Updated post of the day:

Thanks Ada, Kaishing, Weiyi and Dennis for surprising me at my house today! Ada actually bluff me during the week that she will be coming alone but thats actually in the plan to make me sian and then later on will be surprised. I am very surprise with the big board for my card! Ada is really very creative! Thanks for that! Its at your expense somemore and thanks Weiyi for the cake too! Appreciate all your efforts and Kaishing to travel so far as well. Im really touched and feel loved to have friends like you all. I believe the rest couldnt come cause they have their reasons ba. My bday will be over in just 5 mins...At least i think i ended the day well.

We went to Ajisen at Seng Kang for dinner, had ramen. And then after that went to Starbucks to chill and have a drink. Although it is just that 2 hrs or so, it really mean a lot to me. At least i feel important to you all.

It's my birthday once again today! So fast 1 year had passed! Last year i was just celebrating my 21st bday at Aloha Loyang Chalet and it was my best bday ever i think! This year im just spending my bday at home as my friends had celebrated for me earlier on so today dont really have anything on. Was really tired and i slept until around 2pm, having dreams of things, dunno where i am at. I think overseas or something, dreamt of seeing lizard and also my birthday! Madness! Anyway thanks for all the bday wishes that i have received so far! You all made my day by remembering my bday! Still waiting to see if someone remembers...

Yesterday went to chalet after church to celebrate my cousin Shaun's 12th bday at aloha loyang. My aunts also bought a Oreo Cheesecake for me! Thanks a lot! So sweet of them! It is my 1st whole full cake this year. Cell group also sang bday song to me after church. At midnight, went to the chalet room and my cousins sang very loudly to me! Thanks a lot! This year i really dunno what to expect and dun really expect much somehow on my actual day. Got not much mood like that. To me, bday is really important as it shows how important you are to others and your significance. So i always wish that my bday will be great and stuffs like that but sometimes sadly, it is not so. I shall just wait for the day to end. Half the day is already gone just like that...Going to get my lunch and then start doing my assignment. Feel like God is telling me, my precious child, I remember your birthday and you are created by me on this day.

Started my new job at SAA today. It was still alright. I thank God for the strength because i dont really feel tired at all today although it was a long day and it was quite busy at work. Lotsa stuffs for me to do and i worked until 730pm today cause got to give out notes to ACCA students. Tmr got to go ICA to drop documents before going to work after school. Tmr got to wake up at 6am and will end my work at 6pm ba...There's a lot of bday treats email that i received. haha! I received one from NTUC Income and i wonder why. lol!

Hello! Im back to blogging here! Havent been blogging for some time. Had been very busy with school and finding part time jobs. Just managed to find one that is flexible and part time at Singapore Accountancy Academy with the help of my friend who is working there. Be starting work tmr so i be working there from Mon to Thurs. Monday will be working full day and the rest would be just 5 hrs or 6 hrs either before or after school and after my current job on Thurs. Will be busier next year if my tuitions resume. Sounds like a workaholic but got no choice as i have to earn. I really need strength and wisdom for my school. Kinda stress with Investment Management. Really got to buck up for this module as it is my core module. Be taking M5 exam on 13 Nov with Adalene as my boss asked us to take and first exam is paid by company. Just pray hard we will pass the exam. The textbk is so thick and we got to finish reading it soon...

Counting down to my bday! exactly 1 week! Woo! My sec sch friends have already celebrated for me 2 weeks ago together with my friend. So this year my bday on the actual day i got no idea what to do and it's on a Sunday. guess i will be rotting at home. haha. Saturday would be going to chalet for my cousin bday celebration as well. His 12th bday on 10 Nov.

I am very stressed financially and all. My stress is from all areas of life. From Family, church, school and finance. At times it really overwhelms me and i couldnt take it anymore. Sometimes it is worse when people come and irritates me further or dont understand me at all. I really dunno what to do and i do get frustrated. I dont wanna to be taken for granted and what if one day when i am gone, what will happen? Sometimes people dont really treasure until the person is gone then you come and regret. I am really trying to find a job now. Sent a lot of resumes for whatever kind of job. I got no choice but to work so hard if not i really cant meet the ends meet. Theres too much for me to take in my strides and im just doing that. I really hope people can understand me at times and not accuse me. I really hate it when people accuse me for something i did not do. I do have my limits and patience. Dont think i wont get angry and always smile to you. I will show you my wrath one day if i cant take it!

