Feeling Lost, Confused, Tired
Monday, March 26, 2007
Blogging at work once again...came in a bit late today cause it was raining heavily and the bus was so packed...anyway, my mum just had eye operation, thank God it was still quite successful..right now, im just feeling lost, confused and tired..thinking about all the church things..somehow, just feel wanna lead a simple normal christian life, with lesser things on hand..right now, i feel i dont really have time for myself...well, lots of things in my mind...even thought of changing church, but i know no other church can really compare to CHC, the atmosphere and all..but its the commitment that will be different...man, im being tested right now..in a confused state of mind...i need lotsa strength and all rite now.. feeling very tired and burn out.. my parents and some will say, why CHC so many things and all...then i will think, ya, its true that really got many things... but of cos those in church will say, when you put God first, He will honor you back..and telling me about time management..well, i did try to manage but its really hard...haiz..i wun give up God of cos..but i just wanna drop certain things...im tired
♥ 3/26/2007 10:15:00 AM
Feeling Lost, Confused, Tired
Monday, March 26, 2007
Blogging at work once again...came in a bit late today cause it was raining heavily and the bus was so packed...anyway, my mum just had eye operation, thank God it was still quite successful..right now, im just feeling lost, confused and tired..thinking about all the church things..somehow, just feel wanna lead a simple normal christian life, with lesser things on hand..right now, i feel i dont really have time for myself...well, lots of things in my mind...even thought of changing church, but i know no other church can really compare to CHC, the atmosphere and all..but its the commitment that will be different...man, im being tested right now..in a confused state of mind...i need lotsa strength and all rite now.. feeling very tired and burn out.. my parents and some will say, why CHC so many things and all...then i will think, ya, its true that really got many things... but of cos those in church will say, when you put God first, He will honor you back..and telling me about time management..well, i did try to manage but its really hard...haiz..i wun give up God of cos..but i just wanna drop certain things...im tired
♥ 3/26/2007 10:15:00 AM
