Tuesday, October 23, 2007
Today is also a tiring day..i think im tiring myself out each day, trying to numb away the pain and forget? not sure...anyway, we haven talk much yet since that day, i just hope we will really talk as friends still.. please dont treat each other like stranger even on msn...can i have a miracle God? haiz, i still feel its too sudden...its somehow i feel the decision is make too harsh, too sudden...solely on his opinion and then im forced to accept..cant even change his decision or what.haiz..somehow it make me lose trust in guys now...im afraid to go into another r/s...one moment they can treat u so nice and say all the sweet words...the next everything is gone.. haiz...really dunno wat to expect from them...
Anyway, i still keep all the smses but i think he shld be deleted mine lah..since pics in friendster also delete already, guess maybe he really wanna start a new life and forget everything with me? haiz...never even talk now for 2 days le..break record le...if u are reading this, i hope u will not forget me and continue to befriend me...i did not give up so easy but haiz, u chosen to give up and i just got to follow lor...everyday, day and night, im just thinking how are u, hows ur day going etc, care about u so much...wonder if u do that too...do leave me a tag if u read my blog...and so on...take care my friend...see u around...
♥ 10/23/2007 09:59:00 PM
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
Today is also a tiring day..i think im tiring myself out each day, trying to numb away the pain and forget? not sure...anyway, we haven talk much yet since that day, i just hope we will really talk as friends still.. please dont treat each other like stranger even on msn...can i have a miracle God? haiz, i still feel its too sudden...its somehow i feel the decision is make too harsh, too sudden...solely on his opinion and then im forced to accept..cant even change his decision or what.haiz..somehow it make me lose trust in guys now...im afraid to go into another r/s...one moment they can treat u so nice and say all the sweet words...the next everything is gone.. haiz...really dunno wat to expect from them...
Anyway, i still keep all the smses but i think he shld be deleted mine lah..since pics in friendster also delete already, guess maybe he really wanna start a new life and forget everything with me? haiz...never even talk now for 2 days le..break record le...if u are reading this, i hope u will not forget me and continue to befriend me...i did not give up so easy but haiz, u chosen to give up and i just got to follow lor...everyday, day and night, im just thinking how are u, hows ur day going etc, care about u so much...wonder if u do that too...do leave me a tag if u read my blog...and so on...take care my friend...see u around...
♥ 10/23/2007 09:59:00 PM
