Saturday, November 19, 2005
Before i start typing, i gonna say tat this post will be damn terrible...alrite, nowadays i dunno wtf is wrong with me...been feeling rather down...dunno wats wrong with me lah..haiz...i m trying to be positive but argh...crap..i m sick of lots of things...y my life is so damn miserable?!screams!!God pls take me out of this life! if God u are rdy to receive me in heaven, by all means...so many problems, financial etc...when are all these shit gonna end?!!oh pls, i noe everyone has problems but y mine is never ending? one after another..oh man..God this is so tough...i noe u wanna test me and mould me...but i could not take it anymore...i cant take it easy...life just SUX!!i m getting very emotional...or watever shit lah....aiya...sianz...
today basically went to sch for daiko...practise for songs we nd to perform next wk...well, i be playing 2 songs...my daiko still rather sucky...haiz...i m kinda demoralise...i mean why so stupid or watever?argh!!! very pek chek with myself...with everything lah...haiz...knn lah wat i doing lor? so simple oso cant do well..wtf?!!not tat i dun like daiko anymore...or dun like anyone there or wat...i m not angry with anyone also...dun get it wrong when u read this...even jack tell me how to play victory today...kaoz...haiz...i got nth to say! i m losing some things in my life i feel...mayb the cheerful sharon will just die soon...if i really die, wat will happen?haiz..dunno lah...dunno exist in this world for wat lor...since life is so miserable...well, i think i shld nt say all these cos ppl sure tell me i m a christian yet i m saying life sux and all these....the idiot devil keep on atking me, coming to me...pls get out of my life i beg you!!SHOO!!!!!IN JESUS NAME!!!
♥ 11/19/2005 11:29:00 PM
Saturday, November 19, 2005
Before i start typing, i gonna say tat this post will be damn terrible...alrite, nowadays i dunno wtf is wrong with me...been feeling rather down...dunno wats wrong with me lah..haiz...i m trying to be positive but argh...crap..i m sick of lots of things...y my life is so damn miserable?!screams!!God pls take me out of this life! if God u are rdy to receive me in heaven, by all means...so many problems, financial etc...when are all these shit gonna end?!!oh pls, i noe everyone has problems but y mine is never ending? one after another..oh man..God this is so tough...i noe u wanna test me and mould me...but i could not take it anymore...i cant take it easy...life just SUX!!i m getting very emotional...or watever shit lah....aiya...sianz...
today basically went to sch for daiko...practise for songs we nd to perform next wk...well, i be playing 2 songs...my daiko still rather sucky...haiz...i m kinda demoralise...i mean why so stupid or watever?argh!!! very pek chek with myself...with everything lah...haiz...knn lah wat i doing lor? so simple oso cant do well..wtf?!!not tat i dun like daiko anymore...or dun like anyone there or wat...i m not angry with anyone also...dun get it wrong when u read this...even jack tell me how to play victory today...kaoz...haiz...i got nth to say! i m losing some things in my life i feel...mayb the cheerful sharon will just die soon...if i really die, wat will happen?haiz..dunno lah...dunno exist in this world for wat lor...since life is so miserable...well, i think i shld nt say all these cos ppl sure tell me i m a christian yet i m saying life sux and all these....the idiot devil keep on atking me, coming to me...pls get out of my life i beg you!!SHOO!!!!!IN JESUS NAME!!!
♥ 11/19/2005 11:29:00 PM