Yesterday CG and today service was great. It's the message for the season. Indeed we got to be true worshippers and stand still and wait on God when things happen and not make ourselves our own God. It reminds me of the song Still. The lyrics goes Hide me down, under your wings, cover me within your mighty hands. When the oceans rise and thunders roar, I will soar with you above the storms. Father you are King over the flood, I will be still and know You're God.

Indeed got to keep on trusting in God and be still. Today pastor preach about the 7 kinds of suffering we will encounter in our life. It's really true and I really been through a lot of sufferings and until now i still have them. Really got to be strong and keep on keeping on. Got to have the faith and keep trusting in God no matter what situation it is. Got to stop questioning about why things happen and just accept life itself. We got to be the one to make life a spring. No one can help us except us ourselves. We are the one controlling our own mind and the mind is really a powerful tool. If our mindset is wrong, we will see things from a different view. Pastor also said that Power is in self encouraging. Sometimes when things happen, people might not be around us to cheer us on but we got to really keep encouraging ourselves, never to give up!

Just now i also thinking of the childrens' church song titled Never Give up! God is always there for us. Even if we do not see his hand, got to keep on trusting His heart. Everything happens for a reason and we will just need to keep waiting upon it and see whats next.


3 more weeks to my birthday! Woo! Time flies! haha! here's my wishlist!

1) I touch / Ipod
2) Cash
3) Wisdom in my studies for my new sem
4) Improve my guitar skills
5) Those still on my wishlist on the left side

Let me in
To see you in the morning light
To get me on and all along the tears
They come
See all come

I want you to believe in life
But I get the strangest feeling that you've gone away
Will you find out who you are, too late to change?
I wish I could be
Every little thing you wanted
All the timeI wish I could be
Every little thing you wanted
All the time, sometimes
Lift me up
Just lift me up, don't make a sound
And let me hold you up before you hit the ground
See all come
You say you're all right
But I get the strangest feeling that you've gone away
You've gone away
And will you find out who you are, too late to change?
Don't give me up
Don't give me up tonight
Or soon nothing will be right at all
Salvation
Is when you find out who you are
Too late to change

Hey my dear readers! How are you doing? Sorry for not updating for such a long time. Been busy since school started and very very tired lately. Time flies when school starts. Got 2 assignments on hand to do now. Some of my tuitions have stopped cause exams is over for my students. There's good and bad point. Good is i can rest but the bad part is i got no income. Need to find some ways to get extra income now. Going out soon for my last lesson with my student cause tmr is N level POA then going to my cousin house later.

Dunno what to update although havent been updating. Every week is just a routine, doing the same things over and over again. 1 more month to my birthday and i got no idea what i will be doing.

Some things we don't talk about rather do without
just hold a smile
fallen in and out of love
the same damn problem together all the while
You can never say never
While we don't know it
Time and time again
Younger now than we were before
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go

Picture you're the queen of everything
As far as the eye can see
Under your comand
I will be your guardian
When all is crumbling
Steady your hands
You can never say never
While We don't know it
Time time time again
Younger now than we were before
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go

We're falling apart
Coming together again and again
We're coming apart
But we're pulling together, pulling together, together again
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go

School has officially started yesterday! Time to study hard once again. It's my final year and im aiming for my 2nd upper honors degree! Hope that this year modules will be manageable. Well, ytd went to class alone and it was really very boring. Tempt me to crash my friend's class le. haha! Tmr will be the 2nd day of school and my day will begin at 830am. Argh! Very long never wake up that early for school le. Tmr will be a big challenge. Im so tired lately still. I think i need to try to sleep earlier once again already. School has started and I need to adjust back my body clock. No more very late nights!

Anyway ytd I also changed my internet to Singnet already! It's so much faster of course and im so happy that i made that decision to change. Will be getting free netbook soon also. Yeah! Now i can watch show without the need to keep pause and wait for it to load. It's so much faster and smooth now.

Eating my beancurd and resting a while now. Think im going to sleep soon cause im very tired now....

Since I came back from Korea, had been very tired everyday and very busy. Soon my school will be starting and I will be in my final year. Aiming for my 2nd upper class honors! Pray that this school term everything will be fine and i will be consistent in my revision.

