Wednesday, February 21, 2007
Hmm, im here blogging again..dunno what to do..tonite then got visitation..my visitation leader ask if i could visit alone but i ask he not free ar, then he coming along also lor..i dunno what to do tonite also...i hope i wun be lost at words again...feeling quite sian.. just kana scolding from my mum regarding church... says about need give church money, 10% tithe and i got a lot of activities...say i go here n there, cell grp and all..she compares with other churches..says her fren told her CHC not gd lah this and that..haiz... and still say i want to baptise etc..all sort of things...really dunno how to chg their mindset that all the church wants is our money...why they always think this way? their mindset is always like this...and then will compare with being buddhist lah..as and when go and pray and give offerings...haiz..just listen to all the scoldings and keep quiet lor..think the more i defend, the more i kana...
Satan pls get out of our way, pls dun come and obstruct us! You have no say in everything! Im rising up in my ministry so pls dun come and disturb me now..my God is bigger than you, He will fight the battle for me if you come and disturb me..i will make sure u get defeated badly... Got to be strong rite now..against everything..watever comes my way, really got to stay strong and fight a good fight..got to double up my Faith in all things rite now...somehow seems like lots of things are happening ard me..Putting my trust in God that he will turn every situation ard...He is a miracle working God...all things are possible in Him! I will keep praying until something happen (PUSH)! Dun ever give up! I will try my best...now, i got to be more positive about things and make things happen..
♥ 2/21/2007 01:01:00 PM
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
Hmm, im here blogging again..dunno what to do..tonite then got visitation..my visitation leader ask if i could visit alone but i ask he not free ar, then he coming along also lor..i dunno what to do tonite also...i hope i wun be lost at words again...feeling quite sian.. just kana scolding from my mum regarding church... says about need give church money, 10% tithe and i got a lot of activities...say i go here n there, cell grp and all..she compares with other churches..says her fren told her CHC not gd lah this and that..haiz... and still say i want to baptise etc..all sort of things...really dunno how to chg their mindset that all the church wants is our money...why they always think this way? their mindset is always like this...and then will compare with being buddhist lah..as and when go and pray and give offerings...haiz..just listen to all the scoldings and keep quiet lor..think the more i defend, the more i kana...
Satan pls get out of our way, pls dun come and obstruct us! You have no say in everything! Im rising up in my ministry so pls dun come and disturb me now..my God is bigger than you, He will fight the battle for me if you come and disturb me..i will make sure u get defeated badly... Got to be strong rite now..against everything..watever comes my way, really got to stay strong and fight a good fight..got to double up my Faith in all things rite now...somehow seems like lots of things are happening ard me..Putting my trust in God that he will turn every situation ard...He is a miracle working God...all things are possible in Him! I will keep praying until something happen (PUSH)! Dun ever give up! I will try my best...now, i got to be more positive about things and make things happen..
♥ 2/21/2007 01:01:00 PM
