Tuesday, November 06, 2007
Wat a bad day today as well.. i just got home from work..did not meet him as supposed to..well, aftn got a sms from him saying he cant make it cause FYP cropped up and got to submit tmr, well, i understand that,ok nvm..but never even bother to say find other days or what. only say sorry..sorry abt everything but try putting urself in my shoes...my heart break into pieces again..i just feel that my feelings is being played around, taken advantage of..did you spare a thought for me? time and again, making decision and yet dun give a damn about my feelings...as a friend, cant even spare some time for me just to make me happy..im not asking a lot from you anyway...tears came down...haiz..im sure gonna delete everything from my hp...they seems to be whole loads of crap to me already, all the sweet talkings..
Said to be best friends still, but i dun feel like im treated like a best friend...haiz...even my colleagues blessed me today with gifts for my bday...haiz..im really so disappointed,hurt and watsoever..what a bday this year! just feel that all you care about is your work,yourself,your blessings...dun give a damn to me..dun care about me anymore...everything is just so unfair to me...when you were persecuted, in need, im always there to encourage you, do things for you, when u are sick, take care of you, buy food for you..and now, this is what i get in return for everything i done. When i needed encouragement,needed someone, where were u? so far behind till i cant even see or sense...never even talk to me etc...Gosh! No One can understand how i feel....trying to drown my sorrows...feel that im like nonsense to you now...not important. i dunwan this kind of feelings...u dun understand my feelings now...
♥ 11/06/2007 08:51:00 PM
Tuesday, November 06, 2007
Wat a bad day today as well.. i just got home from work..did not meet him as supposed to..well, aftn got a sms from him saying he cant make it cause FYP cropped up and got to submit tmr, well, i understand that,ok nvm..but never even bother to say find other days or what. only say sorry..sorry abt everything but try putting urself in my shoes...my heart break into pieces again..i just feel that my feelings is being played around, taken advantage of..did you spare a thought for me? time and again, making decision and yet dun give a damn about my feelings...as a friend, cant even spare some time for me just to make me happy..im not asking a lot from you anyway...tears came down...haiz..im sure gonna delete everything from my hp...they seems to be whole loads of crap to me already, all the sweet talkings..
Said to be best friends still, but i dun feel like im treated like a best friend...haiz...even my colleagues blessed me today with gifts for my bday...haiz..im really so disappointed,hurt and watsoever..what a bday this year! just feel that all you care about is your work,yourself,your blessings...dun give a damn to me..dun care about me anymore...everything is just so unfair to me...when you were persecuted, in need, im always there to encourage you, do things for you, when u are sick, take care of you, buy food for you..and now, this is what i get in return for everything i done. When i needed encouragement,needed someone, where were u? so far behind till i cant even see or sense...never even talk to me etc...Gosh! No One can understand how i feel....trying to drown my sorrows...feel that im like nonsense to you now...not important. i dunwan this kind of feelings...u dun understand my feelings now...
♥ 11/06/2007 08:51:00 PM