Registered for my modules last Saturday and it took me about 2 hours to do so. The server was lagging like mad and lotsa errors. I will be having classes on Tues 830am, Wed 330pm and Friday 830am to 330pm. Friday will be a busy day cause after that i will have CG at night and this means i would need to rush here and there. Have to rush home to get my guitar and practise it for CG too. Pray for strength! On the 2nd week of school i will have make up lessons already from 7pm to 10pm! Gosh!

Tmr will be my operation for sweaty palm le. Need to reach SGH at 7am! This means i got to wake up at 5 plus. Tonight gt to turn in early as i could. Anyway i got to go prepare myself to go out soon! Shall blog again! Will be twittering through sms when i am in the hospital! I think i will be bored to death

Hello my dear readers! Im back from Korea! 6 Days Korea Wonderland trip was really awesome and fun-filled. The weather there is just nice. Although in the noon the sun is out but then it is not as hot as singapore. The wind is still cooling there and dont really perspire compared to the weather here in Singapore. So here's what we did during the trip!

Friday went to the airport at around 8 plus, check in and took the plane at 10 plus at night. Reached Korea at around 5 plus singapore time. The time in Korea is 1 hour faster than in Singapore. After eating our own breakfast there, we set off officially with the tour. First we went to Nami Island where the drama Winter Sonata was being filmed there. It is a nice island with lots of trees and stuffs. Nature is simply very awesome. After that we also went to have our lunch and went to Chuncheon Myong Dong to shop. Then we return back to our hotel and proceed for dinner and free time at night.

Everyday we woke up at 6am Singapore time. It's really madness. haha. Our meals always consist of kim chi and lotsa side dishes and most of them are veg. The second say we went to Herb Land and i even saw this Bible garden there. LOL! The flowers there are really very nice and my mum was so amazed and excited once she sees them. Same goes to my grandma. We also went to Yeoju Premium Outlets where all the branded stuffs are there. Didnt really buy anything there. Only bought 1 pair of Vans shoe there. We also went to Fruit farm to pick fruits. Each one of us is allowed to pick one big pear. At the Korea Traditional Cultural Centre we learnt how to make Kimchi and also have the chance to wear hanbok to take photos. The photos will be uploaded soon i guess. Have to wait for my sis to do that cause it's really a lot.

Had a fun filled day at Everland where we went to the Safari zoo and saw Lions, Tiger, Bears that perform their tricks and even Liger which is due to a Lion and Tiger being mate together. There's lotsa things to take about but i guess pictures would tell better. haha! If not my blog post would be super duper long. That night we also went to Dongdaemum market which is a night market and have a few shopping centres there and one can shop until around 6am in the morning. Isn't it cool?

Alright just a quick summary of the last 2 days. We went to Gyeongbok Palace which is built in 1304 during the Chosun Dynasty. Nothing much there though cause it's about history and im not so interested about it. We also went to take a look at the Presidential Blue House but of course we cant enter. We only take a look outside. Also did DIY mini facial and then headed to the Face Shop. Products there are really very cheap. Singapore price is 3 times theirs. Gosh! On the last day while heading to the airport, we took the Seagull Boat Ride and have opportunities to feed the seagull and admire the beautiful sceneries. It is really an eye opening experience and i really enjoyed this trip. Will of course dont feel like coming back to Singapore so soon also. haha!

Went out with Ada, Kaishing and Dennis today to eat Lai Lai beef noodle. Walked around Bugis after that too. Enjoyed my day with them but however when i reached home, my mood changed. Was super angry because my mum anyhow take my clothes and want to donate to people! Without my permission and some of the clothes are still brand new and it's Levis and Espirit shirt. The Espirit is my cell group gave me for my bday last year! Gosh! My mum always likes to touch people's things without permission and anyhow throw! Super Angry! No wonder last time my clothes also always lost. I really hate it lo! What if my clothes are very very ex and she just anyhow throw! I really cant tolerate this at all! Never respect me at all and anyhow throw. She even take my clothes and put in her cupboard and how to expect me to wear when i dunno! Really blow my top at her! I got no tolerance and patience to this! When im angry, you will get it. Really super irritating!

