart
but I don't know where to start

someone tell me why
why, why does this world seem so cold
just like a rich man who won't give a pot of gold
oh no, why, why before my life comes to an end
let's try to make amends and let's give it a chance
oh tell me why

why do things go the way they do
everybody I'm asking you can we
turn around, turn around, turn around
Things don't have to be this way
I'm looking for a better day can we
turn around, turn around, turn around


Hmm, yesterday was rather tired so did not come online to blog or do anything. Yesterday went tuition and guitar. yeah. learnt 16 beat strumming and new song. saturday, saw a lizard in the toilet. Gosh! 1st time after staying here for a year that i saw a lizard in my house. haiz. tot forever wun haf but well. hah. anyway, yesterday reach home saw again in the living room. Gosh! so scary lah and when i sleep i dreamt of a lot of lizards. dunno whats going on. having wierd dreams nowadays...Mum will be going for eye op tmr. Pray that everything be alright. nwadays im a bit discouraged about some things...about my connect grp. hope that there will be more communication in the grp and that my members know that i care. I may be very busy but i can still listen to u guys. So ya, do feel free to contact and talk to me. Saturday huitian asked me if im ready to be a cgl. The qns stun me cause i still never really think of it yet cause i always feel that im not up to it yet, that my bible knowledge is bad and so on. Well, hope to brush up on certain things too. So much thoughts in my mind yet its all kept to myself at times. Thoughts about studies to my love life and watsoever...lots of things...


Real bored. Just ended tuition a while ago. haiz. very sian and tired. Later need to go church. Just listening to songs and so on now, going out soon... that song that i posted is nice. Yap, after watching the HK show the bitter bitten, really like the show a lot. Touching love scenes etc...Should watch this show. Shall blog again soon. Current mood- tired,just feel like doing nothing at all....





Just got home not long from AMK Hub. Went movie with Felicia and Meiyi. Watched Kungfu Dunk. Nice show. Jay Chou is so shuai and cute. Haha. And i think Jieyong really look like him sia. lol! Hehe, basketball is cool. yeah. Used to play that everyday when im in primary school.

Anyway, today evening got a call from SIM asking me about bridging course. I did not select that while applying thru the e-application. Hence the person call me and ask me if im aware and interested. So yeah, was just pondering over it and when talking to the person i sound not keen at all and the person know. Reason being im in a dilemma cause what if local Uni accepts me, i will waste the 700 i put in for the bridging course. But what if local Uni dun accepts me, then i got to spend 3 yrs in SIM. there are both pros and cons. So perhaps i will just go for the course in Apr to June, take the 2 modules and once pass, i will just need to spend 2 years if i go to SIM. Well, will be financially quite stressed up in this case. Will need to save up more money thru my remaining time left at work. Pray hard ba.


COE went up today. Woo. Hope the rest of the week will be more relax at work. Tired. Soon Feb is ending. So fast. Anyway, mum going for eye op again next tues so i took leave today and need to accompany her as it is a must. Tmr is toto Hongbao draw. Woo. $10,000,000 wor! if can win, wah shiok ar.lolx! Pray hard that things would just get better for me each day till i find my true love. Im still waiting for that day to come once again. The past is really gone and wun be back once again. Maybe like the saying says if the old dun pass away, the new wun come?

Maroon 5- Won't Go Home Without You

I can take a plane high up in the sky and fly for a million miles
Write a melody so sweet, make a tear turn into a smile
And I can see the color of spring I can even feel the weather change
And soon the leaves fall and winter calls, 'cause nothing ever stays the same
When I think of where I've been, what I've done and all I own
How I think I know everything, like I made it here on my own
And like the wind that blows
And like a flower that grows
Still with all I can do

Without You, life's a song with no end
Without You, like having a heart that won't mend
Without You, we're just actors on a stage
Like a child who's lost his way
We wouldn't be here today without You

I admit that sometimes my pride tries to hide my view
And even this gift that You gave me, I forget it's for You
And all the many days and many ways Your grace I've abused
Still you were patient and Your love loved me through
But the wind still blows, and the flower still grows and one thing is still true

[ Without You ] life's a wound that won't heal
Without You, nothing in this world is for real
Without You

Can't live, can't see Your will for me
Can't do anything

Without You, we're like a bride with no groom
Without You, it's like seeing no sunshine in June
Without You, we're just actors on a stage
Like a child who's lost its way, wouldn't be here today
Without You, Jesus my life would be lost without You
Without You, I'll never know what it cost


OT once again today for 1 hour. Just finish eating my dinner so here i am blogging. Gonna watch TV also and later continue my hk show online. Nice man. Addicted, haha. Watch 1 ep after another, lol. But need to slp also so cant watch till very late. Learnt that Lydia Sum passed away. Well, life is really full of uncertainty so got to cherish every moment, every sec we have perhaps. So fast tmr is Wed already. Just sent my docs to NUS today. Just pray hard that this year i can go into University but my 1st choice is NTU. God pls fulfill my desire.

