Friday, August 15, 2008
Went to work today... real boring. just filing whole day but just that dun need use any brain power. anyway, had lunch alone so just wasting time around..Went for cg after work. Very few people turned up today...Well, I dunno why i just cant feel anything much anymore. Im becoming autistic in cg and at work. Dun really talk much these days, just so quiet...Haiz. things are just not the same anymore. Sometimes u hope things will change but really quite hard to change.. Well, abt cg, all my besties left the cg and im left there... the feeling is just kinda weird...such a loner now perhaps? i dunno.. Just cant feel anything now...Today cg atmosphere i think to the rest will be great but to me, i cant feel anything much. im just very tired and weary...i feel stuck, lost and watsoever... No more motivation and so on. My connect group is down and is like haiz. really dunno wats the point...It's because i love God and i tell myself to stay on. I told myself dun leave just cause of the people or stuffs. trying to make myself stay on...
♥ 8/15/2008 11:57:00 PM
Friday, August 15, 2008
Went to work today... real boring. just filing whole day but just that dun need use any brain power. anyway, had lunch alone so just wasting time around..Went for cg after work. Very few people turned up today...Well, I dunno why i just cant feel anything much anymore. Im becoming autistic in cg and at work. Dun really talk much these days, just so quiet...Haiz. things are just not the same anymore. Sometimes u hope things will change but really quite hard to change.. Well, abt cg, all my besties left the cg and im left there... the feeling is just kinda weird...such a loner now perhaps? i dunno.. Just cant feel anything now...Today cg atmosphere i think to the rest will be great but to me, i cant feel anything much. im just very tired and weary...i feel stuck, lost and watsoever... No more motivation and so on. My connect group is down and is like haiz. really dunno wats the point...It's because i love God and i tell myself to stay on. I told myself dun leave just cause of the people or stuffs. trying to make myself stay on...
♥ 8/15/2008 11:57:00 PM