Hey readers! Long time didnt update my blog. haha. dunno what to update. Life is still the same afterall. Still busy with the same stuffs. Anyway, yesterday went to watch Final Destination 4 with some of my friends. I think compared to Final Destination 3 it is not as good though. Yesterday also went to have sushi buffet at Hougang Plaza. It is rather cheap and can eat lotsa stuff. Can keep eating Salmon sashimi and there is no cap on it. How cool. haha.

On Thurs, I happen to see my exam results on the SIM system but then by right, we should not see it on that day. I think there is some loophole. Some people still cant see the results. We got to wait until Tues to confirm again the results I think. But i saw my results and i manage to pass all my 4 modules. Thank God for it. Next year got to work harder to aim for my 2nd upper honors degree.

I am looking forward to this week cause I will be going to Korea with my family. Will be able to get out of Singapore for a breather. Getting kinda stress with certain things already. Pressure is on me. It's the right time to get away. Really pray for God's grace and strength. Pray that people will be cooperative, united as one. If not, it will really be tough. Pray that everyone will be after God's heart 100%. No more excuses or anything else. I am interceeding and I really hope God will help me through.

Didn't manage to fly kite today due to the bad weather. This is the rainy season once again. The weather really make me dread going out today. It's like dragging my feet out and i was still rather tired. Basically went out around 4 plus to Seng Kang and then slack around there with my cell members. Later on after eating some small bites at Swensens, we went off to Chomp Chomp to eat. Was very crowded there but we manage to get seats after some time. Ordered different food to share as usual. Left at 9 plus but since Guo Xiong still had some time before booking in, 4 of us who are the remaining people went to Ice Cube to chill. It is quite a nice place to chill. haha. There's lotsa desserts there, waffles and crepes. Just reached home a while ago. Tmr will be home the whole day until evening. Ada might be coming over after school. Basically today overall the day was still ok but also quite sian though.

Yesterday was rather tired. Woke up at 12 plus but still very tired. had lotsa crazy weird dreams. Omg man! Really crazy dreams. Wonder why too. Had CG yesterday and the songs i played were rather challenging and didn't really play well but God is good. His presence is still there. Was really tired and rather no mood yesterday.

This past week was rather busy and tiring. Travelling cost is really on the high. Need to keep topping up the EZ link card. Today had service and it was great. I breakthrough today cause i wore skirt and it's like makeover. LOL! I just need more self assurance and more confidence. Took me courage to step out of my comfort zone man.

Tmr will be going to fly kite with my CG at Seng Kang. Wonder did i ever fly kite before in my 22 years of life? haha! This is interesting.

Im so exhausted! This morning went to work. Boss came in late so i was just stoning there most of the time, reading book and surfing internet. Just had my lunch an hour ago and so here i am blogging. So fast it's the middle of the week already. Waiting for my tuitions to hit 4th lesson so that i could get my pay. Rather broke already. Exam results will be out in 2 weeks time. Korea in 3 weeks time and Operation in a month's time. 1 more month and school will start once again too! Time flies!

Nothing much to do now. Feel like going to rest soon. Very tired. Currently still finding more tuition so that to earn more and also i joined this work at home business. Interested can ask me about it. Quite interesting.

I can honestly say
You've been on my mind
since I woke up today
I look at your photograph all the time
These memories come back to life
I don't mind

I remember when we kissed
I still feel it on my lips
The time that you danced with me
With no music playing
I remember the simple things
I remember till I cry
The one thing I wish I’d forget
The memory I wanna forget is Goodbye

I woke up this morning
And played our song
And through my tears, I sing along
I picked up the phone
And then put it down
Cause I know I'm wasting my time

I remember when we kissed
I still feel it on my lips
The time that you danced with me
With no music playing
I remember the simple things
I remember till I cry
The one thing I wish I’d forget
The memory I wanna forget is goodbye

Suddenly my cellphone's blowing up
With your ringtone
I hesitate but answer it anyway.
You sound so alone
I'm surprised to hear you say

You remember when we kissed
You still feel it on your lips
The time that you danced with me with no music playing
You remember the simple things
We talked until we cried
You said that your biggest regret
The one thing you wish I'd forget
Was saying goodbye

Yesterday went to Sis friend's Wedding! Woo! Congrats to Nick & Kenix! It's such a wonderful moment. Watched videos of them and it's so touching. Haha! I hope when it's my turn it would be touching too. lol! Below is the photo of me yesterday! hahaha!



haha! Are u stunned? LOL! yes thats me! haha!!