Linking Park - Shadow of the day

I close both locks below the window.
I close both blinds and turn away.
Sometimes solutions aren't so simple.
Sometimes goodbye's the only way.

And the sun will set for you,
The sun will set for you.
And the shadow of the day,
Will embrace the world in grey,
And the sun will set for you.

Pink cards and flowers on your window,
Your friends all plead for you to stay.
Sometimes beginnings aren't so simple.
Sometimes goodbye's the only way.

And the sun will set for you,
The sun will set for you.
And the shadow of the day,
Will embrace the world in grey,
And the sun will set for you.

And the shadow of the day,
Will embrace the world in grey,
And the sun will set for you.

And the shadow of the day,
Will embrace the world in grey,
And the sun will set for you.


Well, did OT for 2 hours today as expected due to COE bidding week. Guess the COE will increase ba this time since it has been dropping for some time le. Did about 40 cases today. madness. Time pass very fast and i only have so little time to do my things at home le. Going to sleep soon cause super tired...Gratz to felicia who pass her basic theory test on 1st attempt. haha! im excited about driving now since everyday im dealing with cars in some way cause processing those cases. haha. make me wanna buy car also. lolx but im still underage to buy a car on my own..nothing much to blog today, haha. Gratz to Ryan for being awarded Excellence in service award by SP also.

Paramore - Crush, Crush, Crush

Oh I've got a lot to say to you,
Yeah I've got a lot to say
I noticed your eyes are always glued to me,
Keeping them here and makes no sense at all
They tapped over your mouth, scribbled
out the truth with their lies
You little spies
They tapped over your mouth, scribbled
out the truth with their lies
You little spies

Crush...Crush...Crush...
(crush crush 1,2,3,4!!!)

Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone,
Just the one two of us is coming on,
That never happens I guess I'm dreaming again
Let's be more than...
This!

You wanna play it like a game,
Well come on come on lets play!
Cos I'd rather waste my life
pretending then have to forget you for
one whole minute
They tapped over your mouth, scribbled
out the truth with their lies
You little spies
They tapped over your mouth, scribbled
out the truth with their lies
You little spies

Crush...Crush...Crush...
(crush crush 1,2,3,4!!!)

Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone,
Just the one two of us is coming on,
That never happens I guess I'm dreaming again
let's be more than, this now!

Rock and roll baby dont you know that
we're all alone now, I need something
to sing about
Rock and roll honey dont you know baby
we're all alone now, I need something
to sing about
Rock and roll HEY! dont you know baby
we're all alone now, GIVE ME SOMETHING
TO SING ABOUT!

Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone,
Just the one two of us is coming on,
That never happens I guess I'm dreaming again
Let's be more than
NO
Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone,
Just the one two of us is coming on,
That never happens I guess I'm dreaming again
Let's be more than
more than this.


Service was great yesterday. Pastor Tan preached a great msg. The title is Built to Last. Basically how to build to last is based on the values we carry in life.

Value 1: Loyalty
Value 2: Commitment
Value 3: Respect
Value 4: Accountability
Value 5: Family
Value 6: Love
Value 7: Faithfulness
Value 8: Hard Work
Value 9: Integrity
Value 10: Generosity

These are the 10 values needed in order to build to last. For example in a relationship we have, we need to be loyal and committed to it. Respect each other rights and also account for the things that we do. We need to be faithful and truthful to one another as well. Family is important. We cannot neglect family just because we are busy with our lifes. Like what pastor said, usually when a person is on the death bed, he/she wun say i wish i can have more time to work but instead will say i wish i have more time to spend with my family.

