Wednesday, May 10, 2006
Man, i m so tired lately..been late for sch everyday...cant wake up everyday...haiz...always stay up late, do projects research etc...oh man...i m currently at my lowest point in life...i noe i m having quite a bad attitude towards things lah..the way i talk, haiz...kinda bad stuff...scold certain stuff..nv tink b4 i act...
backsliding tots...haiz...seriously lah, i nd to move on...firstly, i guess i m too tired and have no time for lots of stuff...nv pray or watever...haiz...i find it so hard to start all over again..i m stucked...haiz...certain words that i shld nt use always come out of me...those f word, and watsoever...haiz...impulsive me...i feel tired of church reason being i feel it takes up a lot of my time..then i cant plan my stuff well oso...haiz...but ultimately the prob lies with me lah i tink..haiz...so many commitment...gosh...i m treating church more of routine nw..i noe i shld nt but, i oso dunno wat i am doing le lah...T_T
♥ 5/10/2006 01:19:00 AM
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
Man, i m so tired lately..been late for sch everyday...cant wake up everyday...haiz...always stay up late, do projects research etc...oh man...i m currently at my lowest point in life...i noe i m having quite a bad attitude towards things lah..the way i talk, haiz...kinda bad stuff...scold certain stuff..nv tink b4 i act...
backsliding tots...haiz...seriously lah, i nd to move on...firstly, i guess i m too tired and have no time for lots of stuff...nv pray or watever...haiz...i find it so hard to start all over again..i m stucked...haiz...certain words that i shld nt use always come out of me...those f word, and watsoever...haiz...impulsive me...i feel tired of church reason being i feel it takes up a lot of my time..then i cant plan my stuff well oso...haiz...but ultimately the prob lies with me lah i tink..haiz...so many commitment...gosh...i m treating church more of routine nw..i noe i shld nt but, i oso dunno wat i am doing le lah...T_T
♥ 5/10/2006 01:19:00 AM