Anyway just home from church not long ago. Kinda tired physically but spiritually im super energetic. Presence of God today was simply awesome! Gonna restring my guitar later and then gonna try some new songs. haha! Gonna praise and worship You forever! NDP gonna start soon but i just leave the tv on and watch as and when ba. lol! As I grow older, I seem to not get interested with the NDP other then some special performance and the fireworks. lol! Facebook i think is down for me. Sian

Another week is passing so fast. This week would be rather busy. Sat will be attending my sis friend's wedding. Woo! Monday went to SGH to see the Neurosurgeon for my sweaty palm and foot problem known as palmar and plantar hyperhydrosis. Going for operation on the 17 Sept and must be at SGH by 7am. Oh gosh! Tats super early. Im happy that i can solve this problem at last but i am also very scared of operation. Pray that everything will be fine and i will not be the 2% that will suffer side effects.

It is confirmed that 4th to 9 Sept i will be going Korea and so i must really enjoy there before my holidays end too. Exams results will be out around end Aug or early Sept. Just pray that it will be fine. 10 Sept when i am back got to report back to SGH early morning again for blood tests and all sorts of tests.... So scary...Just pray for me ba.

These 2 weeks kept going to SGH cause my dad eyes got problem then keep need to accompany him there. The waiting time there is insane and it really test my patience. Really hate it cause always must go here and there and then sit down and wait for so long. I hope he dont have to go so many times already cause i really dread it and some more need to wear mask there. So uncomfortable. Very tired recently and really very busy. Tuitions, meeting up with friends and stuffs.

Yesterday met up with Ada together with Kaishing. So happy to see her once again and got the stuffs she bought! yeah! haha! Thanks Ada my Bestie! Shall meet up again soon to go get things done and eat what you want. haha! Anyway today i went Polyclinic to get referral to SGH for my sweaty palm and foot. Will be going SGH on Mon for consultation. Really very sian with SGH le lo. Keep going these days. OMG! Tmr need to accompany dad to SGH again and then teach tuition. Haiz! Very sian ar!!

This weekend will be super busy cause there is FOP and church Anniversary! Just hope will get enough rest. Weather is bad and i got ulcers. Argh!

1 week has passed since the last time i blogged. Every week im doing about the same stuffs. It has become a routine already i think. Last week taught tuitions, went cousin house slack, had cell group and church as usual. Nothing much special last week though.

Yesterday went tuition and then went with sis, cousin and aunt to Bugis to shop and look for clothes to attend wedding on 8 Aug. Walked around for very long and was very tired. After that in the evening met up with my Ah Bu Family aka my Sec Sch friends. Today is Sok Feng's bday and Wed will be Meiyi's bday so yesterday we met up to celebrate for them. Went to have our dinner and then after that around 9 plus we went to TCC to chill and celebrate for them there. Hope we can meet up more often before my holiday end in Sept.

Today i wanted to go for a run in the morning but after i turn off my alarm, i continued sleeping. Had some dreams and some are weird, hah. See some church people and stuffs in my dream. Eventually woke up at 3 plus and i was still feeling very tired even now. Dunno why head just feel so heavy nowadays? Today kinda no mood and never really eat too... Hmm....Tmr going to cousin house slack and play with dogs and then at night going for leaders' meeting. Had guitar lesson today too and will be getting an electric guitar soon next month i guess.

Just finished worshipping and praying. As i played with my guitar and worship, God presence readily came into my room. Felt that He was just there with me, near me. The word Christ the solid rock we stand just came to me and that's how i got that verse below in Matthew 7:24-25. We got to build our foundation strong so that whatever storm comes, we will stand rooted on the foundation we lay and that is Christ the solid rock.
The verse Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him and He shall direct your paths also came to my mind. We really got to learn to Trust God and lean on Him. His plans are higher than our plans, His thoughts higher than our thoughts. Those of you who are going through uncertainties in life right now, do not give up. Continue to trust God and He will direct your paths. Endure and Persist to the end. Never give up.