Just now went to have a walk and jog around my house area. Went to the private houses area, see the dogs. woo. haha. how i wish i have a dog to accompany me, cute and obedient dog.. i jog till bartley road i was like wah, so far away already ar? then i u turn back cause later get lost. lolx

Anyway, just finished applying for all the universities and got to start sending my docs soon. Got to know roughly how much is the postage, waiting for ryan to update me after he buy his tmr. Played guitar till finger quite pain but im satisfied with it and want to improve even more. Just a word for N283, continue to reach out to friends and grow the cg once again. Hope to see the CG more united as a family and more love and care in the cg environment. Lets really keep on praying and let our connect groups grow etc as well. My connect group members, jiayou alright. Anything just get back to me anytime. Alright, i want to watch some hk shows now and then later on go sleep already. Time pass so fast and tmr is monday again and will be back to hectic work cause it's COE bidding week. Argh!

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Hmm, think those personality etc stuffs are quite true to some extend. Yawnz, tired..waiting for my cousin to finish eating in order to start tuition. She just woke up, oh my...


Yesterday was Valentine's Day so it was a happy day for all the couples. After work went to AMK hub for my date with my buddies. Well, went to Fish & Co for dinner. Thanks to Felicia who queued for us as she is the earliest to reach. So yesterday they only serve V.Day Menu. So anyway, we ordered seafood platter for 2 and shared among the 4 of us. Were just talking about horoscopes and stuffs.haha. Well, just hope that my V.Day next year can spend with someone dear to me once again ba. Let nature take its course. Indeed like what my friends say, once a mirror is broken, it can never be mended again. Just keep on have faith that my future will be better. Sometimes guys ar, simply cant understand them. Take my cousin for example, always sad over her bf. Why must guys always break the gals heart and make us cry? God created man and woman so that we have one another but somehow, still things happen oso.

Wkends are here again and im still busy as usual. Same routine, tuition,church and guitar. Getting bored soon and tired. haiz..sianz...I wanna go and relax and chill again. Hope to find my real valentine and once and for all the real one. The one and only and till death do us part kind.


Went to work today, feeling rather tired though. Work load was still alright today. Anyway, after work went with nick they all to SIM to submit my docs and endorse them. Dad fetched me from there and went dinner with mum somewhere near my house. Just finish showering and just coming online for a while cause i very tired.

Tmr is Valentine's Day Cum Friendship day. For me this year is friendship day already so be meeting my friends tmr for dinner after work. Sometimes perhaps being friends is better than being lovers? Maybe at times it's just meant to be that way. Anyway, it's better to be friends than not friends at all. At least we are still there for each other and in each other life as friends just that does not meet that often and intimate thats all. Maybe it's the turning point this year... I just hope that this year would be better and i will really not live on the past anymore, head for my future,praying hard to enter NTU. Shall just wait for the right guy to appear once again or likewise,well...


Well, few days never blog..sunday went service and went fellowship before going to ruiyu's house. Meet uy sim at interchange to go together then when reached, meet felicia and han sheng. Chee chong,paul and poh huat already reached Ruiyu's house. So we played cards etc and later on eat dinner b4 the guys book in for NS. At night played mahjong, chat and headed home.

Yesterday i was on leave and meet up with suwei and felicia to go SSDC. Me and suwei book our theory test and we headed to NYP to sit down as we still have time b4 the practice. We accompanied felicia to book for practice. So did the practice was still alright. Qns keep repeating itself too. Anyway, the test will be on 7 May. So hope me and suwei can pass on our 1st attempt. yesterday night i was going through torture. Keep waking up to go vomit, till my stomach is empty and just vommitting all the gastric stuff. Man, it was real torture. Super no strength and today i took MC cause really no condition to go work. Cant even eat now..feel like vomitting too. Sad...sick till want to cry, alone at home...went see doc alone just now..drag myself down cause super no strength.


It's already the 3rd day of CNY. So fast yet i feel nothing at all. Just feeling empty within me. Only the 1st day more like CNY. yesterday and today is rotting away. Today suppose to go ivan's house but im feeling real tired and sick. man, down with fever,flu and cough now. getting worse. haiz. very sian lah. totally no mood. every cny i also dun really have mood nowadays, i dunno why. last year was at least better.

Guess tmr would be my better day this cny ba cause gathering with my sec sch friends at ruiyu house and chee chong,poh huat and uy sim will be joining us..not sure other guys are coming mah...will be going service in the morning tmr and shall see how the day goes ba...simply bored and argh...

