Friday, July 11, 2008
Just such a boring day today at work. Practically nothing to do. The whole day i did just 1 case towards the end of the day. Pathetic ain't it? Each day, just waiting for time to pass at work, having fun with my colleagues at work. Somehow a bit of freedom given to us already. We conferenced in the phone and played games and so on. It's fun. haha. i will really miss all of u people when i leave.
Yesterday went to dragonfly for night life. It was Kenix, my sis friend hens night.Well, i just need some time off to chill and stuffs. I still feel rather down with my life. The feeling is still there. Im somehow in dilemma with some stuffs at times and discouraged with my spiritual life.Anyway, hope i continue to hold on and stay strong ba. Im starting to feel lost, felt left out sometimes and stuffs. At times i really feel im here for nothing. Everything just fall apart. I was hit with family, my love relationship and stuffs. Somehow these things are always the main factors that bothers me a lot. I just cant seem to get rid of them completely...Its absoulutely hard to let go of the past things and so on. Easier to say than done. Honestly, im still affected somehow or rather. Only God knows when i cry and stuffs. My heart is broken many many times already. I just dunno how to live this life of mine without all these.
♥ 7/11/2008 11:27:00 PM
Friday, July 11, 2008
Just such a boring day today at work. Practically nothing to do. The whole day i did just 1 case towards the end of the day. Pathetic ain't it? Each day, just waiting for time to pass at work, having fun with my colleagues at work. Somehow a bit of freedom given to us already. We conferenced in the phone and played games and so on. It's fun. haha. i will really miss all of u people when i leave.
Yesterday went to dragonfly for night life. It was Kenix, my sis friend hens night.Well, i just need some time off to chill and stuffs. I still feel rather down with my life. The feeling is still there. Im somehow in dilemma with some stuffs at times and discouraged with my spiritual life.Anyway, hope i continue to hold on and stay strong ba. Im starting to feel lost, felt left out sometimes and stuffs. At times i really feel im here for nothing. Everything just fall apart. I was hit with family, my love relationship and stuffs. Somehow these things are always the main factors that bothers me a lot. I just cant seem to get rid of them completely...Its absoulutely hard to let go of the past things and so on. Easier to say than done. Honestly, im still affected somehow or rather. Only God knows when i cry and stuffs. My heart is broken many many times already. I just dunno how to live this life of mine without all these.
♥ 7/11/2008 11:27:00 PM