Matthew 7

24 “Therefore whoever hears these sayings of Mine, and does them, I will liken
him to a wise man who built his house on the rock: 25 and the rain descended,
the floods came, and the winds blew and beat on that house; and it did not fall,
for it was founded on the rock.
26 “But everyone who hears these sayings of Mine, and does not do them, will be
like a foolish man who built his house on the sand: 27 and the rain descended,
the floods came, and the winds blew and beat on that house; and it fell. And
great was its fall.”


Proverbs 3
5 Trust in the LORD with all your heart,
And lean not on your own understanding;
6 In all your ways acknowledge Him,
And He shall direct your paths.
7 Do not be wise in your own eyes;
Fear the LORD and depart from evil.
8 It will be health to your flesh,
And strength to your bones.
9 Honor the LORD with your possessions,
And with the firstfruits of all your increase;
10 So your barns will be filled with plenty,
And your vats will overflow with new wine.
11 My son, do not despise the chastening of the LORD,
Nor detest His correction;
12 For whom the LORD loves He corrects,
Just as a father the son in whom he delights.
13 Happy is the man who finds wisdom,
And the man who gains understanding;
14 For her proceeds are better than the profits of silver,
And her gain than fine gold.
15 She is more precious than rubies,
And all the things you may desire cannot compare with her.
16 Length of days is in her right hand,
In her left hand riches and honor.
17 Her ways are ways of pleasantness,
And all her paths are peace.
18 She is a tree of life to those who take hold of her,
And happy are all who retain her.
19 The LORD by wisdom founded the earth;
By understanding He established the heavens;
20 By His knowledge the depths were broken up,
And clouds drop down the dew.
21 My son, let them not depart from your eyes—
Keep sound wisdom and discretion;
22 So they will be life to your soul
And grace to your neck.
23 Then you will walk safely in your way,
And your foot will not stumble.
24 When you lie down, you will not be afraid;
Yes, you will lie down and your sleep will be sweet.
25 Do not be afraid of sudden terror,
Nor of trouble from the wicked when it comes;
26 For the LORD will be your confidence,
And will keep your foot from being caught.
27 Do not withhold good from those to whom it is due,
When it is in the power of your hand to do so.
28 Do not say to your neighbor,

“ Go, and come back,
And tomorrow I will give it,”
When you have it with you.
29 Do not devise evil against your neighbor,
For he dwells by you for safety’s sake.
30 Do not strive with a man without cause,
If he has done you no harm.
31 Do not envy the oppressor,
And choose none of his ways;
32 For the perverse person is an abomination to the LORD,
But His secret counsel is with the upright.
33 The curse of the LORD is on the house of the wicked,
But He blesses the home of the just.
34 Surely He scorns the scornful,
But gives grace to the humble.
35 The wise shall inherit glory,
But shame shall be the legacy of fools.

Hey everyone! Im here to blog again! One week has passed once again. This week is just like any normal week. haha. i think my holiday is really like a routine cause every week i will go to my cousins house. Yesterday was Kaishing's 21st Bday! Went out for dinner together with few of my cell group members. Was late due to train delay. Dunno what happened but keep on delaying due to track fault or something. Went to Waraku to eat dinner and then after that went to Cineleisure E Max for Lan gaming. Played L4D together. It was fun time together but fun time do pass fast.

Today went to work in the morning, came home in the afternoon and then practise guitar for cell group. My guitar string is really very thick and its very hard to play barred chords. Played until my fingers swollen. Thank God i think the worship still alright. Presence of God is there and everything just move. However i still need to work on my singing and stuffs to be a better guitarist, to song lead...Just pray that it will be easy for me.. after cell group went to have dinner and then went to eat Durian at Toa Payoh with Jieyong and the girls. haha. Fellowship is really good. We really need to organise more things and come out to fellowship.

Tmr will be teaching tuition as usual and attending service in the evening. Alright, thats all for now.

Woke up at 9 plus today to practise guitar for tonight cell grp. Taking worship. Pray that everything will go on well... played until my finger rather pain cause my string is new and the tension is quite hard. Tonight using my cgm guitar though cause later 130pm i got to work until around 5pm then i will head straight down to Tamp to run some errand before going over to CG.

The sunburn that day is still there and kinda itchy..oh man..Anyway can play L4D at home le. Lol! this holiday is like exploring game for me and all sorts of stuffs... rather slack i think..2 more months to go before the start of new term for me and then chiong all the way until next year again le...Nothing much to update already i guess? haha.. rest a while more and then i got to go get food and prepare to go work later on...

