Bored
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
Wah, Im so Bored! Haiz... just finished watching kung fu hustle part 1, which i paused for quite long in the morning just now..now loading part 2...waiting for 530pm then can knock off..lolx...did nothing much today also..haha...anyway, i really wanna decrease my commitment...i dun wanna change church but it's really the commitment...haiz...How can i do that? it is so tough...cant simply give up ministry once and for all...CG and Svc is a must so yes must go... BS soon i will finish i guess...visitation would be every week...anyway, told my VL abt not rising up for now..im really too tired..everyday im really so bothered by all these..haiz..can i just destroy my brain? GOSH! hate all this things tat is ruling my mind..so many ppl are being atk now as wat my church friend told me...dunno wat's happening...
I just feel like screaming, man..haiz..wats the matter with me..my life..oh man..i really want a simple christian life..i dunwan to be so busy anymore..can I? can someone answer me? haiz.. i feel i cant commit anymore, not as much now..i feel i really neglect family and stuffs...i need to let this thing go..i want to settle this thing fast...im trying my best to hang on...i want to stay on in CHC but i only want lesser commitment...can or not? haiz...dunno lah...sick
♥ 3/27/2007 03:27:00 PM
Bored
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
Wah, Im so Bored! Haiz... just finished watching kung fu hustle part 1, which i paused for quite long in the morning just now..now loading part 2...waiting for 530pm then can knock off..lolx...did nothing much today also..haha...anyway, i really wanna decrease my commitment...i dun wanna change church but it's really the commitment...haiz...How can i do that? it is so tough...cant simply give up ministry once and for all...CG and Svc is a must so yes must go... BS soon i will finish i guess...visitation would be every week...anyway, told my VL abt not rising up for now..im really too tired..everyday im really so bothered by all these..haiz..can i just destroy my brain? GOSH! hate all this things tat is ruling my mind..so many ppl are being atk now as wat my church friend told me...dunno wat's happening...
I just feel like screaming, man..haiz..wats the matter with me..my life..oh man..i really want a simple christian life..i dunwan to be so busy anymore..can I? can someone answer me? haiz.. i feel i cant commit anymore, not as much now..i feel i really neglect family and stuffs...i need to let this thing go..i want to settle this thing fast...im trying my best to hang on...i want to stay on in CHC but i only want lesser commitment...can or not? haiz...dunno lah...sick
♥ 3/27/2007 03:27:00 PM