Simple Plan - Untitled

I open my eyes
I try to see but Im blinded by the white light
I cant remember how
I cant remember why
Im lying here tonight

And I cant stand the pain
And I cant make it go away
No I cant stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
Ive got no where to run
The night goes on
As Im fading away
Im sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybodys screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
Im slipping off the edge
Im hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I cant explain what happened
And I cant erase the things that Ive done
No I cant

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
Ive got no where to run
The night goes on
As Im fading away
Im sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes
Ive got no where to run
The night goes on
As Im fading away
Im sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me


Yesteday had reunion dinner at Uncle's house near upper changi road. woo, his house got golden retrieval! so big and very guai, hehe! i even went out with my cousins to walk the dog, so fun, haha! love cute dogs.. so long not too crazy, haha...did not really ate a lot this year, dunno why..haha...

So today went to do visiting. standard every year just go 2 places and all done. lol..woke up at 11plus today and still stoning away, feeling real tired...haiz.. i seriously no cny mood at all, just so sian..maybe when meeet up with my friends would be better ba, haiz..dunno ar...time is just passing fast tats all...anyway just wish all of u happy cny and happy collecting ang baos ba...


so fast cny is coming le but dun feel anything de. Not really excited at all. Just a gathering to me. lol.. anyway just got home not long. came home after work and shower and went for dinner at Chomp Chomp with my parents. Quite some time never been there. Then after that headed to Kovan to do some shopping cause mum want to buy clothes. Anyway, i bought a red blouse too cause tmr office wearing red and i dun have. lol! gonna sleep real soon after my hp is fully charged, haha! People, if free during cny ask me out more. lol! Friday so far got nothing on. maybe just rot at home and apply for university, think of essays etc...

By the way there is snatch thief at my neighbourhood sia. so scary..saw a board placed near the road today saying crime alert..lolx


Just finish eating my dinner. Got home around 910pm or so. Went to buy dinner downstairs. Real tired..lotsa cases to do today and there's still more to go tmr. Going to shower soon and then wanna slp asap. Tmr is COE bidding le...nothing much to blog about. haha. Just keep praying for strength ba...and i got to think of my essay soon to apply for uni...GOd bless me. haha..


Woo. So tired! Ytd overnight at Ruiyu's house. Suwei,Ruiyu and so on played mahjong while most of the time im just stoning, till i cant take it then i rested my head on the table.lol! all of us slept at 5am on the floor and quite cold. lol..Woke up ard 730am, was still quite tired and we went Yishun central to have breakfast.

After which, headed to pasir ris and slept on the bus, haha. Teach tuition till 210pm and went to Bugis with my aunt and cousins to do my CNY shopping. It's so crowded as expected. haha. just bought a top and a pair of jeans. Think i have enough new clothes le. lol. buy bits and pieces at different time. lol... Went dinner with them and headed home. Gonna sleep real soon cause tmr will be very busy at work again as it's COE bidding week and tues is the bidding le instead of wed. So yeah...surely tmr OT 2 hrs i guess so i need a gd rest now if not tmr will suffer... =)


Hey dear readers! how have u been? here i am blogging again. haha. Just went for NTU talk today morning at Suntec Convention. My friends fly me aeroplane so i went alone. Just found out that they have this new degree offered this year. It's a double degree in Accounting and Business. It sort of attracted me cause i keep thinking whether to go accounting or business.Through this it would be 1 stone kill 2 birds cause will have knowledge about both courses but it would be a 3.5 years course and definitely more overloading. haha! however the intake is only 100! maybe i shld just give it a try... i really pray hard that i can get into university this year! it's something i really wanted, to get back to school and equip myself more with things i need to learn. So pls pray hard for me...

Ended the talk at 11am and went to Macdonalds and slack. Played PSP and waited for time to pass to meet ryan at 1pm. So when he ended, went over to Food Republic to meet him for lunch. Chit chat as we ate and after i finish eating, we went off to Suntec convention cause people were finding seats at the foodcourt. So we were just thinking what we could do with that 15 mins. In the end, we just exchange our xmas gifts and then we went upstairs to look around the NTU booths b4 he headed back for another talk for his course. Saw Aloysious, my Daiko Ex President and talked a while,haha. Then i also saw Beanie's bf and wave to him, lol! After Ryan went for his talk, I headed home. Wanted to take 70 home but then I realise that there is no 70 till at night,lol! so i walked to City Hall mrt station and took the MRT home. Tonight im meeting a few of my Ah Bu Family people and go Ruiyu's house. Suwei wans to play Mahjong so asked us,lol! but i dunno how to play lah,lol so just go and see what can do with Sok Feng.. tmr will need to teach tuition and do my CNY shopping. Busy day and later zombie. haha! alrite, i got to go Expo for service already! Now service shifted to 530pm every Sat cause new service start at Jurong already. See ya peeps. Do tag me often!! God Bless! =)

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