Hey all! Im here to blog again! haha! Ada must be waiting very long for me to update le! lol! Hmm... the last time i ended here was 22 June. haha.

23 June- I think i just went to teach tuition tats all in the evening, in the afternoon i cant remb what i did but i think i was at my cousin's house at pasir ris.

24 June- Went to cousin's house at Yew Tee and accompanied Amanda to Lot 1 to buy her colour lenses. Stayed at cousin house the whole evening and played with the dogs and watch tv.

25 June- Went to teach tuition at 1pm and then went over to cousin house. Around 4 plus sis came over and then took her stuffs and need me to accompany her home to help her carry things. haha. She let me drive home and so i did. it was only my 4th time driving and this time further distance. My sis so scare of me driving and keep saying i drive very slow. LOL!

26 June- Went to work at 10am and then after work went to cousin house at Pasir Ris again and reached around 3 plus. Was very tired and i lied on the sofa watching tv and fell asleep. Then went to the room and sleep. Could not open my eyes when my cousin come wake me up. haha! Aunt came home and we went to jog at the park. Stayed over at cousin house cause Sat my tuition is just at Pasir Ris so no point travelling here and there.

27 June- Taught tuition and went to church for service in the evening. after service travelled to Kallang Leisure Park to watch Transformers 2 with the zone. Was a nice and great show! haha! Really worth watching. Took cab home with other 2 people staying at my hse area.

Yesterday went to sentosa with 2 of my cousins and my cousin friend. Although just a small group but it was till fun filled. Most of the time was spent floating in the water using our beach balls. lol! each of us got 1 beach balls. Look so funny esp when people will think why we have so many beach balls. lol! We left sentosa only at 6 plus close to 7. Really madness. All of us got sunburn i think. Mine is on my upper arm. haha. It hurts now. I am getting so tanned now! oh my! After camp i was alraedy super tanned!

Today sis came to my house in the afternoon.Packed her stuffs and then evening she cooked Japanese Pasta for us. Nice. haha! she said in Japan she ate 1 bowl of it at $16. so expensive can! After eating my dinner, went for guitar lesson. Right now considering whether to get electric guitar. Money is an issue and also my house has space constrain and my mum will sure scold me for having 2 guitars and say is a waste of money. hmm.. thinking how? maybe just hide it under the bed first?

Went over to my cousin house today at yew tee to play badminton and also to see the 5 dogs! super duper cute!! haha!! Took pictures with them! Will post them up and you all will see how cute they are! Their names are Milo, Coco, Bobo, Yoyo and Bowie and they are the toy poodles, Mixed Shitzu and Maltese and pure Shitzu respectively. Hehe! Bowie is the oldest of course, already been with my cousin for very long.

Just had a heartfelt talk. Talk out everything, almost everything i guess? Cant remb what else that i did not talk about. I shall just give it one more shot, give it another chance. My previous post i think i just got to change my mind about it now and give it another try. Not being double minded or what but it is because i feel i need to give support and i just cant leave just like that too...

Indeed really need wisdom. Praying to God for wisdom and ideas on how to go about doing things. I need guidance. Guess that i need to continue reading the book on how to be a good leader...Need to change in some of my attitudes and ways... I will just try my best in all... I really pray that things will work out.. I really dun want to be stuck again and cannot move on.

A lot of things are running through my mind now. I think more or less i have made up my mind for the decision that im gonna make soon. Im just waiting for the right time to act on it cause i think it is not the right time yet and also i dun wanna just leave the people there like that... I dun wanna be stuck in this situation forever and feel those awkward feelings again and again. Atmosphere always so weird and i think it had already become worse than before. I am waiting for God to direct me, praying for the answer and waiting for the time. I really dunno what to do anymore and just so burdened by this thing for so long already since last year? but it have got worse i feel.

Lots of mixed feelings here and there but then i think this time, my endurance reached the limit. I think it is really time for me to move on. Wondering am i like isolating myself now? i really dunno man. I felt that i am no longer close to some people and further apart. Words are becoming lesser and lesser...Feel so lost once again...Hate to be in this kind of situation and feeling all these over and over again. What to do?

