Down!
Saturday, September 22, 2007
Just so not my week, everything is not going on well in all the areas..haiz...im just so discouraged, so down...so headache, hurt etc.. Just today, kana the tiger exercise from the company which is the emergency exercise and to test how fast we respond. And i went downstairs, leaving my hp at hme to charge and then kana the exercise. what bad luck! then kana from my mentor cum team leader for this exercise and things are just getting out of hand i think..no words i say can redeem myself now, i really dunno what i can do anymore, i cant please her or whoever..i really dunno how..im so lost now..emotions is going all the way down...
Today suppose to be a happy day cause im meeting my sec sch friends to go out and celebrate suwei's bday but somehow, this thing happen and bang, hit me so hard..now im trying to get up cause i do not wan to ruin the happy event later on etc...im just so headache nw,dunno how to pick up the mess and clean it up and solve it. monday, how am i going to face my colleagues? God! Is this the correct job and place im supposed to be at? why everything seems to be gg on wrong since the beginning? i really wonder... all my fault? Im real dwn right now. at the bottom of my life..pitfall..
♥ 9/22/2007 04:11:00 PM
Down!
Saturday, September 22, 2007
Just so not my week, everything is not going on well in all the areas..haiz...im just so discouraged, so down...so headache, hurt etc.. Just today, kana the tiger exercise from the company which is the emergency exercise and to test how fast we respond. And i went downstairs, leaving my hp at hme to charge and then kana the exercise. what bad luck! then kana from my mentor cum team leader for this exercise and things are just getting out of hand i think..no words i say can redeem myself now, i really dunno what i can do anymore, i cant please her or whoever..i really dunno how..im so lost now..emotions is going all the way down...
Today suppose to be a happy day cause im meeting my sec sch friends to go out and celebrate suwei's bday but somehow, this thing happen and bang, hit me so hard..now im trying to get up cause i do not wan to ruin the happy event later on etc...im just so headache nw,dunno how to pick up the mess and clean it up and solve it. monday, how am i going to face my colleagues? God! Is this the correct job and place im supposed to be at? why everything seems to be gg on wrong since the beginning? i really wonder... all my fault? Im real dwn right now. at the bottom of my life..pitfall..
♥ 9/22/2007 04:11:00 PM
