Saturday, June 28, 2008
Hey all. im here to post again. recently found that my posts are rather negative. Probably cause im tired and quite down recently due to some personal matters. Anyway, i believe i will be fine. I am still holding on to God's word and trusting Him for my life to turn better. I really pray that i can lead a better life and be a happier person. I really do not wish to always smile everyday but in fact my heart is sad and down, bleeding inside of me, hurting so much. Over the years really a lot things happened to me and i confess that i still think about them now and then especially when im down and alone. I will start to think lotsa things. Thats just me, just my mindset problem. Really got to renew my life, renew my mind and start all over. I really hope 2008 will be a better year. Half the year already pass. Started the year rather bad due to break up in my relationship and stuffs, then it turned a bit better and I get to start my uni this year though got rejected by all the Local unis. Did not want to give up studying once and for all so i just stayed with SIM since i have friends. Once again, June, my life hit the rocks somehow and i dun understand why im feeling it again. I know God has a future in hand already for me and im waiting for it to come to pass. I just need to see my future and get revelation once again.
At times i really felt useless as im stuck somehow and i cant seem to move on with my life anymore. I felt im just there yet not there kind of person, wandering in my own lost world. Hopes just seems to be gone but i still want to tell myself that God is there waiting for me and i cant just give up like that. I know that i also have very good friends with me. I really treasure all my friends a lot. You guys means a lot to me. Appreciate all of you a lot. Alright. i dunno what else to blog anymore. Just pray for me.
♥ 6/28/2008 02:59:00 PM
Saturday, June 28, 2008
Hey all. im here to post again. recently found that my posts are rather negative. Probably cause im tired and quite down recently due to some personal matters. Anyway, i believe i will be fine. I am still holding on to God's word and trusting Him for my life to turn better. I really pray that i can lead a better life and be a happier person. I really do not wish to always smile everyday but in fact my heart is sad and down, bleeding inside of me, hurting so much. Over the years really a lot things happened to me and i confess that i still think about them now and then especially when im down and alone. I will start to think lotsa things. Thats just me, just my mindset problem. Really got to renew my life, renew my mind and start all over. I really hope 2008 will be a better year. Half the year already pass. Started the year rather bad due to break up in my relationship and stuffs, then it turned a bit better and I get to start my uni this year though got rejected by all the Local unis. Did not want to give up studying once and for all so i just stayed with SIM since i have friends. Once again, June, my life hit the rocks somehow and i dun understand why im feeling it again. I know God has a future in hand already for me and im waiting for it to come to pass. I just need to see my future and get revelation once again.
At times i really felt useless as im stuck somehow and i cant seem to move on with my life anymore. I felt im just there yet not there kind of person, wandering in my own lost world. Hopes just seems to be gone but i still want to tell myself that God is there waiting for me and i cant just give up like that. I know that i also have very good friends with me. I really treasure all my friends a lot. You guys means a lot to me. Appreciate all of you a lot. Alright. i dunno what else to blog anymore. Just pray for me.
♥ 6/28/2008 02:59:00 PM
