Saturday, June 20, 2009
A lot of things are running through my mind now. I think more or less i have made up my mind for the decision that im gonna make soon. Im just waiting for the right time to act on it cause i think it is not the right time yet and also i dun wanna just leave the people there like that... I dun wanna be stuck in this situation forever and feel those awkward feelings again and again. Atmosphere always so weird and i think it had already become worse than before. I am waiting for God to direct me, praying for the answer and waiting for the time. I really dunno what to do anymore and just so burdened by this thing for so long already since last year? but it have got worse i feel.
Lots of mixed feelings here and there but then i think this time, my endurance reached the limit. I think it is really time for me to move on. Wondering am i like isolating myself now? i really dunno man. I felt that i am no longer close to some people and further apart. Words are becoming lesser and lesser...Feel so lost once again...Hate to be in this kind of situation and feeling all these over and over again. What to do?
♥ 6/20/2009 01:08:00 AM
Saturday, June 20, 2009
A lot of things are running through my mind now. I think more or less i have made up my mind for the decision that im gonna make soon. Im just waiting for the right time to act on it cause i think it is not the right time yet and also i dun wanna just leave the people there like that... I dun wanna be stuck in this situation forever and feel those awkward feelings again and again. Atmosphere always so weird and i think it had already become worse than before. I am waiting for God to direct me, praying for the answer and waiting for the time. I really dunno what to do anymore and just so burdened by this thing for so long already since last year? but it have got worse i feel.
Lots of mixed feelings here and there but then i think this time, my endurance reached the limit. I think it is really time for me to move on. Wondering am i like isolating myself now? i really dunno man. I felt that i am no longer close to some people and further apart. Words are becoming lesser and lesser...Feel so lost once again...Hate to be in this kind of situation and feeling all these over and over again. What to do?
♥ 6/20/2009 01:08:00 AM