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My Dearest Ada will be leaving for Boston tmr to study for 5 weeks... will be so bored without her cause we sms and msn almost everyday.... Monday spent my time with her. Accompanied her to Mustafa centre to get her stuffs for the trip such as TSA lock. After that had lunch together and sort of explored Farrer Park. haha! we felt like we are tourists. so lost there! lol! travelled down to Far East to get more stuffs and we left in the evening as she got to meet her parents for dinner.

Yesterday also spent my day with her. Went to office to find her at 2 plus, recap some work with me cause she need to hand over to me for 5 weeks. Left at 3 plus and head back to my house. Dyed hair for her. haha. Im the salon aunty for the day! Not bad in the end. haha! think Ada likes the hair colour now. Its blue black. haha! Waited for me to finish eating dinner at home and went off to Hougang pasar malam to find socks but to no avail. Then we went to the hougang central and manage to get what she wanted. Spent 2 days with ada and it is quality time.

Today had guitar in the morning with Jieyong and then headed home. By right meeting Tiffany, Rong Jian and Yeetheng today but then Tiffany could not come out so we postpone it to next week. So im free today...this holiday also like seldom have a lot of tuitions... cancelled here and there. My income is affected...doing posting of ads now to earn money... so boring.

Last friday went to Genting with 2 of my bank friends. Set off at 730am and reached Genting around 3 plus in the afternoon. After checking into the hotel, we went to eat dinner buffet. the food was still alright only...never really ate a lot..After that i think we went to walk around and went Casino cause my friends wanted to go in. Accompanied them in and it is my first time to Casino so sort of experience how is it like inside. Keep getting check for my IC each time i enter.Just stand around and see my friends play... Called it a day at 11 plus at night.

The next day went to eat breakfast and then went to the outdoor theme park. Tried most of the rides and even tried the space shot. So scary. It will go up to a height and then suddenly drop down. It is like flying or commiting suicide feel. scary like mad lo. haha. You will literally be flying and your butts will be off the chair. Stayed at the theme park until afternoon and went off for lunch and arcade...At night went to watch the circus show. First time watching circus live and it was awesome experience. As i watched those acrobat, at times i will fear that they make mistake and fall down. It is really eye opening. There were also tigers, lions and dogs. So cute. haha!

Last day did nothing much and most of the day was spent in the bus. So sian. The trip was delayed super long cause half way thru, the bus air con spoilt and those people went to call back Spore to complain and ask to change bus. So we waited and reached back singapore at around 9 plus. madness. So tiring... Pics are not uploaded yet. will upload soon maybe. haha..kinda lazy to do so.

Dear readers!Im back! Sorry for not blogging for so so long that it is collecting dust here. Been rather busy! Last week was super duper packed! Had Loud Camp from 8 to 10 June! Overall the camp is great. I was the team IC and i was sick during the camp too. Had sore throat and cheered until no voice too! During the first night, i could not even sleep as i was feeling discomfort and even woke up at 3 plus and went to vomit. I was really feeling so sick but i got to hang on and lead the team. Played lotsa crazy games during the first day itself and mostly are team games. Went all over the school for the games and did our very best. The most scary thing was, during the night, there is this lizard on the floor in our room! totally freak me out!! Got one of the girls to kill it and i ran out of the room as fast as i could man! Really feared during the night. My greatest fear came to past during the camp.

The second day i was feeling better but still no voice of course. went to sentosa and had even more crazy games there. The sun was blazing at us and i got darker. We played so many dirty games and the telematch is the most dirtiest. We had to roll on the mat that have all sorts of sauce and it stinks! Endure throughout and in the end, we got first! Our house was not that united and so we got to play 2 times even. Thankfully we won and win the race. It was really a tiring day cause we even have to walk all over sentosa for the island wide game. Did project shoot out too. Will post some pics below later. In the evening, we went back to St Hilda's Primary for service. It was really awesome. Presence of God was so strong and tears just streamed down during altar call. I could not hold it back and it just flow. God is there.

The last day was quite free cause the social work was cancelled. We just hang around and then later on had Captains ball and some water bomb game. After that discuss and rehearse our skits. In the evening had campfire and it was fun. Sang songs, cheered and ran around the camp fire. Around 9 plus, we call it a day and by 10 plus, home sweet home. Really hope this camp had bonded the CG and i hope i lead the team well. This is my first time and i did my very best.

Here are the pics from project shoot out: